I just took it to mean: In a few days when the internet gossip etc gets cleared up youll see everything’s fine and there’s nothing to “pray” for (regarding princes wellbeing). It was just another way of saying after moline: don’t worry about what you see in the media; I’m fine - That was obviously not true, we know now. - Krystalkisses said: luvsexy4all said: when prince said...save your prayers etc.....FOR WHEN??? what did he think WOULD happen so we wouldnt have to pray??? That statement still bugs me....i can't figure out what he meant by that. | |
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BloodTypeStereo said: OPINION (!) of a person with job-related background on opioids: 1) long term user with usually good knowledge about familiar substance/mix 2) for whichever reason in accelerated downward spiral, affecting the thoughtfulness concerning suppliers/ change of supplier maybe/ feeding habits 3) no actual scientific knowledge of the composition of the pills/the cutting agents/fillers/lacing with fentanyl -> feeling smart enough to handle it 4) state of denial if he knew it was fentanyl/ accepting the consequences of overdosing again with lethal outcome seemed to be easier than facing the truth/ not being able to take the image-loss
The just Lidocaine batch was maybe a cheap bargain or whatever, suppliers possibly assume that users will mix it anyhow so will have some kind of effect. This is an assumption for my part.
I just can't help thinking that he erroneously could have tasked a young, naive, willing inner circle employee to procure this crap for him...someone not all that knowledgeable in the drug world, that would freak out if he turned up dead and refuse to talk with law enforcement and quickly lawyer up afterwards. Someone who had access to his cash, someone who would willingly purchase large amounts of enemas, Bayer, Aleve, or anything else asked for,but did not do a very good job with taking care of PP. Makes sense that, in the end, P would have wanted someone ignorantly willing to help him with his addiction, more than a person actually doing the job they were hired for. I could be wrong, of course, but I could definitely see it. | |
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And would NEVER deliberately take his own life no matter how much pain he was in.. Sadly, no one can know this, but your loyalty is admirable and your love is obvious...of course I hope you are right. | |
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I can appreciate that this is how you feel about it but I don't agree with you. Unless one experiences the degree of pain that another does, there is no way this statement can be true. And we know it's not possible to experience another's pain. Serious pain issues make people take action to relieve it. It happens every single day. I don't begrudge anyone for doing whatever it is that they think they need to do to find relief. That choice is between them and their creator.
Welcome to "the org", Mumio…they can have you, but I'll have your love in the end | |
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I never said my opinion about P's death because every time I do it I'm taken madly, so I keep it for myself. .But I would like to say something about everything that has been said so far. I want to clarify that I read all the posts and respect the opinions of all, even if these people said that a person who takes painkillers for many years are drug addicts, who after many years are no longer 'so shiny, etc. etc., bhe these people I would like to say THANKS I take painkillers for chronic head pain for 22 years.The level of my pain is so high that no medicine is able to pass it but it only calms it a little. Over the years I have learned to bear it but there are moments that I would bang my head against the wall ..... so I think I can understand very well what P felt. I'm not a doctor or an expert in the field to comment on things about the composition of the medicines and for this I have only limited to read what you write, and I must say that knowing some things I was also pleased. But this is a post about P's death and I would like it to stay that way, avoid competing to those who know more about it, I do not want this post (which is also last) to be closed. Thank you and sorry for the interruption. | |
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When you are that thin, you have a hard time staying warm. (No body fat of any consequence to keep your core temperature up.) Also, the drugs affect your ability to regulate your temp. Good morning children...take a look out your window, the world is falling... | |
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Krystalkisses said: luvsexy4all said: when prince said...save your prayers etc.....FOR WHEN??? what did he think WOULD happen so we wouldnt have to pray??? That statement still bugs me....i can't figure out what he meant by that. Same here! | |
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Thanks to all for adding the support material regarding Lidocaine. My novice impression was that it was a benign cutting agent. | |
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It was explained a while back. Prince said it because Duran Duran, upon hearing about the Moline incident, dedicated Save a Prayer to Prince during a concert, wishing him a speed recovery or something like thart. There is a video of it on YT.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EbpiYn_CEPE
Ironically they ended up singing it a few days later, as a real tribute upon his death.
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When the thread is a discussion about people's thoughts and opinions, then it serves its purpose as a discussion thread. When someone brings in bullshit as scientific fact that sways the opinion of the general discussion, then we end up with Fox News. Thanks, but no thanks. | |
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DUPE [Edited 7/2/18 3:11am] | |
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I have always felt he meant that he was either unworthy (leading a life contrary to what he preached) or beyond help (unable to become clean). | |
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co-sign | |
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Correct...when is this elephant in the room going to quit being ignored??? Or is it that only about 3 of us have actually MADE the connection(?)
HydroMORPHONE is chemically DILAUDID, which was not found anywhere in the search. | |
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the light bulb has went off | |
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OMG, I just explained it a few posts up. | |
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Come On Precioux, I've been saying this for over a year when LR kept stealing my line that a man who had his underpants custom made would surely have his drugs made to order. Really, folks.....for almost four decades he lived a life with all the perks big money could secure...do you really think he was going to entrust his drugs/drug habit/ ability to keep performing/ ability to look like 'Prince' to the casual observer to the dark web or a casual score from a stranger????? He was wired in big time to both his habit and how he wanted to feed his habit. NO ONE ever called Prince stupid...maybe arrogant...but not dumb.. | |
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Just curious- did we ever find out what the contents of the stash of powdery substance actually was??? And no, I'm NOT being facetious.
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You mean that powdery stuff they took a picture of on the desk (next to that spoon-sculpture replica)? I don't recall seeing anying in the investigation docs about what that was
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this idea about "custom-made drugs" is predicated mostly on Menes' "scientific" info about the use of lidocaine, specific -- and he's just incorrect about that. - I'm open to the idea of "bespoke pills" (although I can't find any documentation about this kind of thing occuring -- what sort of lab would do this custom work, do you think, and at what price?) but let's not base it on incorrect info about how certain drugs work. (See the posts above out lidocaine actually not being an opioid antagonist, not being a opioid-withdrawal agent, and in fact not being useful at all when ingested orally). He's wasn't limited to getting drugs from just the dark web or a stranger. - The idea that only "stupid people" use (non-bespoke) black-market drugs... well, i'm just not seeing that. PLENTY of people of all stripes use regular black-market drugs -- particularly if they come from a source they trust (even if that trust, at the end, is erroneous). That includes many, many rich people of all stripes (including plenty of super-rich rock stars).
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I'm not mentioning a thing about the lidocaine- I want to know what the powdery substance was...that was never revealed...nor was the source of the Dilaudid found in his UA.
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Agree with Disch. Let's remain very accurate.
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Do you mean the white substance in the bottom of the trashcan in his bathroom? | |
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Accurate-can you point to where they found Dilaudid? Or revealed what was actually in the powder?
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I seen that too, but since I can't get the picture to post I didn't mention it. I didn't see if they collected that either. | |
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Didn't Chaka Kahn go into rehab for fentanyl after Prince died? There could be a supply connection there. | |
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Precioux, I was replying to Bodhi when I mentioned lidoaine and other stuff; I wasn't saying that in response to your question about the makeup of the white powdery substance or the source of the dilaudid, neither of which I have any info about.
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No, the powdery substance on the table next to the spoon with a cherry on it
The stuff in the bottom of the wastecan - edit - wrong trash- would like to see the pic though ISaidLifeIsJustAGame said:
Do you mean the white substance in the bottom of the trashcan in his bathroom? [Edited 7/2/18 11:13am] | |
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