I don't know why he wrote a song like this.
But it's not in good taste whether you are a JW or not.
IMO.

In my defense, I just don’t know how to be in a long distance relationship and previous experience has warped my judgment and expectations in a relationship. The lack of real communication drives me crazy, and always trying to decipher what you were trying to tell me and to know if you were talking to me led to so much misunderstanding and miscommunication. Your not wanting to speak to me privately for whatever reason, to help me get clearly in my mind what you are trying to convey to was one flaw in this relationship.

Like I kept saying, I needed your point to get across to me clearly, somewhat the way you are doing now, in simple and easy to understand and direct language, having to dance around trying to catch a hint was not working for me, and you expect me to try to understand you that way? I couldn’t. I may be a little clever, but I’m not smart enough to understand some of the things you were saying.


Yes to all the bad things you said about me, you are right about me, that I have some issues which I don't deny. I know that only because you are hurt, and lashing out at me and your view of me is very exaggerated, I am not as horrible or vile as you feel I am although a little unstable emotionally, which is what I’ve been trying to say is that's what I've been saying that I needed time to get my head on straight,
but you were adamant in me not being able to take a break for myself, why?

It was probably for the same reason that I have now when trying to win you back and seek forgiveness and acceptance, is because of the emotional attachment we had to each other. Your attachment and need for me to be around is just as selfish by not allowing me to do what I felt in my heart that I needed to do, especially if from my last experience I was questioning myself weather or not I could carry on in a new relationship now, that I needed a breather.

If you really loved me and trusted me and allowed me to allow myself some room to heal myself and trusted me enough to come back after that was cleared, then this would have not happened.

You controlled too much of the relationship and had high expectations, even though we never had met just yet.

How can you place all the blame on me for what happened?


And also, being what my 'situation' currently is, it was very presumptuous of the both of us to be carrying on like the way we were, and forget that technically, I was not free although you are, you are just as guilty in that, and that's why we are both suffering for our errors; that we presumptuously crossed the highest laws pertaining to chastity, sneaking around leading a double life. Yes that is what it is, and would never bring His blessings, because technically and in God's eyes, this relationship was supposed not be until things in MY life were 'settled'. So we had to ‘break the law around here’.

That's why were both paying for it, since neither of us had the decency to think about that, but we were just thinking about and more concerned about our own feelings and personal attachments than if we were doing things properly so that we would receive blessings.

Can you tell me that I'm wrong? In your assessment of spiritual and intellectual things, that we were only going based on our emotions and not thinking clearly in the first place? Because of this, in the back of my mind, I felt that this was somehow wrong the way we were carrying on, and we weren’t doing the right thing and were living a big lie.

But I was more guiltier than you since I have been in the faith since 1994, although for you, you seem to have a greater intellectual awareness and understanding of and translating spiritual things than I do, you aren't any less liable because you were in the faith a shorter number of years.


It's quite hard for me to try to convey these types of messages and for me to fully get my point across 'indirectly' in the message boards,
yet I tried to follow your lead, not sure of where we were going. I was so blindly stupid to do that.

So accept the truth and don't blame me for everything that happened.

wildgoldenhoney said:

why are you still here? havent you caused enough damage? will you ever stop?

you actually have a partner offline and you are in here messing with Prince's mind?

do you know what you have done Lora?

this is what you have written on your profile page.

are you insane?

Uptown said:

any dude who appreciates pussy is on my best persons in the world list you on page 485,257,333. them be double sided pages btw

i made myself laugh...shit!