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Reply #570 posted 10/09/16 6:05pm

roxy831

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bigtimefan said:

IMO it's very likely Prince was depressed. And had been for some time.

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It's such a shame that depression is seen as "taboo" or something to be ashamed of. To me it should be as easy to talk about as any other illness like diabetes without fear of someone thinking you're "weak". But unfortunately it's not. And more so for men.

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My gut for a while, even prior to 4/21 was that he felt "done". And I get it. IMO if you are mentally "done" your body follows suit.

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He didn't have a family or someone in his life (apparently) that he was head over heels in love with. I think if he had someone or something wonderful that really excited him to look forward to things may have ended different. For example, I think of how excited he was in the Batman era. He still had much to prove and do and just seemed almost "electric".

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I'm just not sure he had anything left to do or experience that was enough.

That's been on my mind for a while, the depression. In fact, I'm looking even before 2014 (or whatever happened during that time). When I heard P's acceptance speech at the 2010 BET awards, it sounded like a man with regrets but hope for the future generations. He already sounded like he was willing to 'step away' then. See minute 18 at this location: http://hiphop-n-more.com/...et-awards/

There was something already seeded in his mind that he was pretty much 'done.' I hate that he felt that way, but I have no idea how we as meer fans could have made him understand God can continue to use us in ways that exceed our expectation OR soothe whatever hurt he could not let heal.

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Reply #571 posted 10/09/16 6:13pm

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Why are some fans overlook the fact that Prince might suffer from depression? He said it himself too and I know this shit because I am close to it. And please Google and educate yourself more about depression for ones who are unfamilar with it and trust me you can't just snap out of it or think prayer is the only treatment.

And also New York Times magazine said Prince was depressed days before he died.

I prefer to hear this issue from people who actually suffer from depression and weigh in on this and because maybe Prince's statement of mind might connected to April 21 outcome. I also know it is taboo subject in the black community because we are suppose to be strong and depression means weakness. I am not saying it doesn't affect other comminities but studies show that black people has a higher rate of refused to seek treatment for mental health. Maybe Prince used music to cope his depression and he didn't received proper help for it because he also felt depression was for the weak.

Yes he suffered when Vanity and Kim Upsher died but he said out of his own mouth he suffered depression in his early career and also during Dirty Mind tour. That indicated there are some history. He might suffered more too that I am unaware of and people are welcome to add in other examples.

And also there are Prince books indicated he suffered depression when he was battling with Warner Bros in the mid-90s.

http://princetext.tripod.com/i_stone85.html (he talked about his depression during Dirty Mind tour)

http://www.nytimes.com/2016/05/05/arts/music/friends-sought-help-for-princes-addiction-lawyer-says.html (sources said Prince was depressed before he died).

It seems like people tend to discuss about his hip pain and epilopsy issues but very few talks about his mental health (like anxiety and likely depression). I think P might had been bipolar due to his mood swings and other symptoms his based on my interviews from people who actually worked for him and dated him. Like I said I may not be a psychiatrist but I am close to it.

IF those don't want to have a mature discussion about P's mental health then please bypass this post. Because his mental health shouldn't be ruled out either to the events of April 21.

Hey Mods if you check in you should seriously had a thread with title death investigation because some of this stuff tend to be uncomfortable to others so it gives people a thought before clicking in a thread.

Very thoughtful post! smile

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Reply #572 posted 10/09/16 6:35pm

phatphuk



bigtimefan said:



"...IMO it's very likely Prince was depressed. And had been for some time...



...It's such a shame that depression is seen as “taboo” or something to be ashamed of. To me it should be as easy to talk about as any other illness like diabetes without fear of someone thinking you're “weak”. But unfortunately it's not. And more so for men...



...My gut for a while, even prior to 4/21 was that he felt “done”. And I get it. IMO if you are mentally “done” your body follows suit...



...He didn't have a family or someone in his life (apparently) that he was head over heels in love with. I think if he had someone or something wonderful that really excited him to look forward to things may have ended different. For example, I think of how excited he was in the Batman era. He still had much to prove and do and just seemed almost “electric”...



...I'm just not sure he had anything left to do or experience that was enough..."





Like you, bigtimefan, I too suspect Prince was probably pretty bummed because he knew he'd lost his muse.



Sooner or later, the well runs dry for all great songwriters and musical geniuses. It happens to the best of 'em.



I think that is what the sister was referring to by the "I've done all I've come here to do", quote.



Dude knew he'd written his last Number 1 Pop Hit years ago. He knew he didn't have IT in him anymore. That's gotta be a bummer to a guy like Prince.



I'm not convinced that he was suicidally depressed though. But I do think he was bummed enough to make the wreckless choice to use blackmarket pain pills and not care too much about the inherent risks.



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Reply #573 posted 10/09/16 6:42pm

PeteSilas

fortuneandserendipity said:

ladygirl99 said:

Why are some fans overlook the fact that Prince might suffer from depression? He said it himself too and I know this shit because I am close to it. And please Google and educate yourself more about depression for ones who are unfamilar with it and trust me you can't just snap out of it or think prayer is the only treatment.

And also New York Times magazine said Prince was depressed days before he died.

I prefer to hear this issue from people who actually suffer from depression and weigh in on this and because maybe Prince's statement of mind might connected to April 21 outcome. I also know it is taboo subject in the black community because we are suppose to be strong and depression means weakness. I am not saying it doesn't affect other comminities but studies show that black people has a higher rate of refused to seek treatment for mental health. Maybe Prince used music to cope his depression and he didn't received proper help for it because he also felt depression was for the weak.

Yes he suffered when Vanity and Kim Upsher died but he said out of his own mouth he suffered depression in his early career and also during Dirty Mind tour. That indicated there are some history. He might suffered more too that I am unaware of and people are welcome to add in other examples.

And also there are Prince books indicated he suffered depression when he was battling with Warner Bros in the mid-90s.

http://princetext.tripod.com/i_stone85.html (he talked about his depression during Dirty Mind tour)

http://www.nytimes.com/2016/05/05/arts/music/friends-sought-help-for-princes-addiction-lawyer-says.html (sources said Prince was depressed before he died).

It seems like people tend to discuss about his hip pain and epilopsy issues but very few talks about his mental health (like anxiety and likely depression). I think P might had been bipolar due to his mood swings and other symptoms his based on my interviews from people who actually worked for him and dated him. Like I said I may not be a psychiatrist but I am close to it.

IF those don't want to have a mature discussion about P's mental health then please bypass this post. Because his mental health shouldn't be ruled out either to the events of April 21.

Hey Mods if you check in you should seriously had a thread with title death investigation because some of this stuff tend to be uncomfortable to others so it gives people a thought before clicking in a thread.

Very thoughtful post! smile

i wouldn't doubt he was depressed, but no, i don't think enough to where he'd try to kill himself. I could see pain making most people want to die but not Prince, I just can't say enough, maybe i'm giving him too much credit but I think he was a superman, I just believe he could take on a lot of pain just like he took on the many obstacles he'd already taken on. When i say the pieces don't fit, they don't fit for me. so, i don't discount any and all theories of his death.

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Reply #574 posted 10/09/16 6:50pm

zenarose

ladygirl99 said:

Why are some fans overlook the fact that Prince might suffer from depression? He said it himself too and I know this shit because I am close to it. And please Google and educate yourself more about depression for ones who are unfamilar with it and trust me you can't just snap out of it or think prayer is the only treatment.

And also New York Times magazine said Prince was depressed days before he died.

I prefer to hear this issue from people who actually suffer from depression and weigh in on this and because maybe Prince's statement of mind might connected to April 21 outcome. I also know it is taboo subject in the black community because we are suppose to be strong and depression means weakness. I am not saying it doesn't affect other comminities but studies show that black people has a higher rate of refused to seek treatment for mental health. Maybe Prince used music to cope his depression and he didn't received proper help for it because he also felt depression was for the weak.

Yes he suffered when Vanity and Kim Upsher died but he said out of his own mouth he suffered depression in his early career and also during Dirty Mind tour. That indicated there are some history. He might suffered more too that I am unaware of and people are welcome to add in other examples.

And also there are Prince books indicated he suffered depression when he was battling with Warner Bros in the mid-90s.

http://princetext.tripod.com/i_stone85.html (he talked about his depression during Dirty Mind tour)

http://www.nytimes.com/2016/05/05/arts/music/friends-sought-help-for-princes-addiction-lawyer-says.html (sources said Prince was depressed before he died).

It seems like people tend to discuss about his hip pain and epilopsy issues but very few talks about his mental health (like anxiety and likely depression). I think P might had been bipolar due to his mood swings and other symptoms his based on my interviews from people who actually worked for him and dated him. Like I said I may not be a psychiatrist but I am close to it.

IF those don't want to have a mature discussion about P's mental health then please bypass this post. Because his mental health shouldn't be ruled out either to the events of April 21.

Hey Mods if you check in you should seriously had a thread with title death investigation because some of this stuff tend to be uncomfortable to others so it gives people a thought before clicking in a thread.

Depression sucks. Panic attacks, anxiety just makes it worse. I have a dear friend that has Major Depressive Disorder. It is pretty tuff. I would hate for anyone to have to deal with depression. P had everything he could ever want except the simple things in life that we take for granted or cuss because we wish we had more or better. For me, every time I looked at P's eyes whether in a picture, interview, music video, I saw deep sadness. There was something that he didn't have that he truly desired deeply. He was always "on" and I wonder if there ever was a time that he was "off". Can you imagine living that way for 30 years and never feeling safe enough to unmask?? Everyday, every day, every day??? I may be completely wrong but my heart went out to him. He could have very well battled depression.

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Reply #575 posted 10/09/16 7:01pm

bigtimefan

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phatphuk said:



bigtimefan said:



"...IMO it's very likely Prince was depressed. And had been for some time...



...It's such a shame that depression is seen as “taboo” or something to be ashamed of. To me it should be as easy to talk about as any other illness like diabetes without fear of someone thinking you're “weak”. But unfortunately it's not. And more so for men...



...My gut for a while, even prior to 4/21 was that he felt “done”. And I get it. IMO if you are mentally “done” your body follows suit...



...He didn't have a family or someone in his life (apparently) that he was head over heels in love with. I think if he had someone or something wonderful that really excited him to look forward to things may have ended different. For example, I think of how excited he was in the Batman era. He still had much to prove and do and just seemed almost “electric”...



...I'm just not sure he had anything left to do or experience that was enough..."





Like you, bigtimefan, I too suspect Prince was probably pretty bummed because he knew he'd lost his muse.



Sooner or later, the well runs dry for all great songwriters and musical geniuses. It happens to the best of 'em.



I think that is what the sister was referring to by the "I've done all I've come here to do", quote.



Dude knew he'd written his last Number 1 Pop Hit years ago. He knew he didn't have IT in him anymore. That's gotta be a bummer to a guy like Prince.



I'm not convinced that he was suicidally depressed though. But I do think he was bummed enough to make the wreckless choice to use blackmarket pain pills and not care too much about the inherent risks.



Yeah, I don't think he was suicidal at all.

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I think some people come to a point in life where the "drive" is gone, and don't have enthusiam for the future; or for their life for that matter. Perhaps they don't seek medical or preventative treatment or take precautions that some may.

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I just hope he didn't feel despair.

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Reply #576 posted 10/09/16 8:20pm

PeteSilas

it's been said that he'd been depressed over professional stangnancy and maybe he was, but he was still very vital, 4 albums in two years illustrates that and some of those songs I think stood up well to anything he's ever done. Some people think elvis was majorly depressed in his last years too, he was definitely troubled, drugs do not help with emotional issues. Sometimes i think that those guys just get bored, i mean what's left to do when you've already done so much? sexxed the finest women, accomplished things unheard of? At any rate, I don't think it was depression that did prince in. I still think there is so much info being withheld that we aren't given the real reasons. I have faith that more will come out though. Too many people, too many people who also may have axes to grind and won't keep any secrets forever. So far we're getting so many strange statements, appolonia's statement I thought may have been the wierdest and most cryptic of all, the one where he sounded like a traitor was in his midst. I wonder if she was insinuating murder.

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Reply #577 posted 10/09/16 8:45pm

ladygirl99

I know some people complained about Mayte and her upcoming book one of the reasons why I want to read it is to see if it true about what happened on April 21, 1996 when I read another Prince book (was it Alex Hahn's Possessed) it stated that Prince was found unconscious and he was saved by Mayte after he consumed pills and alcohol, and he went to the hospital. It sounded like a suicide attempt to me and I read the doctor even asked Mayte did Prince tried to hurt himself.

April 21 1996 and twenty years later.... neutral

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Reply #578 posted 10/09/16 9:10pm

ladygirl99

zenarose said:

ladygirl99 said:

Why are some fans overlook the fact that Prince might suffer from depression? He said it himself too and I know this shit because I am close to it. And please Google and educate yourself more about depression for ones who are unfamilar with it and trust me you can't just snap out of it or think prayer is the only treatment.

And also New York Times magazine said Prince was depressed days before he died.

I prefer to hear this issue from people who actually suffer from depression and weigh in on this and because maybe Prince's statement of mind might connected to April 21 outcome. I also know it is taboo subject in the black community because we are suppose to be strong and depression means weakness. I am not saying it doesn't affect other comminities but studies show that black people has a higher rate of refused to seek treatment for mental health. Maybe Prince used music to cope his depression and he didn't received proper help for it because he also felt depression was for the weak.

Yes he suffered when Vanity and Kim Upsher died but he said out of his own mouth he suffered depression in his early career and also during Dirty Mind tour. That indicated there are some history. He might suffered more too that I am unaware of and people are welcome to add in other examples.

And also there are Prince books indicated he suffered depression when he was battling with Warner Bros in the mid-90s.

http://princetext.tripod.com/i_stone85.html (he talked about his depression during Dirty Mind tour)

http://www.nytimes.com/2016/05/05/arts/music/friends-sought-help-for-princes-addiction-lawyer-says.html (sources said Prince was depressed before he died).

It seems like people tend to discuss about his hip pain and epilopsy issues but very few talks about his mental health (like anxiety and likely depression). I think P might had been bipolar due to his mood swings and other symptoms his based on my interviews from people who actually worked for him and dated him. Like I said I may not be a psychiatrist but I am close to it.

IF those don't want to have a mature discussion about P's mental health then please bypass this post. Because his mental health shouldn't be ruled out either to the events of April 21.

Hey Mods if you check in you should seriously had a thread with title death investigation because some of this stuff tend to be uncomfortable to others so it gives people a thought before clicking in a thread.

Depression sucks. Panic attacks, anxiety just makes it worse. I have a dear friend that has Major Depressive Disorder. It is pretty tuff. I would hate for anyone to have to deal with depression. P had everything he could ever want except the simple things in life that we take for granted or cuss because we wish we had more or better. For me, every time I looked at P's eyes whether in a picture, interview, music video, I saw deep sadness. There was something that he didn't have that he truly desired deeply. He was always "on" and I wonder if there ever was a time that he was "off". Can you imagine living that way for 30 years and never feeling safe enough to unmask?? Everyday, every day, every day??? I may be completely wrong but my heart went out to him. He could have very well battled depression.

Yeah I agree. It is too deep to discuss even in the org but I believe had Prince lived his truth the outcome would be different.

Yeah depression is a bitch. It doesnt matter if you are a superstar and wealthy those things can still make you feel empty inside. You can feel good one minute and the next minute you feel like you are worthless and wonder what is the purpose of living? And also taking medications and suppliments do help but still it always going to be with you no matter what and its genetic too. I heard stories of people who appeared have it all still feeling so low. neutral

So far in my life time Prince is one of the few people in the world who mirror me. I am not talking about lookwise its personality, his noncomforting and ambiguity with his gender, struggle to fit in segregrated USA (the likes of me and Prince we were told you are too weird for black people and too black for white people), being bullied, having issues with immediate family, trust issues, anxiety (yeah the meds that the Star Tribute pretty confirmed he had anxiety issues), shyness publicly but outgoing and funny in private, reclusive, liking different type of music, feel like people doesnt understand him, want to bring people together and always have diversity around with people and stuff, compartizing and present different personas to different people, and more to name. Yeah Prince did made out of poverty that is a good thing but depression doesn't care it follows you everywhere you go.

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Reply #579 posted 10/10/16 6:18am

Superconductor

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cloveringold85 said:

PeteSilas said:

orgnot me please with info on the coroner, i'll look into it.

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Dr. A. Quinn Strobl performed Prince's autopsy. I came across this article a while back, and what I read really shocked and sickened me. This person writes about "Black Assasination" and did extensive research so, he knows what he is talking about. I don't want to get attacked for mentioning "conspiracies" on here, but it's a known fact that "Fentanyl" has been used in chemical warfare since WWII.

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Here is the link, but I will Orgnote you as well just for FYI.

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https://mindcontrolblackassassins.com/2016/06/06/prince-fentanyl-mossad-9-11/

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You got to be fucking kidding me!

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You say you don't want to get into conspiracy theories and then you post a link to some seriously delusional paranoid bullshit! wacky

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This thread was supposed to be about Tyka's interview. It's turned into another farce!

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The mods should lock and delete this whole thread pronto. And all other death speculation threads.

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Prince's memory doesn't deserve this. What a disgrace!

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Reply #580 posted 10/10/16 9:50am

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Well, I did say right after his death I thought he had depression and mental issues and got shot down in flames smh. Now, recent events seem to be pointing more in that direction. I don't believe he was suicidal though, simply because of where he was found, no suicide note, the fact he had future plans etc. but anything is possible.
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Reply #581 posted 10/10/16 12:18pm

cloveringold85

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PeteSilas said:

it's been said that he'd been depressed over professional stangnancy and maybe he was, but he was still very vital, 4 albums in two years illustrates that and some of those songs I think stood up well to anything he's ever done. Some people think elvis was majorly depressed in his last years too, he was definitely troubled, drugs do not help with emotional issues. Sometimes i think that those guys just get bored, i mean what's left to do when you've already done so much? sexxed the finest women, accomplished things unheard of? At any rate, I don't think it was depression that did prince in. I still think there is so much info being withheld that we aren't given the real reasons. I have faith that more will come out though. Too many people, too many people who also may have axes to grind and won't keep any secrets forever. So far we're getting so many strange statements, appolonia's statement I thought may have been the wierdest and most cryptic of all, the one where he sounded like a traitor was in his midst. I wonder if she was insinuating murder.

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I don't doubt that Prince never felt sadness. He just wouldn't admit to that. He said he did not live in the past. I think he had a lot going for him, so I don't believe he was ever "bored" in his life!

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He was always collaborating with other artists. I could even see him running a "Prince Institute for music and performing Arts", if you will. He was immensley talented, and I think he had a lot more to give the world.

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He definitely had a lot of loss in his life (lost a child, marriage breakup, loss of parents), all in a very short amount of time. He even said himself that his music was his "therapy" and helped him get through a lot.

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I keep thinking about what Appolonia said too.....wish I knew "who" she was referring to.

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"With love, honor, and respect for every living thing in the universe, separation ceases, and we all become one being, singing one song." - Prince Roger Nelson (1958-2016)
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Reply #582 posted 10/10/16 12:20pm

cloveringold85

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ladygirl99 said:

I know some people complained about Mayte and her upcoming book one of the reasons why I want to read it is to see if it true about what happened on April 21, 1996 when I read another Prince book (was it Alex Hahn's Possessed) it stated that Prince was found unconscious and he was saved by Mayte after he consumed pills and alcohol, and he went to the hospital. It sounded like a suicide attempt to me and I read the doctor even asked Mayte did Prince tried to hurt himself.

April 21 1996 and twenty years later.... neutral

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Wow! I never heard about that story. eek

"With love, honor, and respect for every living thing in the universe, separation ceases, and we all become one being, singing one song." - Prince Roger Nelson (1958-2016)
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Reply #583 posted 10/10/16 12:30pm

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Superconductor said:

cloveringold85 said:

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Dr. A. Quinn Strobl performed Prince's autopsy. I came across this article a while back, and what I read really shocked and sickened me. This person writes about "Black Assasination" and did extensive research so, he knows what he is talking about. I don't want to get attacked for mentioning "conspiracies" on here, but it's a known fact that "Fentanyl" has been used in chemical warfare since WWII.

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Here is the link, but I will Orgnote you as well just for FYI.

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https://mindcontrolblackassassins.com/2016/06/06/prince-fentanyl-mossad-9-11/

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You got to be fucking kidding me!

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You say you don't want to get into conspiracy theories and then you post a link to some seriously delusional paranoid bullshit! wacky

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This thread was supposed to be about Tyka's interview. It's turned into another farce!

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The mods should lock and delete this whole thread pronto. And all other death speculation threads.

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Prince's memory doesn't deserve this. What a disgrace!

[Edited 10/10/16 6:21am]

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Superconductor: And "you" weren't getting "off topic" in your post #487?

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Furthermore, I did not write the article, I was only sharing information with whomever is interested.

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You said the following: "For me personally it is actually much easier to accept and makes the most sense that he died of an accidental OD of illicit painkillers than he suicided or the illuminati killed him."

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If you are "okay" with accepting what is "easiest", then that is your choice. However, some people feel differently.

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And, threads get "off topic" all the time here. When you are in a thought, you just can't stop and search for the appropriate thread when you are in the middle of a conversation or someone ASKS you a question, and you are only being kind to respond. It happens.

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Peace & Love! heart


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Reply #584 posted 10/10/16 1:45pm

scorp84

Normally, I try to stay away from a lot of speculative topics regarding his state of mind and his passing, but I have to get some of this off my mind as well. Some people just KNOW when their work on earth is done. There have been relatives of mine who have uttered the words "I'm ready to go home" on a few occasions, leaving me to truly understand the meaning behind those words after they've passed on. I think Prince's bonding and mentorship of younger, spiritually-based musicians was also a major part of that "work". He started reaching out more and more to old friends and associates. He relinquished his "producer" hat for the very first time, he grew out his Afro again, and in my opinion, purposely abandoned the whole "Purple Rain" anniversary deal, figuring that we all would have ample time to dwell on that major success in the coming years. I'm just now coming to understand completely what he meant when he said that he doesn't look at that moment the same as everybody else. He was there. He wrote all of those songs. He saw it all before it happened. Now, he can be truly be a fly on the wall, and bask in all of the nostalgia that his music conjures up time and again in the minds of his fans. In a way, his musical journey ended the way it started. An Afro-clad Prince, alone in front of his piano.
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Reply #585 posted 10/10/16 1:51pm

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scorp84 said:

Normally, I try to stay away from a lot of speculative topics regarding his state of mind and his passing, but I have to get some of this off my mind as well. Some people just KNOW when their work on earth is done. There have been relatives of mine who have uttered the words "I'm ready to go home" on a few occasions, leaving me to truly understand the meaning behind those words after they've passed on. I think Prince's bonding and mentorship of younger, spiritually-based musicians was also a major part of that "work". He started reaching out more and more to old friends and associates. He relinquished his "producer" hat for the very first time, he grew out his Afro again, and in my opinion, purposely abandoned the whole "Purple Rain" anniversary deal, figuring that we all would have ample time to dwell on that major success in the coming years. I'm just now coming to understand completely what he meant when he said that he doesn't look at that moment the same as everybody else. He was there. He wrote all of those songs. He saw it all before it happened. Now, he can be truly be a fly on the wall, and bask in all of the nostalgia that his music conjures up time and again in the minds of his fans. In a way, his musical journey ended the way it started. An Afro-clad Prince, alone in front of his piano.

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Prince himself said he did not live in the past. He always looked towards the future. Music was his life and he wanted to keep sharing it with the world. He was always evolving, physically, spirituall and musically. I just don't think he was ready to leave this earth. He had too much going on at the time of his death.

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But then again, none of us know what he was thinking or feeling, even those who were "closest" to him.

"With love, honor, and respect for every living thing in the universe, separation ceases, and we all become one being, singing one song." - Prince Roger Nelson (1958-2016)
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Reply #586 posted 10/10/16 2:20pm

Superconductor

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cloveringold85 said:



Superconductor said:




cloveringold85 said:



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Dr. A. Quinn Strobl performed Prince's autopsy. I came across this article a while back, and what I read really shocked and sickened me. This person writes about "Black Assasination" and did extensive research so, he knows what he is talking about. I don't want to get attacked for mentioning "conspiracies" on here, but it's a known fact that "Fentanyl" has been used in chemical warfare since WWII.


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Here is the link, but I will Orgnote you as well just for FYI.


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https://mindcontrolblackassassins.com/2016/06/06/prince-fentanyl-mossad-9-11/


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You got to be fucking kidding me!


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You say you don't want to get into conspiracy theories and then you post a link to some seriously delusional paranoid bullshit! wacky


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This thread was supposed to be about Tyka's interview. It's turned into another farce!


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The mods should lock and delete this whole thread pronto. And all other death speculation threads.


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Prince's memory doesn't deserve this. What a disgrace!


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Superconductor: And "you" weren't getting "off topic" in your post #487?


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Furthermore, I did not write the article, I was only sharing information with whomever is interested.


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You said the following: "For me personally it is actually much easier to accept and makes the most sense that he died of an accidental OD of illicit painkillers than he suicided or the illuminati killed him."


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If you are "okay" with accepting what is "easiest", then that is your choice. However, some people feel differently.


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And, threads get "off topic" all the time here. When you are in a thought, you just can't stop and search for the appropriate thread when you are in the middle of a conversation or someone ASKS you a question, and you are only being kind to respond. It happens.


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Peace & Love! heart




For information only, hahaha. You said "it's very 'deep' stuff and its 'real'." wacky
And yeah why go with the facts and what makes most sense (why didn't you highlight that from my comment?) when one can believe and spread some crazy conspiracy shit involving illuminati, the SS, Hamas, Mossad, black assassins, the pharmaceutical industry, and did I miss anyone?
I hope you are a troll, if not, please get some help. I mean it.
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Reply #587 posted 10/10/16 2:33pm

jaawwnn

edit: ugh, never mind. Conspiracy theorists gonna conspire.

[Edited 10/10/16 14:35pm]

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Reply #588 posted 10/10/16 2:50pm

cloveringold85

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roxy831 said:

bigtimefan said:

IMO it's very likely Prince was depressed. And had been for some time.

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It's such a shame that depression is seen as "taboo" or something to be ashamed of. To me it should be as easy to talk about as any other illness like diabetes without fear of someone thinking you're "weak". But unfortunately it's not. And more so for men.

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My gut for a while, even prior to 4/21 was that he felt "done". And I get it. IMO if you are mentally "done" your body follows suit.

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He didn't have a family or someone in his life (apparently) that he was head over heels in love with. I think if he had someone or something wonderful that really excited him to look forward to things may have ended different. For example, I think of how excited he was in the Batman era. He still had much to prove and do and just seemed almost "electric".

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I'm just not sure he had anything left to do or experience that was enough.

That's been on my mind for a while, the depression. In fact, I'm looking even before 2014 (or whatever happened during that time). When I heard P's acceptance speech at the 2010 BET awards, it sounded like a man with regrets but hope for the future generations. He already sounded like he was willing to 'step away' then. See minute 18 at this location: http://hiphop-n-more.com/...et-awards/

There was something already seeded in his mind that he was pretty much 'done.' I hate that he felt that way, but I have no idea how we as meer fans could have made him understand God can continue to use us in ways that exceed our expectation OR soothe whatever hurt he could not let heal.

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Roxy: I'm sure Prince had regrets, like we all do. He said he did things early in his career that he wasn't proud of. He matured and grew to be a wonderful human being. He changed for the better and became more spiritual and started living a more meaningful life. I never took what he said as "being done" with life. Being that he was so active, right up until his untimely death says otherwise. But then again, maybe he was just trying to live life to it's fullest to the very end. We just don't know.

"With love, honor, and respect for every living thing in the universe, separation ceases, and we all become one being, singing one song." - Prince Roger Nelson (1958-2016)
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Reply #589 posted 10/10/16 2:53pm

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Superconductor said:

cloveringold85 said:

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Superconductor: And "you" weren't getting "off topic" in your post #487?

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Furthermore, I did not write the article, I was only sharing information with whomever is interested.

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You said the following: "For me personally it is actually much easier to accept and makes the most sense that he died of an accidental OD of illicit painkillers than he suicided or the illuminati killed him."

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If you are "okay" with accepting what is "easiest", then that is your choice. However, some people feel differently.

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And, threads get "off topic" all the time here. When you are in a thought, you just can't stop and search for the appropriate thread when you are in the middle of a conversation or someone ASKS you a question, and you are only being kind to respond. It happens.

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Peace & Love! heart


For information only, hahaha. You said "it's very 'deep' stuff and its 'real'." wacky And yeah why go with the facts and what makes most sense (why didn't you highlight that from my comment?) when one can believe and spread some crazy conspiracy shit involving illuminati, the SS, Hamas, Mossad, black assassins, the pharmaceutical industry, and did I miss anyone? I hope you are a troll, if not, please get some help. I mean it.

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Okay, thanks! nod

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Reply #590 posted 10/10/16 3:03pm

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anangellooksdown said:

MMJas said:



rogifan said:


Jrt said:

Gutted about this Tyka interviews. Glad you lot give me some comfort.



Anyways; the image someone posted made me think about the Amsterdam show I went to in May 2014. Video is unlisten, but check this out: https://youtu.be/pe8P0ONRpEw?t=3m30s



"If you come to my house, I need you to take care of it. Alright?"



He must have known sad



Yes, this is what the image I posted was referring to. Thanks for posting.


I eat light.


Then...


that will hit you tomorrow. smile



Ok. Maybe I'm slow, but what does this mean?

You are what you eat
I asked Prince what he was planning to do. He told me , I'm going to look for the ladder. I asked him what that meant. All he said was, sometimes it snows in April. - book D.M.S.R.
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Reply #591 posted 10/10/16 3:24pm

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cloveringold85 said:



PeteSilas said:


damn that is kinda creepy and coincidental that she's an expert on fentanyl.



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Uh-huh.....VERY creepy!! There are several interesting articles on that site that go into great detail about the government's use of "Fentanyl".


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I'm just sharing the information with whomever's interested. It's very "deep" stuff, and it's very "real".


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I do apologize -- I know this should probably be on the "conspiracies" thread.


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[Edited 10/9/16 14:49pm]


We just had a hurricane and I still have no electricity so I been gone. I think saying Prince had aids is a worse crime then the conspiracy that he was murdered. people are saying on here that he killed himself, well thats crazy to me!. I still dont think Prince knew those poisen mismarked pills were Fentanyl
I asked Prince what he was planning to do. He told me , I'm going to look for the ladder. I asked him what that meant. All he said was, sometimes it snows in April. - book D.M.S.R.
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Reply #592 posted 10/10/16 3:31pm

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oliviacamron said:

cloveringold85 said:

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Uh-huh.....VERY creepy!! There are several interesting articles on that site that go into great detail about the government's use of "Fentanyl".

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I'm just sharing the information with whomever's interested. It's very "deep" stuff, and it's very "real".

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I do apologize -- I know this should probably be on the "conspiracies" thread.

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[Edited 10/9/16 14:47pm]

[Edited 10/9/16 14:49pm]

We just had a hurricane and I still have no electricity so I been gone. I think saying Prince had aids is a worse crime then the conspiracy that he was murdered. people are saying on here that he killed himself, well thats crazy to me!. I still dont think Prince knew those poisen mismarked pills were Fentanyl

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Hi Olivia! Hope you fared well during the hurricane. Hope your electric is back on soon! Matthew was a bad boy!! mad

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I don't believe Prince had AIDS or committed suicide. I could never say that about Prince.

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I agree with you; I think Prince was "unaware" of what he was taking. He probably thought they were just prescription pain pills, but someone gave him those "bad" pills, or he got them himself....so many unanswered questions!

"With love, honor, and respect for every living thing in the universe, separation ceases, and we all become one being, singing one song." - Prince Roger Nelson (1958-2016)
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Reply #593 posted 10/10/16 3:34pm

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ladygirl99 said:

I know some people complained about Mayte and her upcoming book one of the reasons why I want to read it is to see if it true about what happened on April 21, 1996 when I read another Prince book (was it Alex Hahn's Possessed) it stated that Prince was found unconscious and he was saved by Mayte after he consumed pills and alcohol, and he went to the hospital. It sounded like a suicide attempt to me and I read the doctor even asked Mayte did Prince tried to hurt himself.



April 21 1996 and twenty years later.... neutral


I know that story. It's also in an autobiography by Ronin Ro . I still don't think Prince knew he was taking Fentanyl though
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Reply #594 posted 10/10/16 3:38pm

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cloveringold85 said:



scorp84 said:


Normally, I try to stay away from a lot of speculative topics regarding his state of mind and his passing, but I have to get some of this off my mind as well. Some people just KNOW when their work on earth is done. There have been relatives of mine who have uttered the words "I'm ready to go home" on a few occasions, leaving me to truly understand the meaning behind those words after they've passed on. I think Prince's bonding and mentorship of younger, spiritually-based musicians was also a major part of that "work". He started reaching out more and more to old friends and associates. He relinquished his "producer" hat for the very first time, he grew out his Afro again, and in my opinion, purposely abandoned the whole "Purple Rain" anniversary deal, figuring that we all would have ample time to dwell on that major success in the coming years. I'm just now coming to understand completely what he meant when he said that he doesn't look at that moment the same as everybody else. He was there. He wrote all of those songs. He saw it all before it happened. Now, he can be truly be a fly on the wall, and bask in all of the nostalgia that his music conjures up time and again in the minds of his fans. In a way, his musical journey ended the way it started. An Afro-clad Prince, alone in front of his piano.

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Prince himself said he did not live in the past. He always looked towards the future. Music was his life and he wanted to keep sharing it with the world. He was always evolving, physically, spirituall and musically. I just don't think he was ready to leave this earth. He had too much going on at the time of his death.


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But then again, none of us know what he was thinking or feeling, even those who were "closest" to him.



Natural hair has been making a comeback. Prince was still young.
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Superconductor said:

cloveringold85 said:



Superconductor said:




cloveringold85 said:



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Dr. A. Quinn Strobl performed Prince's autopsy. I came across this article a while back, and what I read really shocked and sickened me. This person writes about "Black Assasination" and did extensive research so, he knows what he is talking about. I don't want to get attacked for mentioning "conspiracies" on here, but it's a known fact that "Fentanyl" has been used in chemical warfare since WWII.


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Here is the link, but I will Orgnote you as well just for FYI.


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https://mindcontrolblackassassins.com/2016/06/06/prince-fentanyl-mossad-9-11/


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You got to be fucking kidding me!


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You say you don't want to get into conspiracy theories and then you post a link to some seriously delusional paranoid bullshit! wacky


.


This thread was supposed to be about Tyka's interview. It's turned into another farce!


.


The mods should lock and delete this whole thread pronto. And all other death speculation threads.


.


Prince's memory doesn't deserve this. What a disgrace!


[Edited 10/10/16 6:21am]



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Superconductor: And "you" weren't getting "off topic" in your post #487?


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Furthermore, I did not write the article, I was only sharing information with whomever is interested.


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You said the following: "For me personally it is actually much easier to accept and makes the most sense that he died of an accidental OD of illicit painkillers than he suicided or the illuminati killed him."


.


If you are "okay" with accepting what is "easiest", then that is your choice. However, some people feel differently.


.


And, threads get "off topic" all the time here. When you are in a thought, you just can't stop and search for the appropriate thread when you are in the middle of a conversation or someone ASKS you a question, and you are only being kind to respond. It happens.


.


Peace & Love! heart




For information only, hahaha. You said "it's very 'deep' stuff and its 'real'." wacky
And yeah why go with the facts and what makes most sense (why didn't you highlight that from my comment?) when one can believe and spread some crazy conspiracy shit involving illuminati, the SS, Hamas, Mossad, black assassins, the pharmaceutical industry, and did I miss anyone?
I hope you are a troll, if not, please get some help. I mean it.

Ignorance is bliss
I asked Prince what he was planning to do. He told me , I'm going to look for the ladder. I asked him what that meant. All he said was, sometimes it snows in April. - book D.M.S.R.
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Reply #596 posted 10/10/16 3:42pm

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cloveringold85 said:

scorp84 said:

Normally, I try to stay away from a lot of speculative topics regarding his state of mind and his passing, but I have to get some of this off my mind as well. Some people just KNOW when their work on earth is done. There have been relatives of mine who have uttered the words "I'm ready to go home" on a few occasions, leaving me to truly understand the meaning behind those words after they've passed on. I think Prince's bonding and mentorship of younger, spiritually-based musicians was also a major part of that "work". He started reaching out more and more to old friends and associates. He relinquished his "producer" hat for the very first time, he grew out his Afro again, and in my opinion, purposely abandoned the whole "Purple Rain" anniversary deal, figuring that we all would have ample time to dwell on that major success in the coming years. I'm just now coming to understand completely what he meant when he said that he doesn't look at that moment the same as everybody else. He was there. He wrote all of those songs. He saw it all before it happened. Now, he can be truly be a fly on the wall, and bask in all of the nostalgia that his music conjures up time and again in the minds of his fans. In a way, his musical journey ended the way it started. An Afro-clad Prince, alone in front of his piano.

.

Prince himself said he did not live in the past. He always looked towards the future. Music was his life and he wanted to keep sharing it with the world. He was always evolving, physically, spirituall and musically. I just don't think he was ready to leave this earth. He had too much going on at the time of his death.

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But then again, none of us know what he was thinking or feeling, even those who were "closest" to him.

He was only human. As much as he repeated that very line in interview after interview, he wrote and released some very reflective songs long after that album (including "Reflection" lol). That "not living in the past" was probably moreso a way of dismissing the same dry questions he was bombarded with all the time. The security of his vault was so important to him, because he would borrow from past (unheard) ideas to form newer compositions. Now that he's gone, there will be no more "new" music. You're right, it's all our opinions in the end, but while I think he probably wasn't ready, he could've been almost content with what he was able to accomplish during his time and he could feel it drawing near. His parents, JB, Michael Jackson, Whitney Houston, Kim Upsher, and Denise Matthews. He had to have been thinking about what he'd done, what was next, and what he would be leaving behind at some point.

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cloveringold85 said:



oliviacamron said:


cloveringold85 said:


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Uh-huh.....VERY creepy!! There are several interesting articles on that site that go into great detail about the government's use of "Fentanyl".


.


I'm just sharing the information with whomever's interested. It's very "deep" stuff, and it's very "real".


.


I do apologize -- I know this should probably be on the "conspiracies" thread.


.



[Edited 10/9/16 14:47pm]


[Edited 10/9/16 14:49pm]



We just had a hurricane and I still have no electricity so I been gone. I think saying Prince had aids is a worse crime then the conspiracy that he was murdered. people are saying on here that he killed himself, well thats crazy to me!. I still dont think Prince knew those poisen mismarked pills were Fentanyl

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Hi Olivia! Hope you fared well during the hurricane. Hope your electric is back on soon! Matthew was a bad boy!! mad


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I don't believe Prince had AIDS or committed suicide. I could never say that about Prince.


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I agree with you; I think Prince was "unaware" of what he was taking. He probably thought they were just prescription pain pills, but someone gave him those "bad" pills, or he got them himself....so many unanswered questions!




wave
I asked Prince what he was planning to do. He told me , I'm going to look for the ladder. I asked him what that meant. All he said was, sometimes it snows in April. - book D.M.S.R.
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Reply #598 posted 10/10/16 4:23pm

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scorp84 said:

cloveringold85 said:

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Prince himself said he did not live in the past. He always looked towards the future. Music was his life and he wanted to keep sharing it with the world. He was always evolving, physically, spirituall and musically. I just don't think he was ready to leave this earth. He had too much going on at the time of his death.

.

But then again, none of us know what he was thinking or feeling, even those who were "closest" to him.

He was only human. As much as he repeated that very line in interview after interview, he wrote and released some very reflective songs long after that album (including "Reflection" lol). That "not living in the past" was probably moreso a way of dismissing the same dry questions he was bombarded with all the time. The security of his vault was so important to him, because he would borrow from past (unheard) ideas to form newer compositions. Now that he's gone, there will be no more "new" music. You're right, it's all our opinions in the end, but while I think he probably wasn't ready, he could've been almost content with what he was able to accomplish during his time and he could feel it drawing near. His parents, JB, Michael Jackson, Whitney Houston, Kim Upsher, and Denise Matthews. He had to have been thinking about what he'd done, what was next, and what he would be leaving behind at some point.

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Yes, he was only human, like the rest of us. We all struggle to find our way through this thing called "life". nod

"With love, honor, and respect for every living thing in the universe, separation ceases, and we all become one being, singing one song." - Prince Roger Nelson (1958-2016)
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Reply #599 posted 10/11/16 8:16am

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oliviacamron said:

Superconductor said:
For information only, hahaha. You said "it's very 'deep' stuff and its 'real'." wacky And yeah why go with the facts and what makes most sense (why didn't you highlight that from my comment?) when one can believe and spread some crazy conspiracy shit involving illuminati, the SS, Hamas, Mossad, black assassins, the pharmaceutical industry, and did I miss anyone? I hope you are a troll, if not, please get some help. I mean it.
Ignorance is bliss

Lol, you have a lot of experience in that going by your comments on this threads.

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