morningsong said:

Fans chasing bootlegs

morningsong said:

Fans chasing bootlegs

morningsong said:

Everything needs some goofing off time!

morningsong said:

I clearly always gravitate towards the darker pictures.

morningsong said:

Oh my what's happened here?????

Just one of them dayze...

I feel you.


Hopefully today is a positive day.

She's holding her's

Art Based Grief Counseling for Kids and Teens

Well those photos are all gone.

Today was a sad day; I dropped my case to have the right to supervised visits with my 15 and a half year old daughter. It is quite painful. My whole reason for leaving her with her current guardian was to be a better parent, and now I am not a parent at all. Quite painful.

Deadflow3r said:

Well those photos are all gone.

Today was a sad day; I dropped my case to have the right to supervised visits with my 15 and a half year old daughter. It is quite painful. My whole reason for leaving her with her current guardian was to be a better parent, and now I am not a parent at all. Quite painful.

I'm sorry to hear that. I remember your struggle as you set out on your journey. You can still be a part of your daughter's life, she knows you are her mom and you care.

Deadflow3r said:

Well those photos are all gone.

Today was a sad day; I dropped my case to have the right to supervised visits with my 15 and a half year old daughter. It is quite painful. My whole reason for leaving her with her current guardian was to be a better parent, and now I am not a parent at all. Quite painful.

of course you're still a parent. keep the faith, in a few months things could change

XxAxX said:

Deadflow3r said:

Well those photos are all gone.

Today was a sad day; I dropped my case to have the right to supervised visits with my 15 and a half year old daughter. It is quite painful. My whole reason for leaving her with her current guardian was to be a better parent, and now I am not a parent at all. Quite painful.

of course you're still a parent. keep the faith, in a few months things could change

I haven't seen her since August 23rd 2011.

morningsong said:

Deadflow3r said:

Well those photos are all gone.

Today was a sad day; I dropped my case to have the right to supervised visits with my 15 and a half year old daughter. It is quite painful. My whole reason for leaving her with her current guardian was to be a better parent, and now I am not a parent at all. Quite painful.

I'm sorry to hear that. I remember your struggle as you set out on your journey. You can still be a part of your daughter's life, she knows you are her mom and you care.

She turns 18 in January of 2020 and at that point no one can stop her from getting in touch with me. Hopefully she reaches out to me at that time. I truly care mostly about her emotional and psychological safety at this point.

Every single person that I met that was seperated from either one or both parents sought them out eventually.

Deadflow3r said:

morningsong said:

I'm sorry to hear that. I remember your struggle as you set out on your journey. You can still be a part of your daughter's life, she knows you are her mom and you care.

She turns 18 in January of 2020 and at that point no one can stop her from getting in touch with me. Hopefully she reaches out to me at that time. I truly care mostly about her emotional and psychological safety at this point.

Every single person that I met that was seperated from either one or both parents sought them out eventually.

You'll get a relationship with her, keep pressing on and taking care of you.

Today this looks absolutely wonderful.

Deadflow3r said:

XxAxX said:

of course you're still a parent. keep the faith, in a few months things could change

I haven't seen her since August 23rd 2011.

would you consider reaching out to her once she comes of age?

XxAxX said:

Deadflow3r said:

I haven't seen her since August 23rd 2011.

would you consider reaching out to her once she comes of age?

Absolutely! I will wait for her mostly but i want her to know that she can count on me. That I am not angry that she didn't want to see me this time.

morningsong said:

Deadflow3r said:

She turns 18 in January of 2020 and at that point no one can stop her from getting in touch with me. Hopefully she reaches out to me at that time. I truly care mostly about her emotional and psychological safety at this point.

Every single person that I met that was seperated from either one or both parents sought them out eventually.

You'll get a relationship with her, keep pressing on and taking care of you.

Thank you, I keep reading these horrible stories about celebrities that don't talk to family for decades! There are quite a few; Jennifer Aniston, Demi Moore, Drew Barrymore, the list goes on. It is quite sad. On the good side, Courtney Love's daughter is back in her life so maybe there is hope for me!