CarrieMpls said:

awesome Carrie

Natisse said:

Thanks!

CarrieMpls said:

cool!

I bought a house. Seriously.

Number23 said:

Billy!!!! omg how exciting! you'll have to tell me all about it in 2 WEEKS TIME!

congrats on being a home owner hon

Its cold outside. I have something hot on the stove. Life is good.

Number23 said:

oh sooooo nice!

dreamfactory313 said:

good for you

CarrieMpls said:

Congrats. What did you get?

Honestly, everybody...

I feel like throwing shit. Maybe I'm emotionally retarded or something, but I don't care anymore.

I don't feel like I can live in a world in which people would treat me like they do.

And I read something, the other week... It said, "You deserve everything which you choose to accept". And I thought it was really clever - but in retrospect, it's fucking stupid.

Acceptance is a middle-class conceit. The working-class and the upper-class struggle between themselves to conspire some mind-numbing equilibrium. I've never been in with any "in crowd". I don't want popularity; or riches; or sanctimonious platitudes. I just want a hug. And I really can't remember the last time anybody hugged me - and they didn't want something.

Justin1972UK said:

Natisse said:

I'll be living off rice and beans for the next 25 years, but at least the view will be nice. It's on a hill in a village called West Kilbride, surrounded by grazing sheep and overlooking the Irish sea and the Isle of Arran. I'll miss the banter and danger of the council estate, of course, but I'm looking forward to moving to my new wee palace in the hills. Solitude, solitude.

Number23 said:

omg it sounds wonderful!!!! congrats again

Natisse said:

Paying lawyers hundreds of pounds to shuffle a few sheets of paper around would give Ghandi murder fantasies, though. Bastards.

Number23 said:

Oh, and thanks.

Justin1972UK said:

oh thank u and i love ur avatar!

It was good..... bought some more Prince vinyl and some cds of other artists I was looking for. Had my hair trimmed and just basically having a lazy day.

IrresistibleB1tch said:

omg u must b my soulmate or something like this i feel the same way 2...i'm so tired of all this...i completly understand u...

furygirl said:

Seriously?

I feel really, really bad today. If I had to classify the way I feel, I'd say "mentally ill" - but it's not that at all. Other people are "mental" and they're making me feel "ill".

JustErin said:

A 1990 VW Jetta.

So, I didn't get a nice new car.

But I have a car that starts when it gets below 10 degrees F.

And only 85,000 miles on it, so that's not so bad either for as old as it is.

JustErin said:

Supremely Fantastico! This weekend has left me full of Joi De Vive!

CarrieMpls said:

Awesome girl!! Enjoy!!!!

it was hawt.....like Erin,

CarrieMpls said:

That's great.

Pleasant.

My plans got shuffled a bit, but it's good. My house is clean, my feet are freshly pedicured and my eyebrows waxed, I have very little remaining homework, the sun is shining, life is good.

Pretty good. Turned 52 yesterday, drank too much grappa...got tipsy...didn't post anything ridiculous (once a week is enough), although I did org note Retina! who must think I'm crazy. I'm sticking with Champaign this evening.
Cooking Mexican feast tonight: tacos with batter fried fish, refried beans, salsa, corn on the cob, Mexican rice, salad, sour cream, grated cheese etc, The usual. The beans are stewing now and I have the chilis under the broiler to roast.
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VERY mixed.... Saturday evening was actually really relaxing.. just watching DVDs with friends..... but Friday was ..... special

Got laid for the first time (Finally!)..... Only problem is that it was a one-night stand, she was actually not particularly good-looking nor was she in good shape..... In addition to that, she wanted to stop after only 20 minutes and didn't bother to finish me off, even though I was far from "getting there"..... Then she fell asleep and I almost fell out of the bed because she took so much space Worst of all, I might have gotten a VD from her (luckily a curable one)
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purplehippieonthe1 said:

Brutal.

Dude, it's called "standards"...try having some next time.

JustErin said:

Yep.... I'll definitely try to be less of a "slut". Next time a girl puts her tongue in my mouth out of the blue, I might check if she's pretty before proceeding further .... I just was feeling kinda desperate that night, and since this kind of thing doesn't really happen to me at ALL, I just took the chance.... Do I regret having sex? Not really. Do I regret having sex with HER? YES