Please don't judge me or tell me to get over it, but I'm really sad today and cried a couple of times.

alphastreet said:

oh it's ok i get emotional randomly during the day also somedays are harder than other.no one should tell u to get over it, losing someone you care about will always hurt but u learn to live with it not get over it.

mimi07 said:

Especially when it happened so quick and unexpectedly, leaving a cloud of mystery

alphastreet said:

I understand.

dag said:

I don't think MJ wanted that reaction....lol...Mike always struck me as a guy who needed the love and validation...He didn't like it when people criticized him...Dude was really competitive, but at the same time very sensitive about how he was viewed artistically...

I brought the before he was king book today ..love it great pics in it .

whatsgoingon said:

That's the first time I have ever seen that. It's cute!

babybugz said:

What is that book like?

silverchild said:

A guy that photograph michael during the mid 70's to the thriller era shares never before seen pics.Most of the pictures are from off the wall/Truimph , I think fans of that era will like it ..I did lol

babybugz said:

Cool, I guess I'll have to dig that up!

mimi07 said:

Everyone has told me a lot of supportive things, but I think what you said makes the most sense. Maybe I was waiting too long to get over it, but it looks like it's not happening. But I don't know how I can live without it without getting emotional. I lost my grandfather 11 years ago and till this day I can't look at his picture properly though after michael died, I slowly started to again and felt okay. I was worried about forgetting michael like that and even getting detached again, but I love him too much. The only other dead person I really got sad over was left eye, but that only lasted a day or two, but michael is my number one and he didn't have to go the way he did

Great pic. I've always loved Mike's eyes. Thx for posting.

alphastreet said:

I haven't cried in a while but I did tonight after hearing "Lady In My Life" on the radio. There are certain MJ/J5 songs that just make me tear me up. I've really been doing okay recently and finally trying to come to terms with MJ's passing, but i'm just really sad right now . Eventhough it's been months, it still feels surreal to me. I really miss him.

yeah it feels so unreal

Wow I've been going through a third wave of grief right now too. I didnt even feel this bad when This Is It first came out. I wonder what it is about this period

babybugz said:

I am definately getting it, once I save some money.

babybugz said:

that's another book i want

There are some rare and unseen (to me) parts of MJ´s videos. For example, the Silvia Chase interview or the early Molly Meldrum one. Has anyone seen it? Is there more unseen footage? Where could I find it?

I´ve found the Meldrum interview, but i can´t find the Silvia Chase interview.

EmeraldSkies said:

This song is played daily by me. I love it so much.

ItsAllForLOVE said:

i remember this song, but i didn't know that at the time of its release jermaine had already left the group. mj 'lipping' with jermaine's adlibs in the background! too funny!

dag said:

I paid 20 something bucks at barnes and nobles it's no where near the opus price

Have you seen someone obsessed with a 25 second clip? yeah, that's me

seeingvoices12 said:

Not crazy about that one

seeingvoices12 said:

i really wanna hear the full song, i played this clip on repeat for about an hour when i first heard it
[Edited 12/6/09 17:49pm]

Two VERY RARE concerts coming soon..Royal Brunei 96 and Dangerous Tour in Buenos Aires 93!!!

(Preview of Dangerous Tour in Beunos Aures)












[Edited 12/6/09 19:13pm]

I need that "This Is It" Blu-ray like now.