Tremolina said:

Deadflow3r said:

i still can not believe it. he dropped me off at the loan place and i told him never to speak to me again!

Well, look at it this way: at least you do not have to go digging for his dick anymore...

True

This is what happens when you compromise your standards.

They expect you to compromise even more!

I am a big believer in "looks are not tnat important" but i try to look halfway decent myself.

They are a clear indication of a persons dignity.

Hell, if they can't treat themselves with dignity then how will they treat you with any?

O.K. lesson learned finally.

I a,m friggin 50 years old and there is so much i should have learned 25 years ago.

Deadflow3r said:

Tremolina said:

Well, look at it this way: at least you do not have to go digging for his dick anymore...

True

This is what happens when you compromise your standards.

They expect you to compromise even more!

I am a big believer in "looks are not tnat important" but i try to look halfway decent myself.

They are a clear indication of a persons dignity.

Hell, if they can't treat themselves with dignity then how will they treat you with any?

O.K. lesson learned finally.

I a,m friggin 50 years old and there is so much i should have learned 25 years ago.

I am not trying to say he has no dignity. Nor you or anybody else.

But if he just drops you off like that at the loan place, then he is definitly trying to hurt yours.

Tremolina said:

Deadflow3r said:

True

This is what happens when you compromise your standards.

They expect you to compromise even more!

I am a big believer in "looks are not tnat important" but i try to look halfway decent myself.

They are a clear indication of a persons dignity.

Hell, if they can't treat themselves with dignity then how will they treat you with any?

O.K. lesson learned finally.

I a,m friggin 50 years old and there is so much i should have learned 25 years ago.

I am not trying to say he has no dignity. Nor you or anybody else.

But if he just drops you off like that at the loan place, then he is definitly trying to hurt yours.

Truthfully just the suggestion was a gulp! I mean please, i am not gorgeous but for my age I ain't all that bad either.

I really think he thought he had me over a barrel. I only had $26.oo on cash so was i willing to be homeless? I didn't even have enough to pay for a ticket back to Pensacola. I don't think he thought that I would say " no way in hell am i having sex with you on command!" or that i would think to borrow money against a future check.

i think he basically thought that since my roomate had cashed 2 months worth of rent in the beginning of december and i had totally screwed up my bank balance, i was desperate and scared.

Obviously he read me wrong.

It does not mattert how much i enjoy giving BJ's, i still won't do it on command!

I just checked out the single site where i met Mr Fat Cushions. I had an email saying that a got a message from a new guy.

He is 22 years old.

His Message " to be honest, I want to fuck you 'til your brain explodes!"

lololol

where the hell is ZombieKitten, she would get a charge out of my internet life!!!

My secret santa was Ben and he got me a very funny book on surviving internet dating. It is the most appropriate gift imaginable!!! (he also got me a Tori Amos CD and a candle made of bees wax)

Anyway, those of you who are my facebook friends know what the hell i look like. I look like a devious high school principle in my pics. That is obviously the fantasy of many a boy,lol.

OK see already gone and forgotten

JustErin said:

Unless someone from my past comes to visit me, I'm getting nothing for the next 5 weeks....at least.

What happened to the stable millitary man?

Tremolina said:

OK see already gone and forgotten

Oh, yeah! However i have not had sex with anyone since (one week has passed) so this distasteful remark is still in my mouth. There is a cute little bus driver in town ( 5'9" and maybe 135lbs) that keeps flirting with me and telling me what times the bus he drives comes around. don't know if anything will develope but i am eating up all the attention!