After much thought and my life taking a very bad turn for the worse and basically being totally alone in this world with my problems and things not working out and everything, I have decided I am going 2 commit suicide!!! For me its the only way out of everything!! I have no-one in my life right now 2 help me through my problems and for me its better for everyone all concerned that I am not around!! Right now life for me is way out of my depth and I cant carry on anymore with everything!!


All I can say is GOODBYE!!!!!

Also no-one cares for me!!!!

What's wrong?

Don't do it, life can get better.
You need to talk?

Well I had one suicide attempt last week!!!

U want your parents and son 2 have 2 bury U and be without your LOVE ?

I am not sure how one can think of such a thing when they have children. Do you want your child to be without a parent?
I do not understand.
why ruin your child's life like that?

Please explain?

Obviously people care or else they would not ask whats wrong or post here ! Please get down on your knees and pray 2 your God and ask 4 strngth and wisdom 2 help U get U through this hard time ! As I just stopped and prayed 4 U ! DO NOT TRY SUICIDE ! IT IS NOT THE ANSWER !

I don't know.....the cases of suicide that I've encountered in my life (not too many, luckily!) have always been unexpected and unannounced.....specially not on amn internet forum where the person in question hardly knew anybody.....

I hope this is not to be taken seriously, I am afraid this is just a cry for attention.....

If I am wrong, I hope there will be some people around you who can spot the condition you're in....

I am sorry for being sceptical.....I have learned the hard way.

I know that life can be tough as I am goin' through a difficult time with my Mother having cancer ! But theres no way that I am gonna take myself out cause of stress ! Lifes a fucken bitch,but why let the bull shit win !? Life is so much better above ground !!!! U need 2 call some one like a local prevention line or a minister 2 talk about your current situation in life ! Please don't be a dumb ass and go out like that ! What kind of legacy is that ? !
[Edited 6/25/08 3:50am]

abierman said:

We all have learned the lesson the hard way.
Most of us here are kind and compassionate ppl and we would help anyone if they asked.

People do care...but if they dont know what youre going through...you should talk to somebody.

IrrisistableRich said:

please, take richs advice

Desire2006 said:

to me this sounds like a permanent solution to a temporary problem.

Desire2006 said:

and did it solve anything?

January202009 said:

Sure, you're right and I agree.....I just don't believe this is the right place to look for help, unless you have developped strong interpersonal relationships with other members here! Starting a thread about it?.....

Do u know that even though u think people will be better off without u, that u will end ure pain and suffering by taking ure own life.....let me tell u ure very very wrong
When someone who is a parent does something like that it traumatises their child for the rest of his life and in some small way ure son will blame himself...no matter if u leave a note claiming the opposite or not!!!
I'm sure thats not the kind of legacy u want to leave for him, or teach him that when things go wrong....just end it all
He will miss u more than u can comprehend!!!!
Ure not alone in this world.....u have a child.

I've been through a hell of a lot in this life, let me tell u.....more than I have even mentioned on here. And I have lost my mother, grandmother and stepmother all to cancer.....and so many other things have happened I could write u a book. But I could never leave my children alone, not would I even contemplate it
And if u think no one else will blame themself for ure passing.....wrong again!!!
And even if u believe it will end all ure pain and suffering....it wont end for ure family
Get some help....there are so many places u can go to for that. Even if all u do is call a help line for God's sake do it because obviously if ure posting a message like this u are crying out for someone to do something for u. Do it for ureself if not for ure child.....
and if h u need someone to talk to there are plenty of people here Im sure would talk to u in orgnotes...even me

Please talk to someone a trusted friend, family, your doctor or an organisation, organisation are non judmental and confidential they will help you through this time and all awaiting your call 24 hours a day. Take a deep breath and please call them

http://www.nhsdirect.nhs.uk/
http://www.samaritans.org.uk
http://www.papyrus-uk.org
http://www.maytree.org.uk/
http://pipsproject.com/contact.html
http://www.aware.ie/
http://www.chooselife.net/

If you live outside the UK tell me where and I will find the organisation near you, some will come to you or meet you some place just to talk.

abierman said:

Aiberman...I think when people are desperate and not thinking clearly they take any avenue they can to get it out

Desire2006 said:

Yes HE does, and me too.

It is sad. We all feel depressed and alone at times.
I guess we all reach out in different ways.

shanti0608 said:

chillichocaholic said:

Desire2006 please talk to someone, anyone, even me!!! Its never as bad as you think.. there is always a corner leading to a new and brighter path..

prb said:

You just have to watch who you trust when you rely on the internet.

shanti0608 said:

that is so true

prb said:

Indeed, I learned the hard way. Just gotta trust and follow your gut feeling really.

Does anyone know this orger? I have an IP address, that's it. I don't have contact information, or address information as it's not listed in the profile. I tried to look up the whereabouts or location of the IP address, but nothing comes up... If you know this orger, please orgnote me some contact info. Please alert the authorities.

Thanks. June7

June7 said:

Thank you for taking this seriously June 7. Unfortunately I do not have a contact for Desire2006, I am sure there are people who do, and will contact her immediately.

Threads like this should be taken with caution, as we are all from different walks of life, each with our own problems, and if someone is calling out for help, it should be seen like that, and not an excuse for petty discussion.

Thanks guys, she's okay.
We spoke.
She's off to bed now.

wildgoldenhoney said:

Thanx wildgoldenhoney