Wow those are all great reasons not to do it. I could easily say that when you have a child of your own things like that change, and you might surprise yourself how much you enjoy being at home, and wouldn't mind the extra work it takes.
Here are the good things I enjoy about being a Mom:
Their first laugh
Their first smile
The way they wrap their tiny hand around my finger
The first time they walk and talk
The way they looked at me (in their eyes I was the coolest thing ever)
The pride I would feel when they were happy with something they did The little notes they would leave me on my desk, or pillow saying "I love you Mom"
The way my son use to say when he was little "Mom, when I was in heaven, I looked down and saw you, and said God can she be my Mommy?" (Saying this makes me cry)
The pride I get watching my eldest daughter take care of her girls
Seyhan & Zoey
Hear my son giggle
The first time I watched my youngest daughter dance a solo in her ballet group
The love they give me
Game nights on New Years Eve when they were little
Slumber parties in the living room
Sunday breakfasts and laying around in our Pj's
The pride I feel in my heart looking at my girls as young adults and the pride I feel when I look at my son who is growing up to be a fine young man.
Those are just a few to a million reasons why I love being a Mom, and I don't regret one day of their life. I won't sit here and say having kids is easy. It's crazy hard, and it's not just the time or money that is difficult. It's hard because you want to give all you can to that child, and you want to fix everything in their lives and make things perfect, and when they hurt, oh my goodness you hurt too. But all that hard work, time etc...for me was worth it, even on those days when my kids are having a bad day.
But I think it's great that you are seriously thinking about these things. As long as you feel that you can look back at your choice of not having kids with zero regret, then you are probably doing what is best for you. There are soooo many people who shouldn't have had kids. So many kids who suffer from that. I think it's really something that you are thinking this thing through. But on that same note, some of the best things in life are things that just happen. Like a baby!
Good luck...I hope you and your bf can come to equal ground on this subject.
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Very well said Erin...you really describe the feeling of what it's like to be a Mom and the joy you feel having kids. Proud Memaw to Seyhan Olivia Christine ,Zoey Cirilo Jaylee & Ellie Abigail Lillian | |
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CarrieMpls said: What makes it all worth it?
My bf and I are at a bit of a cross roads. He has made it clear to me he’d like to have a baby (someday). I have made it clear to him that that’s never been a goal of mine. So now we both have a lot to think about. I’m willing to reconsider my position (provided we’re still together and married down the road) as long as we can figure out how to have a baby and still accomplish our other life goals. But he’s also got to consider the possibility that it may never happen. I’m making no promises right now.
So tell me all about the advantages! I know all of the reasons I don’t want one as that’s all I’ve ever focused on my whole life. I want to hear about why it’s the greatest thing ever to be a parent. Why fall in love? It's the sane answer for having kids...it's just something that some people know is right for them...they should never come into the works because you 'must' have them...only because you want to have them. My experience went like this: Time was right, wanted to have kids Wife pregnant....arrrghh, I'll be a terrible dad. Wife pregnant ...looking forward to this Waters break...stand aside dad-to-be in charge...to the hospital Wife giving birth...I'm useless stood here Baby born...I grew in stature 1day to 2 years - this is the greates trip ever Son,2 years, rolling around on the floor in a zoo with everybody looking....this is the worst trip ever. Put it this way - there is nothing like watching them bloom before your eyes and grow day by day...it's a double edged sword because these beautiful experience are coupled with time passing away so quickly. | |
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CarrieMpls said: So now we both have a lot to think about. I’m willing to reconsider my position (provided we’re still together and married down the road) as long as we can figure out how to have a baby and still accomplish our other life goals.> Sorry, didn't read this bit...simple answer is you can't do everything. You either have kids and things change through choice or automatically (I'm not the person I was at all) or you remain the same as you are now....it's literally a junction in life. | |
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I don't think you're wrong. But I do think it's worth saying the change you speak of needn't be a wholesale explosion of the person you were before -- with goals, a zest for life, etc. It's just that with kids there needs to be more masterful planning and, yes, reprioritizing. I've travelled to more parts of the world and had a far more vibrant career, for example, since my kid was born, and I think it's in part because she inspires me to live with more intentionality and... I dunno ..."oomph!?" [Edited 9/21/10 6:30am] Ὅσον ζῇς φαίνου
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I agree with everything you’ve said.
I feel no pressure from family or friends to have a child. My brother has 4 kids, so my parents have plenty of grands to love and care for and my friends who want babies have them, for the most part. Many of my friends plan to remain childless – it’s totally normal in my social circle.
I also feel no pressure to have a child to fit into some societal norm. I already don’t. I don’t own a car, I’m a vegetarian… These are silly examples but they don’t fit the bill of “typical American”. I’m completely comfortable going my own way as far as how I want to live my life.
As for having a baby to keep a man around, that would never happen. I will make up my mind about what I want for myself and hope he and I can come to terms with whatever differences there may be. I’ve met someone who makes me happy. And I make him happy. And I think we could probably keep making each other happy. So I’m opening my mind and heart to the idea that maybe my life could be different than I initially envisioned. I’m open to change.
My initial plan was to remain single forever. Then I changed my mind about that about 5 years ago. And even after deciding marriage is something I really wanted, for various reasons I didn’t think it would ever happen. So I made my plans and goals assuming I’d be single forever. There was no room to even think about having kids if I wasn’t even going to find a husband.
Now I’m in a position to think about it. So that’s what I’m doing. Reconsidering. |
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First let me start by saying that since I have an 11 month old, I do not have time to read all of the replies on this thread. So I am sure that other parents have said some of the same things that I am about to say.
I think for me personally, I had my own ideas and reasons for having a child.
I never, ever , ever wanted to give birth to a child. I always thought that if I ever was in the perfect situation for a child that I would adopt. Which that is still something we might consider in the future if we feel that we want a bigger family.
I never considered or seriously thought about having a baby until I was about 34 years old. Even when I was married previously, it was never something we wanted to do as a couple and for personal reasons, I never wanted to do it alone. For me, I always had a milllion reasons that I did not want children but never stopped to think of the reasons that I might want to have them.
It is a huge life changing personal decision.
I must say that being a parent is harder than I ever imagined but very rewarding.
I have to say that it does test a relationship and it ties you to that person forever.
There are a lot of things to consider before you make a life changing decision like having children or a child in my case.
we still look at him and think, "Wow, we made him!"
It is an incredible experience and nothing that you read can prepare you for the feelings you will have when you first meet the human being that you created. There really is nothing like it.
(I think you would be an awesome mom, Carrie )
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I don't think you're wrong. But I do think it's worth saying the change you speak of needn't be a wholesale explosion of the person you were before -- with goals, a zest for life, etc. It's just that with kids there needs to be more masterful planning and, yes, reprioritizing. I've travelled to more parts of the world and had a far more vibrant career, for example, since my kid was born, and I think it's in part because she inspires me to live with more intentionality and... I dunno ..."oomph!?" [Edited 9/21/10 6:30am] I agree, I was sort of referring/reflecting on a few friends of mine who had kids about 6-9months after me. When my boy was young, and before theirs was born they were all righteous about 'they were going to do this and that' and actually belittling done of our choices because they couldn't see it from a with-child point of view. I think it's safe to say you can't be full on career minded and full on child-raiser | |
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You have every right to reconsider. I still have a few friends back in FLorida that are in shock and do not believe that I have a baby. I was the one that NEVER was going to have a baby. They have not seen me in 3 years since I moved here, they are going to see proof in the flesh in 2 weeks. | |
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there's a thought....do you feel like you want kids, or do you feel like you want this man's kids? Children are a powerful bond. I know I would not want to have just anybody's kids, but with one man, my love was so strong that I did reevaluate my stance. Are you that much in love? (rhetorical question which you don't have to answer ) I do believe children should be made with love.... | |
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I hear ya.
Yes, the perspectives of those on either side of a kid are often quite different. [Edited 9/21/10 7:20am] Ὅσον ζῇς φαίνου
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By the way, have we ever seen a photo of this bloke who's gonna knock Carrie up?
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Well, that’s a big part of it. If I weren’t with him I wouldn’t be considering this.
What’s interesting to me is that when we first met he told me he didn’t want kids. It was brought up very casually about 2 months in as my friends just had a baby so I snuck in the question. He said no. And I told him I didn’t either. (Mind you, this is after he cleverly asked me my thoughts about marriage. We were having dinner in a restaurant and were seated at a window. He looked out the window at one point, pointed across the street and asked – “so, do you think you might want to go shopping there one day?” It was a bridal shop. He quickly and sheepishly added “I mean, I’m not saying… I’m just saying…” So I said “are you asking me if I’d like to get married… someday” And he said yes. And I said yes, I would like to get married someday. And he said he did too. *squeal*)
It got brought up a while later in another conversation and he told me that he used to want kids but had given up on the idea as he thought it was too late (he was single for a handful of years before we met).
Then he brought it up again a few weeks ago. Quite seriously. It’s really something we have to agree on if we’re going to stay together.
So in that sense, I think he had resigned himself to not, but meeting me has changed his mind. That’s pretty big. |
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not that it's all mushy lovey dovey all the time.
i have a 15 year old who takes a shower. for an hour. and doesn't realize she's using up all the hot water. despite being told again. and again. and again. and.. if we have someplace to go, and it's going to take an hour to get there....5 minutes before we have to leave, she's looking for her flats, or looking for her coverup, or first going to to do her hair, because she has no sense of time whatsoever and feels no sense of urgency either so we're gonig to be late and have to make excuses....sigh. the 15 year old was climbing a tree. in flip flops. and slipped and fell. and broke her arm. a year later she was riding her razor scooter with her sister, and lost her balance. and fell. and broke her arm. and the 10 year old. "sara, go take a shower" Nooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo "sara, go clean up your room" Noooooooooooooooooooooooooo
etc. etc. etc.
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Yeah, hate 'em.
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This is the most recent I have. He's the one holding the beer looking dreamy. I'm the one sitting down looking tired. lol.
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Lammastide said:
I hear ya.
Yes, the perspective of those on either side of a kid is often quite different. It's also interesting how some friendships change too - we used to see thes friends very regularly when my wife was pregnant, they belittled her choices (some quite difficult ones regarding child care/nursery) when we had our kid and they were still preggeres and, when theirs came along you'd think they'd written the handbook on childcare; everything they did was right, everything anybody else did was weird or wrong...we rarely see them now because, despite our best efforts, they've cut themselves off from us and our otherfriends who had kids around the same time...and I can't say what I want to say but let's just say there is a noticeable difference between my kids (and our other friends kids) and their kids which I can only assume comes from them having no external exposure but the family unit. [Edited 9/21/10 7:25am] | |
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JustErin said: I never, ever planned on having a child either, but it happened.
Kids are only as bad as their parents are, so if you're an awesome person, you'll have an awesome kid.
I've never cared about anything as much as I care about my son, and nothing can compare to the love a child has for their parents.
It's hard work and yes, frustrating at times...but the rewards far out weigh the hard times. :yeahthat: It's the most rewarding thing I've ever done...it's not plane sailing everyday, sometimes you can see why you read stories about less balanced people flipping in the spur of the moment...but when you have those tender moments (more often than not) - the giggles, the playing, the new words, the spontaneous kisses, the 'daddy I love you' then it's all worth it - my fellas only 3 so I've got a long way to go yet and I'm not sure I've comprehended I'm heading for the teenage iceberg one day...but the only way I can sum up how I feel is that life goes by to fast | |
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Cute pair you are. You have my blessing.
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He is cute Carrie...
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Awwwww.
I don't know how to tell you what the advantages of having a child are, except that in my personal experience you'll never feel love like the love you feel for your child. There is no greater love in the world.
I can't imagine what my life would be like if I wasn't a Mother.
Welllllll maybe I can. I'd have a lot more freedom.
But I'd be missing out on a lot too.
Imagine what its like to be there with your child as they discover everything for the first time. Like, the first time they see the wind blowing through the trees, or the first time they catch a lightning bug. Loosing their first tooth or the joy and pride you have the first time they take a step. The look of achievement on their face the first time they ride a bike. Flying a kite. Those are the times I love.
But I mean, there is no rule that says everyone must make babies. I just always knew I wanted to be a Mommy some day. That was the only real goal I had ever had.
You have big dreams and different goals than I did.
When I hear your stories and the things your up to I'm in awe of you, cuz it's a life I never had, and can't even imagine having and its so cool to me.
If you would like children though, I'm sure you're goals will still be attainable. They might just take a little longer.
Good luck to you guys. So fricken cute! I've reached in darkness and come out with treasure
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He's hot! Awwww, so romantic! To even have someone look at you thinking they would like to spend their life with you and mix DNA with you is a heady feeling! I'm really happy for you both! | |
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Don't do it. Plant an acorn instead. | |
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What the...
What?? | |
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just chalk it up for another argument as to why having dogs and planting acorns is a good idea..... | |
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Dogs who are cursed the rest of their days to be cats.
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Its been bugging me that your bf resembles someone to me and I just figured it out!!
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Perhaps I'm completely wrong, but the "masses" keep having kids because it's one of those things that "you're supposed to do", like High School (and college), or a nice pension plan; "basic" things that keep the system functioning correctly. Or maybe is just that old instinct of self-preservation ... humanity needs new specimens... and people unconsciously know it...
Hell, those marriages who refuse to have children are somewhat stigmatized by 90% of the society...they are viewed as excentric, vile, materialistic, bitter and/or just plain immature... and that's not fair...
Also, I strongly think that I'd be a very bad father: irresponsible, cynical, slighty uncaring, etc. ; why? I'm not sure, perhaps because I'm the youngest of three brothers and I've always received love by people older than me, not the other way around; maybe because I like to party too much (and children ARE expensive); maybe because there are A LOT of things that I STILL want to do and that I COULDN'T do with a kid; maybe because many things about this world are just plain wrong and my kid would be raised in cynicism and fear, or maybe because I like kids but I don't like it when they grow up to become irritationg teenagers with their silly complaints ... The key is: many, many marriages keep having kids and then they realize that "maybe" it was a bad idea... and the one who pays for it is the kid...
I'm certainly looking for a woman who feels the same way ; that said, one (and one only) kid when we're both 38 or 39 would be nice, though...perhaps... [Edited 9/21/10 10:37am] | |
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