Reply #1320 posted 07/11/18 9:26am
Camileyun |
paulludvig said: Camileyun said: So you think his life was worthless if he couldn't tour? Just, wow!
I think work was everything to him. You're probably right, but he could've learned to love doing it without touring so much. People retire everyday - doesn't mean it's over. Look, I get that he may have been struggling with those thoughts...change can be scary. I believe that a simple phone call could've put him on the road to understanding his true worth. If it didn't work out that way, at least we'd know that he was given the chance. |
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Reply #1321 posted 07/11/18 9:31am
ThatWhiteDude |
purplefam99 said:
littlemissG said:
You know after Prince walked thru Paisley Park naked complaining it was too hot. That was action time, instead, it was he be ok tomorrow and business as usual. What can yo possible tell yourself about a person that drug dependent that who not make you fearful he would die soon?
there were many many actions times. Wendy Melvoin's own brother Jonathan Melvoin died of a heroin overdose
in July of 1996. I am not saying it was her or susannahs' job but they certainly were probably
hip to the signs and when the Aspirin and Wine thing happen later that same year with P, seems
like the help radar would have been oh high alert. Or maybe they knew he had to want it. sigh....
Didn't the Aspirin and Wine thing happen before Wendy's brother died? |
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Reply #1322 posted 07/11/18 9:36am
2004Fan |
Same here. I don't think his life would have been worthless if he didn't tour but I'm not sure how Prince himself felt about it. His hands were hurting along with his hips and legs. Can we see him not playing guitar or piano? Of course we can but could Prince see himself not playing an instrument? We have to put ourselves in his place without taking into account our own personal feelings. Walk a mile in his shoes so to speak...
SkipperLove said:
I personally don't think his life was worthless if he didn't tour (and Paul may not either--I can't speak for him) but one could argue that Prince himself thought his life was worthless if he didn't tour and that has nothing to do with money or big ego.
Bodhitheblackdog said:
co-sign...that view IMO reduces his whole soul to that of a performing/money making/big ego machine.
[Edited 7/11/18 9:24am]
I am here! Where R U?! Gotta broken heart again... |
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Reply #1323 posted 07/11/18 9:40am
2004Fan |
Yes, April 21, 1996, I believe...
ThatWhiteDude said:
purplefam99 said:
there were many many actions times. Wendy Melvoin's own brother Jonathan Melvoin died of a heroin overdose
in July of 1996. I am not saying it was her or susannahs' job but they certainly were probably
hip to the signs and when the Aspirin and Wine thing happen later that same year with P, seems
like the help radar would have been oh high alert. Or maybe they knew he had to want it. sigh....
Didn't the Aspirin and Wine thing happen before Wendy's brother died?
I am here! Where R U?! Gotta broken heart again... |
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Reply #1324 posted 07/11/18 9:42am
paulludvig |
Bodhitheblackdog said:
Camileyun said: paulludvig said:
What life would that leave him with? Not being able to work? No life at all, I would think. So you think his life was worthless if he couldn't tour? Just, wow!
co-sign...that view IMO reduces his whole soul to that of a performing/money making/big ego machine. I'm not saying his life would be worthless, but performing is what he loved to do. It was his identity. I don't think it makes sense to reduce his performing art to a money making machine. That is not what art is to me. The wooh is on the one! |
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Reply #1325 posted 07/11/18 9:42am
Camileyun |
2004Fan said: Same here. I don't think his life would have been worthless if he didn't tour but I'm not sure how Prince himself felt about it. His hands were hurting along with his hips and legs. Can we see him not playing guitar or piano? Of course we can but could Prince see himself not playing an instrument? We have to put ourselves in his place without taking into account our own personal feelings. Walk a mile in his shoes so to speak...
SkipperLove said:
I personally don't think his life was worthless if he didn't tour (and Paul may not either--I can't speak for him) but one could argue that Prince himself thought his life was worthless if he didn't tour and that has nothing to do with money or big ego.
Bodhitheblackdog said:
co-sign...that view IMO reduces his whole soul to that of a performing/money making/big ego machine.
[Edited 7/11/18 9:24am]
Where are we getting he couldn't play anymore? - it's obvious he could, just maybe not hours at a time on tour. Feeling your life is worthless is called depression, and there is help for that. |
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Reply #1326 posted 07/11/18 9:45am
SkipperLove |
It happened April 21st..Freaky, huh.
Supposedly he was having heart palpitations and tried to calm his heart. He may have been having an anxiety attack. I have had those--you feel like your heart is going to explode. If he was a long time user of pain pills, he might have ran out so turned to aspirin/wine. No one has been able to prove it wasn't aspirin/wine but who knows.
1996 was a rough year for P when he was trying so hard to make it positive (overdose, sick baby in womb, friend dies, sister of friend calls him out publically for not sending condolences, his own baby dies,I wonder did she send condolences to him?)
ThatWhiteDude said:
purplefam99 said:
there were many many actions times. Wendy Melvoin's own brother Jonathan Melvoin died of a heroin overdose
in July of 1996. I am not saying it was her or susannahs' job but they certainly were probably
hip to the signs and when the Aspirin and Wine thing happen later that same year with P, seems
like the help radar would have been oh high alert. Or maybe they knew he had to want it. sigh....
Didn't the Aspirin and Wine thing happen before Wendy's brother died?
[Edited 7/11/18 9:50am] |
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Reply #1327 posted 07/11/18 9:47am
SkipperLove |
I think you are missing the point. He was on pain pills while she was playing before his death. We don't know how much it would have hurt to be off. But regardless of whether he could have worked at a slow pace, its what he was feeling that matters here and a few of us suspect that he felt his prospects sucked.
Camileyun said:
2004Fan said:
Same here. I don't think his life would have been worthless if he didn't tour but I'm not sure how Prince himself felt about it. His hands were hurting along with his hips and legs. Can we see him not playing guitar or piano? Of course we can but could Prince see himself not playing an instrument? We have to put ourselves in his place without taking into account our own personal feelings. Walk a mile in his shoes so to speak...
Where are we getting he couldn't play anymore? - it's obvious he could, just maybe not hours at a time on tour. Feeling your life is worthless is called depression, and there is help for that.
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Reply #1328 posted 07/11/18 9:53am
2004Fan |
Deduction only. He said to Judith in the hospital in Moline that he couldn't perform without pain pills because his hands hurt too much. It's in the Investigation docs. Can't remember which one. Surely in Judith's interview.
Camileyun said:
2004Fan said:
Same here. I don't think his life would have been worthless if he didn't tour but I'm not sure how Prince himself felt about it. His hands were hurting along with his hips and legs. Can we see him not playing guitar or piano? Of course we can but could Prince see himself not playing an instrument? We have to put ourselves in his place without taking into account our own personal feelings. Walk a mile in his shoes so to speak...
Where are we getting he couldn't play anymore? - it's obvious he could, just maybe not hours at a time on tour. Feeling your life is worthless is called depression, and there is help for that.
I am here! Where R U?! Gotta broken heart again... |
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Reply #1329 posted 07/11/18 9:53am
Camileyun |
SkipperLove said: I think you are missing the point. He was on pain pills while she was playing before his death. We don't know how much it would have hurt to be off. But regardless of whether he could have worked at a slow pace, its what he was feeling that matters here and a few of us suspect that he felt his prospects sucked.
Camileyun said: 2004Fan said:
Same here. I don't think his life would have been worthless if he didn't tour but I'm not sure how Prince himself felt about it. His hands were hurting along with his hips and legs. Can we see him not playing guitar or piano? Of course we can but could Prince see himself not playing an instrument? We have to put ourselves in his place without taking into account our own personal feelings. Walk a mile in his shoes so to speak...
Where are we getting he couldn't play anymore? - it's obvious he could, just maybe not hours at a time on tour. Feeling your life is worthless is called depression, and there is help for that.
I don't presume to know that P. thought his prospects sucked, I just know he was looking at the world through an addicts eyes, and he needed help for some time. |
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Reply #1330 posted 07/11/18 9:55am
che777x |
All three persons in Prince’s inner circle, that he paid to take care of him, have backgrounds (easily found on the web) that scream a knowledge and/or awareness of drug abuse symptoms and drug-related problems. Yet, they did not recognize the symptoms in P??? Why would P hire people with this knowledge if he didn’t expect them to monitor him? Did the investigators do any research into their backgrounds? |
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Reply #1331 posted 07/11/18 9:58am
Camileyun |
2004Fan said: Deduction only. He said to Judith in the hospital in Moline that he couldn't perform without pain pills because his hands hurt too much. It's in the Investigation docs. Can't remember which one. Surely in Judith's interview.
Camileyun said: 2004Fan said:
Same here. I don't think his life would have been worthless if he didn't tour but I'm not sure how Prince himself felt about it. His hands were hurting along with his hips and legs. Can we see him not playing guitar or piano? Of course we can but could Prince see himself not playing an instrument? We have to put ourselves in his place without taking into account our own personal feelings. Walk a mile in his shoes so to speak...
Where are we getting he couldn't play anymore? - it's obvious he could, just maybe not hours at a time on tour. Feeling your life is worthless is called depression, and there is help for that.
Yes, he said that. He also bs'd the doctor at the same time. Opioids intensify pain. |
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Reply #1332 posted 07/11/18 9:58am
2004Fan |
I don't think the Carver County Sheriff Office did but the FBI and DEA might have. We just don't know...
che777x said:
All three persons in Prince’s inner circle, that he paid to take care of him, have backgrounds (easily found on the web) that scream a knowledge and/or awareness of drug abuse symptoms and drug-related problems. Yet, they did not recognize the symptoms in P??? Why would P hire people with this knowledge if he didn’t expect them to monitor him? Did the investigators do any research into their backgrounds?
I am here! Where R U?! Gotta broken heart again... |
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Reply #1333 posted 07/11/18 10:21am
Camileyun |
che777x said: All three persons in Prince’s inner circle, that he paid to take care of him, have backgrounds (easily found on the web) that scream a knowledge and/or awareness of drug abuse symptoms and drug-related problems. Yet, they did not recognize the symptoms in P??? Why would P hire people with this knowledge if he didn’t expect them to monitor him? Did the investigators do any research into their backgrounds? Pg. 179 " According to Theo, Prince told Theo once that 'Prince expected to be taken care of' and that is why Prince has assistants." "Theo told me Prince would have depended on Kirk Johnson, Phaedra Lamkins, and Meron Berkure to take care of him including getting him whatever he needed." "Theo explained that Phaedra's job was to take care of Prince, that Prince paid his manager to take care of him and she didn't." |
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Reply #1334 posted 07/11/18 10:22am
precioux |
Lovejunky said:
paulludvig said:
PennyPurple said: Prince wasn't "normal". He never did anything the usual way.
You really believe that Prince bought his drugs from the street
thats cool
Some of us dont..
Cool ?
Forget the "illicit" Fentanyl laced pills... then explain to me how Dilaudid was found in his UA, with no script, mind you.... |
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Reply #1335 posted 07/11/18 10:28am
leec1 |
2004Fan said:
I don't think the Carver County Sheriff Office did but the FBI and DEA might have. We just don't know...
che777x said:
All three persons in Prince’s inner circle, that he paid to take care of him, have backgrounds (easily found on the web) that scream a knowledge and/or awareness of drug abuse symptoms and drug-related problems. Yet, they did not recognize the symptoms in P??? Why would P hire people with this knowledge if he didn’t expect them to monitor him? Did the investigators do any research into their backgrounds?
In reading this thread, as well as all the parts that proceeded this, it is apparent that there were various "misses/mistakes" such as not taking the computer from Paisley Park at the beginning of the investigation.
However, as 2004Fan states above, we don't know what was done by DEA. We haven't seen the DEA's investigation file. There may be many things that posters have questioned that are cleared up if we had access to the DEA's file. |
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Reply #1336 posted 07/11/18 10:58am
SkipperLove |
Theo also said that P wouldn't let anyone else pack his bags so obviously assistants weren't taking care of that. (If his assistants were getting him drugs, why would it matter if they also packed his bags? Prince carried his own bag in the St. Bart's picture in 2015). And several people seem to be impying petty cash being taken out for p without questions asked. Lots of blame to go around. Lots of guilty consciences trying to find relief by casting blame on others. Lots of bitterness between staff members who were replaced. The WB plot doesn't make sense either because Prince himself stated that he didn't mind going back to WB if they were used as a distribution company. HE articulated this himself.
Camileyun said:
che777x said:
All three persons in Prince’s inner circle, that he paid to take care of him, have backgrounds (easily found on the web) that scream a knowledge and/or awareness of drug abuse symptoms and drug-related problems. Yet, they did not recognize the symptoms in P??? Why would P hire people with this knowledge if he didn’t expect them to monitor him? Did the investigators do any research into their backgrounds?
Pg. 179 " According to Theo, Prince told Theo once that 'Prince expected to be taken care of' and that is why Prince has assistants." "Theo told me Prince would have depended on Kirk Johnson, Phaedra Lamkins, and Meron Berkure to take care of him including getting him whatever he needed." "Theo explained that Phaedra's job was to take care of Prince, that Prince paid his manager to take care of him and she didn't."
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Reply #1337 posted 07/11/18 10:59am
Strawberrylova 123
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SkipperLove said: It happened April 21st..Freaky, huh. Supposedly he was having heart palpitations and tried to calm his heart. He may have been having an anxiety attack. I have had those--you feel like your heart is going to explode. If he was a long time user of pain pills, he might have ran out so turned to aspirin/wine. No one has been able to prove it wasn't aspirin/wine but who knows. 1996 was a rough year for P when he was trying so hard to make it positive (overdose, sick baby in womb, friend dies, sister of friend calls him out publically for not sending condolences, his own baby dies,I wonder did she send condolences to him?)
ThatWhiteDude said:
purplefam99 said:
there were many many actions times. Wendy Melvoin's own brother Jonathan Melvoin died of a heroin overdose
in July of 1996. I am not saying it was her or susannahs' job but they certainly were probably
hip to the signs and when the Aspirin and Wine thing happen later that same year with P, seems
like the help radar would have been oh high alert. Or maybe they knew he had to want it. sigh....
Didn't the Aspirin and Wine thing happen before Wendy's brother died?
[Edited 7/11/18 9:50am] Not eating and sleeping enough can give a person horrible heart palpitations |
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Reply #1338 posted 07/11/18 11:02am
SkipperLove |
True. But wasn't he used to not eating or sleeping alot? Something must have been a bit different on that day in 1996.
Strawberrylova123 said:
SkipperLove said:
It happened April 21st..Freaky, huh.
Supposedly he was having heart palpitations and tried to calm his heart. He may have been having an anxiety attack. I have had those--you feel like your heart is going to explode. If he was a long time user of pain pills, he might have ran out so turned to aspirin/wine. No one has been able to prove it wasn't aspirin/wine but who knows.
1996 was a rough year for P when he was trying so hard to make it positive (overdose, sick baby in womb, friend dies, sister of friend calls him out publically for not sending condolences, his own baby dies,I wonder did she send condolences to him?)
[Edited 7/11/18 9:50am]
Not eating and sleeping enough can give a person horrible heart palpitations
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Reply #1339 posted 07/11/18 11:05am
ThatWhiteDude |
I thought April 21st was just a rumor?
2004Fan said:
Yes, April 21, 1996, I believe...
ThatWhiteDude said:
Didn't the Aspirin and Wine thing happen before Wendy's brother died?
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Reply #1340 posted 07/11/18 11:08am
Strawberrylova 123
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ThatWhiteDude said: I thought April 21st was just a rumor?
2004Fan said:
Yes, April 21, 1996, I believe...
ThatWhiteDude said:
Didn't the Aspirin and Wine thing happen before Wendy's brother died?
Mayte talked about it in her book and its also in Alex hahns book |
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Reply #1341 posted 07/11/18 11:08am
Strawberrylova 123
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SkipperLove said: True. But wasn't he used to not eating or sleeping alot? Something must have been a bit different on that day in 1996.
Strawberrylova123 said: SkipperLove said:
It happened April 21st..Freaky, huh.
Supposedly he was having heart palpitations and tried to calm his heart. He may have been having an anxiety attack. I have had those--you feel like your heart is going to explode. If he was a long time user of pain pills, he might have ran out so turned to aspirin/wine. No one has been able to prove it wasn't aspirin/wine but who knows.
1996 was a rough year for P when he was trying so hard to make it positive (overdose, sick baby in womb, friend dies, sister of friend calls him out publically for not sending condolences, his own baby dies,I wonder did she send condolences to him?)
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Not eating and sleeping enough can give a person horrible heart palpitations
Prince was very skinny in the 90s |
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Reply #1342 posted 07/11/18 11:11am
LyricaLizzo |
His need for complete privacy killed him. He had people buying drugs off of the street for him. He had drs writing scripts and putting other people names on them. He had aspirin bottles with pain meds in the all over the place.
He was in chronic pain and became addicted to the meds.
He died protecting his privacy but sadly nothing is private.
It is so disgusting that the photos of him were released. It disgusts me that any fan would look at them and share them.
There are so many Prince groups on FB that I left because they shared those photos.
Respect his privacy. He lived and died by it. Have some respect and make sure his music lives on! |
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Reply #1343 posted 07/11/18 11:31am
Astasheiks
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"His need for complete privacy killed him."
Wearing those heels almost 24/7 didn't help either! And being a JW with Larry Graham and not getting a hip replacement or what ever a excellent Orthopedic Surgeon would have done was a cause also! |
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Reply #1344 posted 07/11/18 11:41am
LyricaLizzo |
Astasheiks said:
"His need for complete privacy killed him."
Wearing those heels almost 24/7 didn't help either! And being a JW with Larry Graham and not getting a hip replacement or what ever a excellent Orthopedic Surgeon would have done was a cause also!
I agree about the JW thing and Larry Graham which proably led to feeling that he had to do everything to keep his addiction private. He did have hip surgery but sadly those surgeries arent a guarantee to get rid of pain and they also give you pain meds after surgery,
I wish he had spught help sooner for his addiction but his privacy came first to him. |
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Reply #1345 posted 07/11/18 11:44am
precioux |
ThatWhiteDude said:
I thought April 21st was just a rumor?
2004Fan said:
Yes, April 21, 1996, I believe...
Nope. It's the truth.
furthermore:
4/21/85(?) -original recording of Sometimes it Snows in April
4/21/96- OD
4/21/18-Final OD
..coincidence? |
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Reply #1346 posted 07/11/18 11:49am
disch |
Yes.
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If he had died on, say, October 8, I'm sure we could've backtracked and found 2 - 3 interesting things he did on that day over the course of 30+ years. He was a busy, active dude!
precioux said:
ThatWhiteDude said:
I thought April 21st was just a rumor?
Nope. It's the truth.
furthermore:
4/21/85(?) -original recording of Sometimes it Snows in April
4/21/96- OD
4/21/18-Final OD
..coincidence?
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Reply #1347 posted 07/11/18 11:57am
precioux |
disch said:
Yes.
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If he had died on, say, October 8, I'm sure we could've backtracked and found 2 - 3 interesting things he did on that day over the course of 30+ years. He was a busy, active dude!
precioux said:
Nope. It's the truth.
furthermore:
4/21/85(?) -original recording of Sometimes it Snows in April
4/21/96- OD
4/21/18-Final OD
..coincidence?
Disch, I can respect your line of thinking. For me, I don't believe in coincidences.period. |
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Reply #1348 posted 07/11/18 12:02pm
roxy831
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disch said:
Yes.
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If he had died on, say, October 8, I'm sure we could've backtracked and found 2 - 3 interesting things he did on that day over the course of 30+ years. He was a busy, active dude!
precioux said:
Nope. It's the truth.
furthermore:
4/21/85(?) -original recording of Sometimes it Snows in April
4/21/96- OD
4/21/18-Final OD
..coincidence?
I have been wondering what on God's green earth was so traumatizing about that day since he left us. Does anybody know details? Welcome home class. We've come a long way. - RIP Prince |
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Reply #1349 posted 07/11/18 12:04pm
Camileyun |
precioux said:
disch said:
Yes.
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If he had died on, say, October 8, I'm sure we could've backtracked and found 2 - 3 interesting things he did on that day over the course of 30+ years. He was a busy, active dude!
precioux said:
Nope. It's the truth.
furthermore:
4/21/85(?) -original recording of Sometimes it Snows in April
4/21/96- OD
4/21/18-Final OD
..coincidence?
Disch, I can respect your line of thinking. For me, I don't believe in coincidences.period. Yes, P. said he didn't believe in coincidences, either. Two od.s and a song about a death - not your basic interesting P. stuff. |
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