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Reply #480 posted 06/03/16 2:13pm

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PeteSilas said:

if he was an enabler, they need to nail him, it's something that should be looked into fuckwit.

No need for name calling, I was only asking what you thought Kirky J should be "nailed" for.

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Reply #481 posted 06/03/16 2:16pm

SheLovesMeNot

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jillybean said:

Is this real? He weighed 112 lbs. Oh, this is heartbreaking all over again. sad


Hello I googled 112 pounds that is eight stone. And i put in his height at five foot three and it said that was in the normal range for the height .


Who's to say what's normal? There's a healthy 112 and an unhealthy 112. Prince was definitely an unhealthy 112. I work in healthcare people are weighed often, daily, weekly, monthly...you can stand two individuals next to each other both weighing the exact same amount, yet one is all fat skin blubber, and the other is muscle.
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Reply #482 posted 06/03/16 2:32pm

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1. Why was he alone six days after he nearly died.

2. Someone was giving him this medication. He didn't carry or own a mobile phone, wallet or even a watch.

3. What's the point in worrying about the above? He is gone. May his soul rest in peace.

sad

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Reply #483 posted 06/03/16 3:15pm

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autismrocks said:

1. Why was he alone six days after he nearly died.

2. Someone was giving him this medication. He didn't carry or own a mobile phone, wallet or even a watch.

3. What's the point in worrying about the above? He is gone. May his soul rest in peace.

sad

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Reply #484 posted 06/03/16 3:32pm

PeteSilas

SheLovesMeNot said:

jonnylawson said:
Wow ....and this isn't locked ? Now the fuckwits want to " nail kirk Johnson "
Crazy isn't it. These people talk totally crazy!

look , conrad murray went to jail for the mj thing, dr. nichopolous lost his license after Elvis, if someone was giving Prince anything, they should pay,it's not crazy it's the way things are.

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Reply #485 posted 06/03/16 3:33pm

PeteSilas

SheLovesMeNot said:

jonnylawson said:
Wow ....and this isn't locked ? Now the fuckwits want to " nail kirk Johnson "
Crazy isn't it. These people talk totally crazy!

look , conrad murray went to jail for the mj thing, dr. nichopolous lost his license after Elvis, if someone was giving Prince anything, they should pay,it's not crazy it's the way things are.

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Reply #486 posted 06/03/16 3:34pm

PeteSilas

Baduizm said:

PeteSilas said:

if he was an enabler, they need to nail him, it's something that should be looked into fuckwit.

No need for name calling, I was only asking what you thought Kirky J should be "nailed" for.

i wsn't talking to you, i was talking to johnny whoever that is, he called us all fuckwits.

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Reply #487 posted 06/03/16 3:49pm

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purplethunder3121 said:

PeteSilas said:

ya, me too, i just assumed he'd live like chuck berry and little richard and jerry lee, never thought they'd all outlive HIM!

I never thought I'd be going to Bootsy Collins Rubber Band 40th Anniversary after Prince died. eek sad

Awww man! You're seeing Bootsy?? I'm so jealous right now. Dang.

'I'm strecthing out on the funk. I'm stretching out on some serious funk. La la la la la la la la...'

Genius is born, not made. Prince is a Genius. No question. RIP Legend.
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Reply #488 posted 06/03/16 3:57pm

benni

tish9311 said:

spastic78 said:

nursev said: About 6 hours suggests 3am which is usually (according to the experience of over 1000 people in a chronic pain support group that I'm a member of) when pain is at it's worst.

Gives me something to think about. My doctors love to give me Tramadol for pain. I don't take it. I wonder why pain is the worst between 2 and 4 am, I will have to look into that. THanks for sharing your story.


I have a theory as to why pain is worse in the middle of the night. When I have a DVT my pain is always worse at night, and almost every time I've had to go to the ER is in the middle of the night because I was able to get through the pain during the day, but at night it is absolutely at its worst. My theory has always been that during the day there is a lot of activity going on in the world around me and my senses are fully engaged with the outside world, because they have to be for protective reasons. Therefore, my pain is decreased because my attention is not on the pain but on the world outside. My attention and focus is divided. At night, however, the world basically sleeps and my attention is pulled from the outer world, to the inner world and there is nothing to distract my attention from my pain, so that the pain is greatly increased because all of my focus and attention is on the pain. I do not have to be as aware of the outside world so my senses withdraw from the outer world and turn inward. Even if I were to get up and try to distract myself, there are still few distractions so not all of my senses have to be fully engaged and therefore they remain centered on the self. *shrugs* May not be actually the why of it, but it's a theory I've held for many years living with the pain I would get.

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Reply #489 posted 06/03/16 3:59pm

benni

1contessa said:

mimi1956 said:

Nobody really knew that Barbra Streisand and Carly Simon had crippiling stage fright either until they cam out and spoke about. They're professionals, htey hide things well.

I can't somehow picture Prince having stage fright either, but you are right about professionals hiding things well, because Prince's reportedly drug use is perfect proof.


I remember, it seems, during an interview one time in which Prince stated he didn't like to talk, that he felt shy. It was only when he was performing that he confident in what he was doing. The stage fright could be that initial phase before he got on stage, feeling very self-conscious, until he actually got on stage and passed that initial phase.

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Reply #490 posted 06/03/16 4:06pm

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benni said:

tish9311 said:

Gives me something to think about. My doctors love to give me Tramadol for pain. I don't take it. I wonder why pain is the worst between 2 and 4 am, I will have to look into that. THanks for sharing your story.


I have a theory as to why pain is worse in the middle of the night. When I have a DVT my pain is always worse at night, and almost every time I've had to go to the ER is in the middle of the night because I was able to get through the pain during the day, but at night it is absolutely at its worst. My theory has always been that during the day there is a lot of activity going on in the world around me and my senses are fully engaged with the outside world, because they have to be for protective reasons. Therefore, my pain is decreased because my attention is not on the pain but on the world outside. My attention and focus is divided. At night, however, the world basically sleeps and my attention is pulled from the outer world, to the inner world and there is nothing to distract my attention from my pain, so that the pain is greatly increased because all of my focus and attention is on the pain. I do not have to be as aware of the outside world so my senses withdraw from the outer world and turn inward. Even if I were to get up and try to distract myself, there are still few distractions so not all of my senses have to be fully engaged and therefore they remain centered on the self. *shrugs* May not be actually the why of it, but it's a theory I've held for many years living with the pain I would get.

That makes complete sense. It's also the time when major worries, concerns, etc. that people are able to put off during the day come back to bother people and prevent them from sleeping.

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Reply #491 posted 06/03/16 4:20pm

benni

purplethunder3121 said:

benni said:


I have a theory as to why pain is worse in the middle of the night. When I have a DVT my pain is always worse at night, and almost every time I've had to go to the ER is in the middle of the night because I was able to get through the pain during the day, but at night it is absolutely at its worst. My theory has always been that during the day there is a lot of activity going on in the world around me and my senses are fully engaged with the outside world, because they have to be for protective reasons. Therefore, my pain is decreased because my attention is not on the pain but on the world outside. My attention and focus is divided. At night, however, the world basically sleeps and my attention is pulled from the outer world, to the inner world and there is nothing to distract my attention from my pain, so that the pain is greatly increased because all of my focus and attention is on the pain. I do not have to be as aware of the outside world so my senses withdraw from the outer world and turn inward. Even if I were to get up and try to distract myself, there are still few distractions so not all of my senses have to be fully engaged and therefore they remain centered on the self. *shrugs* May not be actually the why of it, but it's a theory I've held for many years living with the pain I would get.

That makes complete sense. It's also the time when major worries, concerns, etc. that people are able to put off during the day come back to bother people and prevent them from sleeping.


Exactly. But I've learned with meditation that an acceptance of the pain (not fighting it, not wanting to not be in pain) goes a long way toward decreasing the pain, but it takes a lot of practice to get in that mind state. I used to do it when I was always in pain, I described it to the doctors as "rising above the pain" (didn't know how else to explain it back then - knew nothing about meditation really). But there were times when I couldn't get above the pain, when it was its most severe. So definitely didn't have it perfected.

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Reply #492 posted 06/03/16 4:29pm

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Rebeljuice said:



PeteSilas said:




Trickology said:



Prince's Alleged Drug Dealer showed Prince's preference for Fet patches before it was announced Prince was administering Fetanyl.




In addition he goes into details that Prince suffered from extreme stage fright and needed them to continue on stage in front of people. He also goes into detail on him working at coachella as a roadie & giving Prince his supply. He says he has been giving prince his supply since the mid eighties. eek Take it all with a grain of salt, but it doesn't sound unbelieveable what Prince needed to keep the pressure at bay. It makes sense actually. neutral



http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-3555292/Prince-s-former-drug-dealer-reveals-extent-addiction.html





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[Edited 6/2/16 19:46pm]



the stage fright thing made me doubt his whole story, Prince may have had stagefright in the 80's but people with stage fright don't take any excuse they can to be in front of an audience. Marvin Gaye had to be smacked by Berry to get on stage, Elvis was a nervous wreck and admitted to it, Prince took to the stage like it was the only place that made him happy.



There is no way anyone can be taking a drug like this since the 80s. This is a hardcore opioid. If he started taking it in the 80s he would be long dead by now. Not to mention being able to show no signs of it, being as driven as he was or be as articulate as he was for the past 30 years. This drug is no percocet, this thing fucks your mind and body up over time, prescribed or not. It is a last resort type of medication where others no longer work.

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Now THIS I have got to agree with. The one time I took it, I used the one patch (every 72 hours) and it put me out cold for days. Woke up sick as a dog and in more pain than before. Told my pain Dr he could have all the rest back no way was I taking anymore.
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Reply #493 posted 06/03/16 4:37pm

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CROWNS1 said:



Dolphinking23 said:


OK. Didnt the rehab doctor's son who came to see Prince at Paisley Park had a bag of this same drug?



No, he was carrying Suboxone.



I pray that his mind and soul is at peace and no longer bound to any chains. The cost of his tremendous gift was big and I am so grateful to have been on the ride with him. I don't believe in coincidences, and rainbows don't just appear over PP, so I chose to believe he has already told the world he is at rest.



I agree-that rainbow was amazing. It made me smile.
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Reply #494 posted 06/03/16 4:38pm

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No way could he be a Fentanyl addict all these years and stay upright. He had an Iphone. He had a will. Our Beloved will make it all come to pass, we just have to be patient .

Everything you think is true
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Reply #495 posted 06/03/16 4:40pm

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benni said:

1contessa said:

I can't somehow picture Prince having stage fright either, but you are right about professionals hiding things well, because Prince's reportedly drug use is perfect proof.


I remember, it seems, during an interview one time in which Prince stated he didn't like to talk, that he felt shy. It was only when he was performing that he confident in what he was doing. The stage fright could be that initial phase before he got on stage, feeling very self-conscious, until he actually got on stage and passed that initial phase.

Yes, it's the thinking about it, being in front of all those people, worrying about screwing up. But when they start performing the magic happens.

admission is easy, just say U believe, then come 2 this place in your heart.
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Reply #496 posted 06/03/16 4:50pm

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SheLovesMeNot said:

CROWNS1 said:

Exactly. I haven't once thought he used any drugs for grins and giggles. I do think it's possible he used them in the beginning for nerves, or to help him relax or sleep. He had a tough life growing up. Living in a friends basement at the age of 12 because your father kicks you out and your mother just let you go? I doubt he was anywhere near prepared emotionally for the fame that came so fast to him. Combined with being young, insecure, and ignorant of the industry, the fact that he may have used these meds to self medicate is entirely possible. He sure would't be the first to do so and he won't be the last. I suspect he had a more serious illness though. Too odd that he calls Dez 2 weeks before he dies after not talking in what 14 years? Callilng old friends, mending fences, too many signs that something other than pain med dependence was going on.

Who even knows if that's true what Dez said! I don't believe what Manuela said either at recently reaching out to Prince to inform him of this school! Absurd to open a school in your ex husbands name while your still married to another, and if so such an idea, her husband's a fool! There were NO terminal illnesses get that through your head! Why do you insist on believing what yourself tells you. Prince was suffering with depression.

You should relax, it's not healthy to get all riled up smile I'll have my opinions and you have yours. That's what makes the world such a great place, yes?

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Reply #497 posted 06/03/16 5:04pm

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benni said:

purplethunder3121 said:

That makes complete sense. It's also the time when major worries, concerns, etc. that people are able to put off during the day come back to bother people and prevent them from sleeping.


Exactly. But I've learned with meditation that an acceptance of the pain (not fighting it, not wanting to not be in pain) goes a long way toward decreasing the pain, but it takes a lot of practice to get in that mind state. I used to do it when I was always in pain, I described it to the doctors as "rising above the pain" (didn't know how else to explain it back then - knew nothing about meditation really). But there were times when I couldn't get above the pain, when it was its most severe. So definitely didn't have it perfected.

You remind me of a news show or documentary I saw years go about a surgeon in South America who operated on people without anaesthesia. He used some form of hypnosis or meditation instead of medication. The patients were awake during surgery and asked if they were in pain. They said they weren't. I couldn't believe it. The power of the mind is amazing.

[Edited 6/3/16 17:18pm]

"Music gives a soul to the universe, wings to the mind, flight to the imagination and life to everything." --Plato

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Reply #498 posted 06/03/16 5:08pm

Mkilpatrick74

tish9311 said:



spastic78 said:


nursev said:
I hate to say this but Ive always thought that Prince died soon after he was dropped off sad They dropped him off like what 8, 9pm and he is found in the same clothes the next morning. He was at home so why would he not change clothes and be comfortable...Im starting to think that 6 hours is really more like 13 hours. Shit is heartbreaking.

About 6 hours suggests 3am which is usually (according to the experience of over 1000 people in a chronic pain support group that I'm a member of) when pain is at it's worst. No one can figure out why except perhaps that the body's natural circadian rhythm (which has been screwed up by pain and sleepless nights) influences this phenomenon. My own experience of accidentally ODing (with respiratory distress) on Tramadol and Percosets (despite the lowest dosage possible) as a result of "staggering"(taking half-doses more frequently) reassures me that Prince did not intentionally overdose and that he really just was trying to manage his excruciating pain. After my OD experience I was given a Fentanyl patch in the hospital as I had been on pain meds for over 3 years. I did not go home with one but was prescribed one by an ER doc. Fortunately by the time I received insurance approval I was already back in the hospital for another surgery during which Fentanyl was used by anaesthesiologist. Thankfully my body, which was having strange out-of-body experiences, doesn't tolerate opiates well so I vomited guts out right after surgery and basically every day for a week after. Finally low dosages (2mg) of Dilaudid and anti-nausea meds helped manage the pain. I still live in pain and I'm up between 2am to 4am as for whatever reason pain is worse then. I used to take extra meds at that time but since Prince died I don't. It's apparently just too easy to accidentally overdose...in no way does it mean you are a junkie. I doubt Prince felt pain when he overdosed though most likely had the experience of realizing he was dying and having the choice to fight to survive or to get on with the next phase of life - death. The OD experience is surreal and profound (at least it was for me) and had I not had kids I may have chosen to just let go as the chronic pain I live with (from hip and knee issues) rules my life. As a health-nut I shamefully take my pain meds which drags my energy levels and alters my perception so much that I just avoid people. I still don't believe this Prince ME report tells the whole story but may have been released for insurance purposes as well as damage control. I think info is being held back for sensitivity reasons and we will never know the whole story. Opiod toxicity is not a death sentence in itself...the body's reaction to opiod toxicity is the determining factor...so was it respiratory distress, seizures, stoke, and/or organ failure? What exactly happened? As for the Drug Dealers story...was Fentanyl even available decades ago? There are lots of Prince Harper's out there just as there are many fans. Prince was considered "uppity" by many who wanted to see him fail and would probably stop at nothing now to foster that image. The scar on his hip is consistent with hip replacement but that would mean he had it done a very long time ago. Perhaps the lower leg scar is the supposed knee surgery though I doubt it's a knee replacement as he'd have a much different walk. Perhaps Prince was really tired from the pain and so sub-consciously engaged in actions that would encourage death to absorb the pain hence the strange tweets and the date of death etc. -the coincidences. And perhaps his loneliness exacerbated a depressive state of mind thus leading to irresponsible choices. Yet his agreement to see the doc from Beverly Hills for addiction suggests at one level that he was really just trying to manage his pain. Unless it was all orchestrated to lend emphasis to his songs...his final piece of art. But that's too morbid a thought I think and Prince had too much to live for...the mere fact that he didn't have a will suggests he didn't think death was near his doorstep. RIP Prince, I'll forever love you.

Gives me something to think about. My doctors love to give me Tramadol for pain. I don't take it. I wonder why pain is the worst between 2 and 4 am, I will have to look into that. THanks for sharing your story.



And here I thought I was the only one who was up from 2-4am each night. It's like clockwork for me. I had no idea this was common among many of my fellow chronic pain patients. I thought it was bc laying down for me makes the pain 10X's worse due to the pressure from all the ruptured discs and scar tissue that are pushing down on all of the nerves from my neck to my tailbone. I try to call it a night no later than 11:30pm and even if I happen to fall asleep the pain will wake me up and there I go pacing floors between 2-4am.
I wanted to ask, if u don't mind answering, what exactly it felt like when you had the respiratory distress and OD? Was it painful? We're u able to call out for help or did someone happen to find u perhaps struggling to breathe? I won't lie, I'm terrified everytime I take my meds now. So glad to know you pulled through and so glad u were able to share your experience(s). I too believe Prince would want us to have these discussions. Big Hugggsss!!!
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Reply #499 posted 06/03/16 5:28pm

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Mkilpatrick74 said:[quote]

tish9311 said:



spastic78 said:


nursev said:

....I too believe Prince would want us to have these discussions.


I also believe Prince would want us to have these discussions. Anyone who has excruciating, chronic pain knows how difficult it is to manage.

RIP Prince. We will NEVER forget you. Thank you so much.

"Dearly Beloved:
We are gathered here today 2 get through this thing called: 'Life'."
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Reply #500 posted 06/03/16 5:30pm

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benni said:

purplethunder3121 said:

That makes complete sense. It's also the time when major worries, concerns, etc. that people are able to put off during the day come back to bother people and prevent them from sleeping.


Exactly. But I've learned with meditation that an acceptance of the pain (not fighting it, not wanting to not be in pain) goes a long way toward decreasing the pain, but it takes a lot of practice to get in that mind state. I used to do it when I was always in pain, I described it to the doctors as "rising above the pain" (didn't know how else to explain it back then - knew nothing about meditation really). But there were times when I couldn't get above the pain, when it was its most severe. So definitely didn't have it perfected.

bruce lee had a quote in his book once about the way to get rid of disease is to keep company with it. He had a serious back injury that caused him tons of pain, he said that it was a mind over matter thing. What caused him problems was the sheer stress of overnight fame and all the craziness that came with it, along with a temperament that was high strung and impossible to relax.

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Reply #501 posted 06/03/16 5:31pm

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nursev said:

and what self respecting doctor would advise a client to detox at home...lemme make a housecall...the hell?


right.
RIP Prince. We will NEVER forget you. Thank you so much.

"Dearly Beloved:
We are gathered here today 2 get through this thing called: 'Life'."
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Reply #502 posted 06/03/16 5:34pm

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mailaccount63 said:

Mkilpatrick74 said:

....I too believe Prince would want us to have these discussions.

I also believe Prince would want us to have these discussions. Anyone who has excruciating, chronic pain knows how difficult it is to manage.

I have friend who is suffering from severe bouts of back and knee pain, getting worse over time. He had surgery on one knee and says that it is worse now than before surgery and refuses to have any more. I have to wonder if it is only a matter of time before he is forced to take a medication stronger than legal marijuana...

"Music gives a soul to the universe, wings to the mind, flight to the imagination and life to everything." --Plato

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Reply #503 posted 06/03/16 5:34pm

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Some one is probably going to go to jail on this one. Probably why that MN Dr was fired...



?????
RIP Prince. We will NEVER forget you. Thank you so much.

"Dearly Beloved:
We are gathered here today 2 get through this thing called: 'Life'."
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Reply #504 posted 06/03/16 5:42pm

benni

purplethunder3121 said:

benni said:


Exactly. But I've learned with meditation that an acceptance of the pain (not fighting it, not wanting to not be in pain) goes a long way toward decreasing the pain, but it takes a lot of practice to get in that mind state. I used to do it when I was always in pain, I described it to the doctors as "rising above the pain" (didn't know how else to explain it back then - knew nothing about meditation really). But there were times when I couldn't get above the pain, when it was its most severe. So definitely didn't have it perfected.

You remind me of a news show or documentary I saw years go about a surgeon in South America who operated on people without anaesthesia. He used some form of hypnosis or meditation instead of medication. The patients were awake during surgery and asked if they were in pain. They said they weren't. I couldn't believe it. The power of the mind is amazing.

[Edited 6/3/16 17:18pm]


Wow! I don't know that I would want to try to undergo surgery in that state, but that would definitely be the way to do it if one could. Too many things can go on when someone is "out" that they would have absolutely no awareness of. But, yes, the power of the mind is AMAZING. But there are still certain pains that I get, if I get a new clot of pulmonary embolism, that it is very difficult to find that focus.

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Reply #505 posted 06/03/16 5:45pm

benni

PeteSilas said:

benni said:


Exactly. But I've learned with meditation that an acceptance of the pain (not fighting it, not wanting to not be in pain) goes a long way toward decreasing the pain, but it takes a lot of practice to get in that mind state. I used to do it when I was always in pain, I described it to the doctors as "rising above the pain" (didn't know how else to explain it back then - knew nothing about meditation really). But there were times when I couldn't get above the pain, when it was its most severe. So definitely didn't have it perfected.

bruce lee had a quote in his book once about the way to get rid of disease is to keep company with it. He had a serious back injury that caused him tons of pain, he said that it was a mind over matter thing. What caused him problems was the sheer stress of overnight fame and all the craziness that came with it, along with a temperament that was high strung and impossible to relax.


I love Bruce! He was another one that had a lot of wisdom. But I think I like that phrasing better "keep company" with the pain. It does come down to accepting the pain as a companion of sorts and not fighting it. I always found that my pain seemed so much more intense when I was insisting how much I didn't want to be in pain. I think because I always focused more of my attention on the pain at that time, thus the theory of hurting more in the middle of the night because there is nothing to distract your senses.

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Reply #506 posted 06/03/16 5:54pm

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Mkilpatrick74 said:

tish9311 said:



spastic78 said:


nursev said:
I hate to say this but Ive always thought that Prince died soon after he was dropped off sad They dropped him off like what 8, 9pm and he is found in the same clothes the next morning. He was at home so why would he not change clothes and be comfortable...Im starting to think that 6 hours is really more like 13 hours. Shit is heartbreaking.

About 6 hours suggests 3am which is usually (according to the experience of over 1000 people in a chronic pain support group that I'm a member of) when pain is at it's worst. No one can figure out why except perhaps that the body's natural circadian rhythm (which has been screwed up by pain and sleepless nights) influences this phenomenon. My own experience of accidentally ODing (with respiratory distress) on Tramadol and Percosets (despite the lowest dosage possible) as a result of "staggering"(taking half-doses more frequently) reassures me that Prince did not intentionally overdose and that he really just was trying to manage his excruciating pain. After my OD experience I was given a Fentanyl patch in the hospital as I had been on pain meds for over 3 years. I did not go home with one but was prescribed one by an ER doc. Fortunately by the time I received insurance approval I was already back in the hospital for another surgery during which Fentanyl was used by anaesthesiologist. Thankfully my body, which was having strange out-of-body experiences, doesn't tolerate opiates well so I vomited guts out right after surgery and basically every day for a week after. Finally low dosages (2mg) of Dilaudid and anti-nausea meds helped manage the pain. I still live in pain and I'm up between 2am to 4am as for whatever reason pain is worse then. I used to take extra meds at that time but since Prince died I don't. It's apparently just too easy to accidentally overdose...in no way does it mean you are a junkie. I doubt Prince felt pain when he overdosed though most likely had the experience of realizing he was dying and having the choice to fight to survive or to get on with the next phase of life - death. The OD experience is surreal and profound (at least it was for me) and had I not had kids I may have chosen to just let go as the chronic pain I live with (from hip and knee issues) rules my life. As a health-nut I shamefully take my pain meds which drags my energy levels and alters my perception so much that I just avoid people. I still don't believe this Prince ME report tells the whole story but may have been released for insurance purposes as well as damage control. I think info is being held back for sensitivity reasons and we will never know the whole story. Opiod toxicity is not a death sentence in itself...the body's reaction to opiod toxicity is the determining factor...so was it respiratory distress, seizures, stoke, and/or organ failure? What exactly happened? As for the Drug Dealers story...was Fentanyl even available decades ago? There are lots of Prince Harper's out there just as there are many fans. Prince was considered "uppity" by many who wanted to see him fail and would probably stop at nothing now to foster that image. The scar on his hip is consistent with hip replacement but that would mean he had it done a very long time ago. Perhaps the lower leg scar is the supposed knee surgery though I doubt it's a knee replacement as he'd have a much different walk. Perhaps Prince was really tired from the pain and so sub-consciously engaged in actions that would encourage death to absorb the pain hence the strange tweets and the date of death etc. -the coincidences. And perhaps his loneliness exacerbated a depressive state of mind thus leading to irresponsible choices. Yet his agreement to see the doc from Beverly Hills for addiction suggests at one level that he was really just trying to manage his pain. Unless it was all orchestrated to lend emphasis to his songs...his final piece of art. But that's too morbid a thought I think and Prince had too much to live for...the mere fact that he didn't have a will suggests he didn't think death was near his doorstep. RIP Prince, I'll forever love you.

Gives me something to think about. My doctors love to give me Tramadol for pain. I don't take it. I wonder why pain is the worst between 2 and 4 am, I will have to look into that. THanks for sharing your story.



And here I thought I was the only one who was up from 2-4am each night. It's like clockwork for me. I had no idea this was common among many of my fellow chronic pain patients. I thought it was bc laying down for me makes the pain 10X's worse due to the pressure from all the ruptured discs and scar tissue that are pushing down on all of the nerves from my neck to my tailbone. I try to call it a night no later than 11:30pm and even if I happen to fall asleep the pain will wake me up and there I go pacing floors between 2-4am.
I wanted to ask, if u don't mind answering, what exactly it felt like when you had the respiratory distress and OD? Was it painful? We're u able to call out for help or did someone happen to find u perhaps struggling to breathe? I won't lie, I'm terrified everytime I take my meds now. So glad to know you pulled through and so glad u were able to share your experience(s). I too believe Prince would want us to have these discussions. Big Hugggsss!!!


It's a really bizarre coincidence that a big group of us who've had knee and hip replacements noticed after about 2 months of commiserating; and it really didn't matter when we'd had our last dose or what time we went to bed. I sometimes think too that it's because there's no noise to distract me but i don't know. There are times when the pain is so bad that I stay up and still it gets worse between 2-4am.

Whoever thinks that Fentanyl patches are not prescribed for hip and knee chronic pain issues has no idea what they are talking about. It's usually a last resort but it is/used to be prescribed regularly especially if someone had nerve damage along with the hip/knee pain. And for someone to judge the intensity of someone else's pain is totally asinine.

The times that I succumbed to respiratory distress I was lucky to have been with people as they happened without warning. I had a general sense that I wasn't feeling well before the incidents but nothing like the auras I used to have (from childhood epilepsy). As Prince also had childhood epilepsy I seriously doubt he started using pain medications without the supervision of a doctor. All epileptics know that the key to preventing seizures is no alcohol, no drugs and good sleep.
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Reply #507 posted 06/03/16 5:58pm

PeteSilas

that's what i'm getting at, being busy and staying busy can help. Of course I know it isn't the only solution or the solution for severe pain. I knew a navy seal and he was in such tremendous pain that he couldn't live without being pumped full of shit, it was sad and humbling, and although, I couldn't subjectively feel his pain, I knew it had to be tremendous. I learned from him and try not to be judgemental, I saw his scars and he told me enough of the things he'd been through, both physical and mental, which he couldn't come back from. He's most likely dead now too. Neat guy in so many ways.
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Reply #508 posted 06/03/16 5:58pm

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purplethunder3121 said:



mailaccount63 said:


Mkilpatrick74 said:

....I too believe Prince would want us to have these discussions.



I also believe Prince would want us to have these discussions. Anyone who has excruciating, chronic pain knows how difficult it is to manage.



I have friend who is suffering from severe bouts of back and knee pain, getting worse over time. He had surgery on one knee and says that it is worse now than before surgery and refuses to have any more. I have to wonder if it is only a matter of time before he is forced to take a medication stronger than legal marijuana...



Legal marijuana helped me a lot but it's not readily available in MN. I've doctors who've advocated for me but then it still is a nightmare to obtain it. I'd highly recommend your friend continue with Physical Therapy and get lots of 2nd opinions.
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Reply #509 posted 06/03/16 6:03pm

morningsong

If people are interesting in information regarding Fentanyl, here's a link.

http://reference.medscape...-999646#0

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