- waiting for my mom in surgery to know if she had cancer
- bringing my kitty to the vet when I was pretty sure she was dying
- meeting JD for the first time

They all happened within a couple of months of each other, too.


Best wishes to you, Erin. I'm crossing my fingers for you.

Sorry to hear about your grandmother, Ivy. But glad to hear you've got some relief for yourself at least.

CarrieMpls said:

i'm not the only hopelessly girly one! yes!

I wont go in to details here you assholes (for those of you on myspace I have a blog about it), but 48 hours of my life last week were absolute hell. I thought I was going to lose my mind.

Imago said:

that blog was amazingly open and very cool, btw.

evenstar said:

Nope.

evenstar said:

I was a bad boy last fall

Imago said:

Next time call me and I'll sing you hair metal songs to get your mind off of things.

CarrieMpls said:

You sooooo missed girl! I was going to BELT that tune at you too.

CarrieMpls said:

Thank you Carrie.

Imago said:

evenstar said:

Meeting one of my favorite orgers in Europe was nerve wrecking.

I couldn't look him in the face the whole first day.

Stymie said:

Thank goodness that went well.

I used to get nervous all the time, or so I thought... I found out that it was really anxiety, really bad - ulcer bad. I get some of it now too but not as bad.

All the best of luck JD, you'll be fine.

Stymie said:

i could barely make eye contact for the first two weeks

it was so stupid- i was standing there before we met thinking 'okay, stop shaking, you're being ridiculous' and it didn't work at ALL. & the second day i had to call my best friend to get the courage to even go inside where he was waiting for me.

evenstar said:

Oh my goodness... I guess because we went for tattoos as soon as we got out of the airport and I had to show my bum..that broke the ice.
After that we were fine and not really that nervous. Oh and we only had 48 hours to spend together. No time to waste being nervous.

evenstar said:

Indeed, I just read it now .

shanti0608 said:

nice!

did you guys still get spastic after meeting each other a few times? when i picked him up at the airport in december i was so nervous/distracted/excited i almost stepped off the curb into traffic.

evenstar said:

Several times when I was driving us back after getting him from the airport I would be so excited to see him again that I could hardly drive.

evenstar said:

You're so lovably pathetic.

shanti0608 said:

the 15 minute drive from lax to where he was staying took 45 minutes. i got lost, we couldn't stop trying to rape each other in the car, etc

Taking my driving test and going on a plane.

benyamin said:

at least i wasn't nervous at heathrow!

evenstar said:

It was a 50 min drive usually but when he arrived it would only take me about 30 to get home.

evenstar said:

I wasn't nervous, I was embarrassed about being seen with such a plain Jane.
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shanti0608 said:

We didn't wait to get home.

benyamin said:

but no, bullshit! i get checked out way more often over there than here.

benyamin said:

getting caught groping each other by a security guard doesn't count

evenstar said:

No, you get stared at for being ugly.

evenstar said:

Umm no it doesn't
I was lucky... I had a vehicle with really dark windows and a sun shade.

benyamin said:

tell that to the guy who groped my ass when you weren't with me