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New topic PrintableSpinsterSister said: I have a feeling more of his private life will come out when the investigation starts to tighten it's case. I believe the dealer from California. It is easy to take pills, ups, downs, anxiety, stabilizers etc. Opioids do not last all day, you have to take several per day based upon your tolerance, dosage and whatever else you're taking. Plus if you know how they affect you, you will know what you can "add" to make them stronger, or to bring out other aspects that you may find appealing. Dilaudid is an opioid and is suppose to settle you down (such as for surgery) but they revved me up, I had 4 injections and was still not settled enough for surgery. All bodies are different. Amen to him being a professional but at what cost? Was his reliance of it worth it all - in the whole scheme of things, I think not. His life was worth more than adulation. As far as mistakes being made, I am sure there were some but he had his inner circle to pick up the strings, to them clean up, that is why I am not convinced that nobody knew about his situation. I am sure the better detox/rehab doctors have harbors, like plastic surgeons...it's concierge service. Nice hotel, good nurses and a handler. I don't want to believe it, but my gut feeling is this too. | |
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So much of our speculation would be eliminated if the family would authorize release of the entire autopsy report. The findings would neither diminish his legacy nor affect our love and respect for Prince. It might also, if it is found that he had an underlying illness (not a pain issue), change the opiod/addict dialogue. Personally, although it was ultimately Prince who was the user, many of the people in his inner circle had to know something was going on. Heck, even I thought it was strange that he would be up all night and people kept talking about his tremendous energy and stamina. But if he was in pain from illness ... that's a whole different ballgame. | |
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Now that I'm starting to settle down a bit, after all that's gone on, I've been looking back over the last 5 or 6 years and there is pretty certainly something that changed around mid/late 2014. If you go back to 2011, Prince is still very much how he always was, apart from being a bit older. His dancing and movement around the stage was still pretty heavy and he looked pretty fresh most of the time. 2014 at the first small hit and run shows he still looked great, and was a good 14 pounds or more heavier than he was over the last year. Come mid 2014, at the bigger hit n run shows he'd started losing weight. 2015 on and he was looking very thin and his face had changed markedly. I firmly believe that an illness could have played a part in his passing and the pain meds were a necessity to manage things. I think he probably knew his time was limited (based on lots of other things too), but ultimately it may have happened quicker than he expected. Maybe I'm wrong, maybe we'll never know and maybe we shouldn't. | |
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What happened years ago when Mayte found him unconscious on 4/21/1996? [Edited 6/14/16 6:07am] | |
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RIP Prince. We will NEVER forget you. Thank you so much.
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I found this posting called "Mayte - Prince articles: era 1996-2000" started on May 18, 2010 on the org. It's a long read but it's very interseting if it's all true. One of the paragrpahs states how Mayte did find him unconscious in 1996 in his studio. Wow...
http://prince.org/msg/5/336650
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Correction, Mayte and her bodyguard fround Prince unconsciousness around March 16,1997. He even was sent to the hospital. "A strong spirit transcends rules." - Prince | |
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Yes, there are so many open questions.... I believe, if someone is really strongly addicted to opiates, which seems to have been the case, in the last months leading to his death, I believe when strongly addicted, you can no longer take reasonable decisions, but are driven by the addiction, all you want is another dose. This would also go in line, with what was witnessed, when he picked up the medication in the pharmacy, he seemed very nervous and pacing up and down. That is why, he may not have taken into consideration what had happened to him a week ago. Obviously he was in denial of his condition, otherwise he would not have thrown a party to show everyone, that he is fine, when obviously he wasnt. He wasnt well for weeks, having troubles eating, and it must have been for a reason, he was seeing several doctors, and getting blood results delivered to his home. It may not have been only for hip pain, but for his addiction and maybe because of withdrawal symptoms, for his problems with his digestion ect. Sadly, we may never know, what really has caused all of this. | |
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That's when his looks and demeanor seemed to start changing, you could see the dramatic, in my opinion, difference when he was on different shows and such. Getting thinner, looking very sad and down. A shadow of our beloved. admission is easy, just say U believe, then come 2 this place in your heart. | |
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jasontate said:
Now that I'm starting to settle down a bit, after all that's gone on, I've been looking back over the last 5 or 6 years and there is pretty certainly something that changed around mid/late 2014. If you go back to 2011, Prince is still very much how he always was, apart from being a bit older. His dancing and movement around the stage was still pretty heavy and he looked pretty fresh most of the time. 2014 at the first small hit and run shows he still looked great, and was a good 14 pounds or more heavier than he was over the last year. Come mid 2014, at the bigger hit n run shows he'd started losing weight. 2015 on and he was looking very thin and his face had changed markedly. I firmly believe that an illness could have played a part in his passing and the pain meds were a necessity to manage things. I think he probably knew his time was limited (based on lots of other things too), but ultimately it may have happened quicker than he expected. Maybe I'm wrong, maybe we'll never know and maybe we shouldn't. Totally agree! | |
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Exactly, there was a marked difference in him physically. I am sure he had pain but I think something else. He seemed to lose his spark, maybe it's middle age doubts/insecurities, loneliness, etc (which I think he reallyaws) but just something. If you look at the symptoms of opioid withdrawl check off how many he had in the recent month(s):<b><p>Early symptoms of withdrawal include :Agitation,Anxiety,Muscle aches,Increased tearing,Insomnia,Runny nose,Sweating,YawningLate symptoms of withdrawal include :Abdominal cramping,Diarrhea, Dilated pupils,Goose bumps,Nausea,Vomiting [Edited 6/14/16 14:02pm] Need me some fuzzy love....and yes, I wear clear heels | |
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We all have a scheduled appointment with eternity. Believe me when I say it is a date you will not be late for. It's the only true fairness in life. Just think about it. Everyone's number is gonna be called in some kind of way. Who knows how you are gonna leave here. If it comes up in a certain way then that is the way it's supposed to come up or it would not have come up in that manner. Apparently his life script called for him to leave here the way he did. Or he wouldn't have. We grapple with it. But nothing that is going to happen can be stopped. When it's your turn, there won't be a damned thang you can do to avoid it. So live and let live and love and regret no what you did but what you didn't do. I do not have the answers but this I do know. As sure as I'm sitting here typing this and you reading it, when our time comes, gonna leave this mortal coil behind. | |
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Thanks and sorry about the incorrect date. | |
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This is like having a family member drop dead and we don't know why. We know that it was the Fentanyl, but most of us feel that something else was going on. Maybe it was straight opiate addiction and Prince's dependence problem started in 2014. That could explain the changes that we've all noticed since that time. Maybe he was treating hip or some other type of pain. Maybe the doctor made a mistake with the Rx. I don't need to know his entire medical history. I just want to know what led up to Prince being found in that elevator. | |
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RIP Prince. We will NEVER forget you. Thank you so much.
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Thank you for posting the link to the articles. I was looking for those articles and am glad to have finally read them. I believe them...and by stating that, the articles do not take away from his music. The man, well it wasn't like I was seeing him as a role model for husband, boyfriend or anything of any real substance. Lover, maybe but after reading how he was into "more of his feminine side" in the sack....errr...unfortunately that leads me into another direction of thought.I'll just let him remain as eye, ear and brain candy. That is probably the way he would've wanted it anyway.The line between genius and madness is thin indeed.There is a lot more to that little piece of Chocolite than we'll ever know... Need me some fuzzy love....and yes, I wear clear heels | |
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Well, one thing’s certain. He had the double hip surgery in 2010. So he had to have been in a lot of pain ..prior.. to that which is why the surgery was required. So..exactly how long had he been taking the pain meds; and what exactly had Doctor(s) Everythingwillbealright.. prescribed for it? If you seek only love’s pleasure... you shall laugh..but not all of your laughter, and cry.. but not all of your tears… | |
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I feel you morningsong, I am trying hard to make sense out of all this stuff and I flip flop from not wanting to know info to just move on and enjoy his music, from wanting to know the last details of the year/months before his death. And after I read that story about Mayte in 1997, I was like what? Honestly y'all I don't know who or what to believe anymore. I don't fully trust the media, there are some good sources out there but it's heard to make it thru the b.s. That is why I apprecate the Org and you nice people. We all share a commonality, and that is our love and respect for Prince. And we are all hurting so we understand eachother. I come to the Org because I feel the people posting here are really intelligent, open-minded and of course have excellent taste in music (hello)! And I feel at this point I trust the opinions and links more ere than some research I do on my own.
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Reading this article today:http://uproxx.com/life/fentanyl-prince-everything-you-need-to-know/
Something came 2 mind... so let's say he knew and consented to the help that was coming the next day... He's alone at PP and finds the fentanyl that he had... and goes to pick it up and trash all of it. Somehow he gets it on him (article references how law enforcement officers are SO careful around it that they cover up, so as not to get the drug in their systems via skin contact)... and that is what does it.
It could explain why he was found with painkillers ON his person and in his system... and it would also make what happened even more heartbreaking. I Love U, But I Don't Trust U Anymore... | |
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[Edited 6/17/16 16:18pm] RIP Prince. We will NEVER forget you. Thank you so much.
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You said it exactly. | |
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I was just watching a show on Netflix about Janis Joplin and there is a part that talks about her heroin use. Someone said she rarely used heroin before a show because it wasn't the right kind of energy for being on stage. It got me thinking about the theories that Prince had been using these opioids because of stage fright. Tht makes no sense to me because it seems like it would totally sap you of the energy you need to get on stage and perform for 2+ hours. Paisley Park is in your heart
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I had heard that was due to alcohol and some sort of pill (s). | |
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rogifan said:I was just watching a show on Netflix about Janis Joplin and there is a part that talks about her heroin use. Someone said she rarely used heroin before a show because it wasn't the right kind of energy for being on stage. It got me thinking about the theories that Prince had been using these opioids because of stage fright. Tht makes no sense to me because it seems like it would totally sap you of the energy you need to get on stage and perform for 2+ hourHe could've used other stuff....the CA dealer said he preferred Dilaudid for performance, crosstops/beauties, etc..... Need me some fuzzy love....and yes, I wear clear heels | |
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I was just feeling this morning like this is all so unfair to Prince.
To keep it real simple, he was in a lot of physical pain. He tried the surgery and it didn't work or work for long. So he needed medication. Constant, chronic pain is extremely difficult to live with. After long enough it wears on you. His love for music and live performing - and wanting to give that to us in his way of showing love...his desire to do that caused him physical pain. He gave us so much and it was his way of expressing himself. It's what he knew, was the biggest part of his life, and a body can only take so much. I know he's with God now and happy and accepts his life just the way it was, in all the very many things it was. And what a life! His lord said unto him, Well done, good and faithful servant; thou hast been faithful over a few things, I will make thee ruler over many things: enter thou into the joy of thy lord. [Edited 6/19/16 11:44am] | |
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SpinsterSister said: rogifan said:I was just watching a show on Netflix about Janis Joplin and there is a part that talks about her heroin use. Someone said she rarely used heroin before a show because it wasn't the right kind of energy for being on stage. It got me thinking about the theories that Prince had been using these opioids because of stage fright. Tht makes no sense to me because it seems like it would totally sap you of the energy you need to get on stage and perform for 2+ hourHe could've used other stuff....the CA dealer said he preferred Dilaudid for performance, crosstops/beauties, etc..... Sorry I don't pay any attention to some unnamed dealer from California. Besides we would have known about this long before now if it was true. No way he could keep that hidden, especially if he was popping things before he went on stage. It's bullshit. Paisley Park is in your heart
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