I don't know how much faith to put in the details of the Dr D interview. Not saying that, in hindsight, there wasn't a lot of truth in what he said, and that maybe he did supply Prince at some point. But he also said that Prince had a phobia of doctors (which Cystal Zehetner's testimony seems to flatly contradict). And that he took the drugs because of crippling stagefright - which not just MT, but Prizefight too indicated was not the case - that he didn't take drugs for performance, only after. | |
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i don't know about you guys, but the suicide angle, even if it's in the form of "risky behavior" is still a live possibility. "risky behavior" can be driving through red lights (as he's been known to do) or driving crazy, subconsciously trying to kill yourself. Men often have a hard time with the wimpy (in american ideation) idea of suicide so guys do things like drugs, getting killed coming at the cops with a butter knife because they don't want to live. Prince wasn't no dummy, if he really wanted to live, he would have gotten rid of everything after the od, everything, no matter what he was saying to other people. some poeple are good at lying to themselves, prince, in all my years of studying him, has never seemed like that, never. I remember my stepdad having a few drinks at a party and admitting that he wasn't driving normally, that's the kind of guy i always thought prince would be like, just really self aware. I'm not talking what he said to others, i'm talking what he said to himself here. | |
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The $2030 that Meron had in an envelope was exactly the amount another person who contacted the plice (Vera Morgan) Vera said she had paid $2030 for a stock of cds (p.147 in nYT) | |
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I'm not surprised at all about Prince's religious conversion. If you listened to his music it's easy to tell that he was a deeply religious man long before Larry came on the scene. Millions of people have a similar conversion in various denominations. | |
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if Prince was being Prince, he would say "fuck all of you, i want to get healthy" but however, that was only half of Prince, the other half was mystery and secrecy. At any rate, I had a customer went crazy on me a few weeks ago, her husband came out and told me she had a problem with alcohol and rage, which i pretty much knew from my own life experience but I explained I have people around me that I have to worry about, i can't deal with other peoples issues, then he said that we can't stop them from doing what they do, we can only hope they stop themselves, lot of truth to it really. I had plenty of alkies in my family (again, hate fucking alkies, keep the fuck away from me) and i've tried to help them, you can't follow them around all day and night babysitting, that's draining and it's expensive keeping them entertained and distracted so they won't run off and kill themselves, nothing you can do in this society we live in. Not even all our fault, i remember thinking how drained and tired I was at the end of a week and I had a sister who was jonesing for alcohol, trying to stay busy, distracted so she wouldn't buckle and here is me, tired, exhausted from some asshole working me, and not really having the money to run around to restaurants, movies and everything else to keep her from drinking, the real enemy is always hard to see.
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Fentanyl doesn't stay in the sytem for blood and urine tests for very long at all. SO, if he didn't have anymore fentanyl the day before he went to Schulenberg it wouldn't have shown with the tests Schulenberg took. The lack of fentanyl in his system from those tests shows nothing about his pattern of fentanyl use. | |
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And Vera said that she couldn't get a receipt from Meron either, even thought she kept asking for one. | |
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Opiate use leads to intense constipation. Chances are the enemas were an antidote to that. | |
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I'm betting he knew he could go to Schulenberg on that date and the fentanyl not show up. He also knew if he gave blood in Moine it would have shown. He probably ticked the addiction over with hydrocodone etc. in between the flight and the Dr's visit. Once the Dr's tests were done...back on the fentanyl that night | |
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what were they being called for? Ya, people are fucking useless. nothing can be done about that. | |
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look y'all, this gloating and patting yourselves on the backs is a little much. we weren't working on much and really, we still ain't, you think we know everthing? good for you, I still say it's possible the guy was a junkie but I still think it's possible that more is out there. the only thing that would shut me up once and for all is the complete autopsy report. Mulefunk: if you're out here, let's here your two cents.
also, the aids rumours may have just been that, rumours from insiders who started whispering that the boss didn't look healthy. those get started easy, i remember one of my buddies thinking i was sick and later telling me that he told his wife that i didn't look right, i was probably never healthier, i was training to be a fighter and he wasn't used to seeing me that thin. people start all kinds of rumours over shit.
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It's so easy to hide pill use. Off to another room - bathroom - e.g. quick pill swallow. Little bit of wine to bring on the euphoria feeling. Not using so much he has an obvious need yet. Use turns to abuse turns to full blown addiction over a period of time. All the while slowly needing stronger stuff or more of it, at the same time the body starts getting less and less able to handle it. Also, you can't reconcile the no drug use in the 80s with the ecstacy we know he was playing with in the late 80s. And have you seen those close-up photos of him from early 80s (looks like Controversy clothes) where he is clearly and unashamedly wasted? | |
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i think, based on everything we know, that prince may have been health "conscious," but he certainly regularly engaged in behaviors that were descructive to his health. His opioid use was an obvious example, but I'd also say his lack of regular sleep was another. There are probably many more. - To me this is an example of needing to separate the persona of prince from the behavioral reality. And also that he had really idiosyncratic ideas about a lot of things, or maybe he just found ways to justify behaviors at least in his own mind.
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So why would a drug dealer come forward and admit that they used to supply Prince with drugs? That does not make sense to me. | |
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Either to get their 15 minutes of fame or sell their story to someone for $$$, who knows. Ohh purple joy oh purple bliss oh purple rapture! REAL MUSIC by REAL MUSICIANS - Prince "I kind of wish there was a reason for Prince to make the site crash more" ~~ Ben |
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forgetting shit is going to happen to anyone and everyone, prince admitted that on the lopez show (just another example of his realistic knowledge of his own humanity), it's the fawning fans who couldn't see any mistakes in the man. However, i don't get the hands thing, i know the hands take a beating, hell, i'm a pianist, but many great pianists play with bad hands, better pianists than prince, hell oscar peterson played with one hand when he had a stroke. maybe it was just a rationalization for the drugs. | |
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i don't know about you guys, but the suicide angle, even if it's in the form of "risky behavior" is still a live possibility. "risky behavior" can be driving through red lights (as he's been known to do) or driving crazy, subconsciously trying to kill yourself. Men often have a hard time with the wimpy (in american ideation) idea of suicide so guys do things like drugs, getting killed coming at the cops with a butter knife because they don't want to live. Prince wasn't no dummy, if he really wanted to live, he would have gotten rid of everything after the od, everything, no matter what he was saying to other people. some poeple are good at lying to themselves, prince, in all my years of studying him, has never seemed like that, never. I remember my stepdad having a few drinks at a party and admitting that he wasn't driving normally, that's the kind of guy i always thought prince would be like, just really self aware. I'm not talking what he said to others, i'm talking what he said to himself here. I can't speak for Prince, but do know it is common for addicts to have the "just once more, I'll get clean tomorrow" mindset. Not to minimize it, but it's kind of like when people say "I'm gonna pig out today and start my diet again tomorrow". There was a time I, too, thought it was plausible Prince committed suicide. After reading through everything I no longer think that. But can certainly see how acting out in the form of risky behavior could be seen as such. | |
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Can anyone tell me how I search prizefighter's posts on the forum? I have tried but no luck. Thanks. | |
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maybe, maybe not, here we are all again drawing conclusions when we don't really know. How do we know if Prince would have even lived to 57 without religion? I don't know what went on, but what i do know, just from knowing people is that when they try to work their way into your confidence, the first thing they do is tell you how awful the other people are around you, and it's because they want in and want them out, so, i could see that as a possibility with LG because he definitely got p away from a lot of the other kinds of folks, some of that may have been good, some bad. P, for all his strengths, and i've said it before, he always seemed to need a fresh kick, a new thing, even when the people were pretty useless, usually it was women (Ingrid Chavez, Mayte, Mani)but for all his strength, he seemed like he was open to being led by other people, i still can't wrap my head around that but i think it's true.
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Go to the google search box in the top right hand corner of any page and type in prizefighter. "if you can't clap on the one, then don't clap at all" | |
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with all respect, Pete, if and when the full autopsy report comes out because of the ridiculous lawsuit the fam filed yesterday...we will all be deeply regretting that the world is reading about exactly how impacted Prince's colon was because of his long-time opoid use...just like Elvis's autopsey...it will make for heartbreaking reading. We should all be careful what we wish for. | |
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couldn't the lawyer who drew up a current will say something? I know the confidentiality issues but couldn't he do it without legal problems? | |
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doesn't sound like forever, someone said that larry was a lazy fuck in P's words and he stopped wanting him around. | |
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sure, that's pretty much what they did in essence anyway by letting the guy fuck himself up. but get ready to get tore apart freakie. | |
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what were they being called for? Ya, people are fucking useless. nothing can be done about that. I’ve been reading this thread since I saw an article in The UK Daily Mail with pictures of Prince’s death. I just about managed to look away in time at any images but I came here to see what was going on only to find out the whole thing is downloadable in zip files. I’m glad to see some are at least repulsed with seeing these images I can’t for the life of me understand why someone would go looking or why they are downloadable/published. How sad has society become. My main point - another article this time apparently quotes from Judith Hill has been released today in the UK. Something really disturbs me. I can deduce, that this drug taking, I don’t think was recreational. It was, at least I want to believe, for pain medication. And most likely tolerances build up. I think what is going on is that it got out of hand, and a famous superstar who preached about clean living did not want the whole world ie his fans I suppose, knowing. The difficulty is that his inner circle wouldn’t know what to say to the police. I mean, they are in a difficult place considering what they know, and trying to protect Prince’s legacy. I don’t blame them for not wanting to spill all the beans. The problem I have with his last few days, given that his inner circle saw what happened on the plane (so no excuse for not knowing) just left him on is own. What kind of girl friend, or any friend, would just leave him if he had been suicidal or had said the things Judith had claimed he had said. He was clearly ill. Clearly needed a friend. Someone to monitor him. What the hell. Not one person was at PP to check up on him? Six hours before he is found? Didn’t know his pills were laced? What the hell is going on. If Prince was a regular user, he would know the god damn difference between a shitty basic opioid pain killer and something 50 times more fucking powerful. How on earth would he not know? It’s clear they were worried about him. He nearly died on the plane. Yeah. So worried they left him on his own. Either his girlfriend and kJ are moronically stupid, so stupid they couldnt, or think to get anyone else, to keep an eye on him??? Ok Prince I am sure would refuse medical help like blood transfusions or something I can imagine he would be pain about things like that. But just leave him to die in an elevator on his own? Especially if he had been saying the things Judith has reported? Some girl friend. Too busy were you Judith? And WTF with KJ? Haven’t got the brain power to work out not to leave him on is own at a critical time? The whole thing stinks to high heaven. Something is missing from this story and I have read as much as I can but I can’t work it out. The Tao te Ching gives advice to rulers:
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