Jill jones posted this earlier, not sue if it's been deleted now? (FROM THE MIND & HEART OF Jill Jones-Mühlum) MAD <3 JJ This has been heavy on my heart for months now since his passing. Only a few close friends know this story. I don't know if what I am about to say will help the situation any or perhaps it may raise more questions. But I will say that when I saw Prince in February in the early part of this year at the show he had in Oakland, right after the death of Denise.I told the girls, Apples, my friend Seth,Susan and Susan's sister, "He's on something". I was even speaking on it when he just popped up out of no where. And said, "hey what are you guys talking about?"...I was mortified, I was certain first that he heard me, and second he knew I knew something and that he might have been thinking,"oh here comes Jill after all these years and immediately she is in the corner starting shit".(FYI, he was a bit telepathic, no joke and psychically tuned, so i knew) I looked at him. Susan responded to his question with, "you". I immediately said, in order not to embarrass him at that moment, I said, "You know what guys, we are not spring chickens anymore, maybe we should all make a pact to get together once a year and take a vacation just to catch up and touch base on each others lives" (something like that) Then I made a joke about us all doing something together of things we had never done but wanted to and my first suggestion was, "Let's all go skydiving?" They all looked at me like I was crazy and Prince stated firmly, "I'm not gonna go skydiving thats for sure. I said, "yes, lets all go to Dubai and skydive over the islands!" laughingly I knew they thought I was mad. But they all said they would go to Dubai, but maybe shop while I went skydiving. This is bittersweet for me to speak on. I had not seen or spoken with him in years. Others kept giving me the old, reason that he might have been sedated was because he had hip pain. So I accepted that.reluctantly and begrudgingly. But I could see that he thoroughly enjoyed seeing us and we all joked like time had never passed. But I knew him. The real him. The goofy him, the generous him. This was a man that I loved dearly and he meant so much to me in my life. My first love. And I am still utterly destroyed that he is gone. He said he would be in touch with me in about two months as he wanted to talk about some things. I will say that the people serving around him at this time, I would have been hard pressed to find anyone over the age of 25 years old, aside from Kirk...lol. And even when I went to the bathroom, I could see two young Afro-centric hipster cool jazzy young women hanging together in a bathroom stall fidgeting with their make up and lighting up and smoking some weed. I had never known this to be the "norm" around anything in Prince's environment. I grew up in a musical entertainment family. My step father was part of the Gordy dynasty. So from a very young age, I understood the importance and value of maintaining close relationships.And family. All too often I had witnessed the trappings of fame and the hangers on that always, (it doesn't matter what generation) always show up. I saw this with Rick James, Teena Marie, Marvin Gaye and others who reach a level of status. To be honest, I never really liked it. I love performing, but I never cared for the adulation on my "famous" friends or for myself. It makes me uncomfortable. It also made a battle difficult to win with a friend , when a loved ones , has someone blowing smoke up their ass at all times. When you watch people prey on your friends weaknesses and insecurity. And you have to slay the dragons...Sometimes you find yourself getting kicked out of the kingdom....but i digress eventually people come back to what is true, in fact they long for it...once again.. I still find it tremendously difficult to understand how I , having not seen him in years could detect an immediate problem? Was it because I had a comparison of Prince in the early days to reference? Were these new people around him unaware because they did not know him before? Did I pick up on it because I had grown up with alcoholics and medication/prescription abusers? (I am very sensitive to this, as it creates a lot of anxiety in me). I do not mean to offend anyone by sharing this, but it is a burden that I don't want to carry alone. I feel pretty guilty. Like I should have kidnapped him. I am NOT saying he was falling down, slurring, drugged up, not at all, but I felt it. I felt it strongly. He was functioning and to the naked eye, perhaps no one noticed. But i find it hard to believe. From my observation, His chi was off. i thought it was wild that he was using fractal mandalas as the backdrop for his show. We talked and Yes, we got some closure. I won't share those details. But I am grateful for that. All I will say is that I fulfilled and played out the role he had created in the song She's always in my Hair.... The girls had started to plan initiatives to alternate time to go to Paisley and take care of him, feed him, get his weight back. He was a bit gaunt. That was our solution when we left Oakland. As he seemed ok with everyone going there. But this organizing perhaps made him feel a bit smothered and soon he dashed saying he had to eat something. Before going he looked at me and said, "if you ever need me or anything, please call Kirk and he will get me." I guess my main question has been this, did i let him down? For a selfish bit of closure? Did i miss that opportunity to save him? Because in my narcissistic brain, i really believe that i could have. Or is it all just fantasy. How i would liked the ending to have been? I feel we all feel this. For truly it is you, his fans who carried him when many of us ( old timers) were not there physically. I am grateful he had that. And i just want to say, i am sorry for dropping the ball. That moment in February was bigger than my closure. I had no idea that it was goodbye. be kind, be a friend, not a bully. | |
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Please pardon me if someone else has mentioned this...had to leave and got behind in my reading...People Magazine has some expert saying that P may have known that the counterfeit drugs contained Fentanyl...,.,that he was that hooked and tookd it anyway. Ben Levenson, addiction expert and and founder of Origins Behavioral Healthcare who said the mislabeling pills is a well-known practive in illicit rx drug trade. That sucks. Guess he didnt get the news that the ME had to say or chose to ignore it. | |
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Girl, you know I am with you. Welcome to "the org", Mumio…they can have you, but I'll have your love in the end | |
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herb4 said:
Jill Jones specifically mentioned this in her FB post. If this was nothing to see move along because it's just weed why would she have had reason to call it out. Clearly she thought it odd that people in his entourage would be smoking weed. Paisley Park is in your heart
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We don’t mourn artists because we knew them. We mourn them because they helped us know ourselves. | |
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Welcome to "the org", Mumio…they can have you, but I'll have your love in the end | |
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It was reported that blood tests prior to his death determined he was NOT a long term user of Fentanyl. (Whatever "long term" means.) It was not specified which tests or when they were done. And yes it's a well known practice of the makers mis-labeling illicit drugs containing Fentanyl, but that still doesn't prove Prince was aware of it. ❤ You're filthy cute and baby you know it...❤ | |
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Hey everyone..I just got off work so I have a bunch of stuff swirling in my mind....
So what was he gettng at Walgreens then as they said he went multiple times before he died? They are saying he didn't have a prescription in MN...then .. he must have been getting drugs off from a illegal source then it sounds like the pills were mixed with the fentanyl because street drugs could have anything in them.
If his clothes were all on backwards he probably was having respitory issues and quickly dressed to try and get some help....taking the elevator if you can't breath very well would make sense...but unfortunately he did not make it.
WHy wouldn't he have a prescription for the regular pain meds he was taking... the oxocdone or whatever its called.
What about the doctor that was there to try and help him? isn't he a suspect in giving him these drugs?
WHen he overdosed on the plane...wouldn't the hospital have tested him and that's how they knew he didn't have fentanyl ibn prior or know what all was in his system at the time?
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Wow, you log off a couple of days and come back to 62 pages of underline disrespect based on bit part information; predominantly from a majority who seem to have spend most of their short time on here talking about Prince's death, rather than his wonderful life. . | |
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As convenient as it would be to believe the drug addict rock star theory, not buying it either. | |
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Mumio said:
Girl, you know I am with you. And you know I'm right behind you both!! They can spin that shit to hell and back for all I care. After reading all these pages today, I'm physically sick at how this is all going down. | |
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That and also they were the last persons known to be with him a day before his death. Per StarTrib, Hannah and Josh Melton were also with him at the music club that evening. http://www.startribune.com/until-the-end-an-enigmaflashes-of-frailty-stand-out-in-prince-s-vibrant-final-months/376860181/ ❤ You're filthy cute and baby you know it...❤ | |
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herb4 said:
Lol!!!!! 😅😅😅 | |
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Still wrong. ❤ You're filthy cute and baby you know it...❤ | |
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Was only mentioning it....doesnt mean the guy is right....they also mention the anonymous LE source as well...giving it a balanced approach. We will likely know soon enough what the real deal was or at least close to it. | |
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Right there with you, man. A sophisticated mass-produced cacophony of no-win situations that aren't right... | |
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PurplePaisleyLuvr said:
That and also they were the last persons known to be with him a day before his death. Per StarTrib, Hannah and Josh Melton were also with him at the music club that evening. http://www.startribune.com/until-the-end-an-enigmaflashes-of-frailty-stand-out-in-prince-s-vibrant-final-months/376860181/ I'm going to take a wild guess that Josh and Hannah didn't know what was going on. Whether they suspected anything we'll never know. Outside of their initial statements on Prince's passing they haven't said anything. Hannah is somewhat active on Twitter. Josh has only posted a couple times since April, once was on Prince's birthday. But there's no question in my mind Kirk and Meron knew what was going on. The question is were they enabling or trying to get him help. Paisley Park is in your heart
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That's it? I may as well post "nuh-uh! You're wrong!"
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Apparently no one believes that all the spin surrounding our man's death could be playing out according to a script created to hide the real reason why he isn't here right now? You know....to protect the legacy? No, of course not...nobody could EVER be so clever to set up and execute a plan like that. Right? RIGHT? Welcome to "the org", Mumio…they can have you, but I'll have your love in the end | |
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Agreed. A LOT of us and a lot of things won't ever be the same. ❤ You're filthy cute and baby you know it...❤ | |
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PurpleMusic07 said: So, i havent read through most of this thread yet... Ignore this if it's already been stated. We are all making the assumption that Prince didnt mislabel the drugs himself. Maybe he previously had a hydrocodone prescription and later obtained a fentanyl script and choose to disguise the pills. As we all keep hearing, fentanyl is hard core and if anyone on his team was aware that he was talking pain killers then I'm sure they would have asked him about the switch and maybe he wanted to keep things as private as he could. I just saw a news report that mentioned fentanyl in vit c and aspirin bottles.. unfortunately I'm quite sure that he didn't believe that he was talking vit-c and maybe no one else disguised the pills but him. -- The pills were stamped as Hoxycode and had Fentanyl and a few other substances in them. They are basing the accidental overdose on the the test the ME ran and on the test Prince did with Dr.S and probaly a hair test. I think the ME was doing their due diligence. It is interesting to see the length that people in the media are going to frame it as a rock star druggie death. Trying to go against science. | |
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There is only one organizaion that could possibly be leaking the same narrative to sevral different news sources. Whether it's fentanyl(illicit or prescribed), that narrative was leaked in April before the autopsy to TMZ. Percocet narratve also leaked in April to TMZ. U-47700 was leaked in July on REDDIT. Lidocaine and Alprazolam narrative leaked in August to Star Tribune.
I dont think they need to come up with a "theory". It's already known. The trick is to get someone to co-operate. There should be only 3 real good suspects. One of them will crack soon. | |
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Possibly (and probably) both - enabling vs. help ❤ You're filthy cute and baby you know it...❤ | |
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well there it is..... I can see him pushing folks away. He was good at that. | |
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Fucked up thing, and the thing that bugs me the most, is that even if it's PROVEN that this was a simple case of an opioid addict battling the disease who unwittingly caught a "hot shot" through illicit means, I'd estimate that roughly a third of the lunatics in this thread STILL won't believe it. | |
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