An repeat...but there can never be enough of these adorable Princey Smiles imo,

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bookwomen said:

Just a quick note from the road. all the pictures tonight esp the GB ones Mimi take care of your self We are all here for you. Sweet Prince dreams fam

Sweet dreams Bookwomen

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ActUrAgeMomma said:

there is!! 1der why??

no way!! Mop away my friend, mop away!

I think it'll be pretty useful around here.

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Umm have we seen this?!!

Sister!! Get your ass in here!!!!

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Hi ya'll. Lordy, lordy! Talked 2 some friends today about PP opening up and heaven help us right now. From what I'm being told everything is being dropped on us all at once 4 a reason and that main reason is 2 get cash flow. Some of the senarios being prepared 4. Oy. I really hope things go as smooth as they can 4 those planning on going 2 PP as soon as Oct. I'm sticking 2 home base until April. Nooooo way.

I'll be hittin' some of ya'll up tomorrow. Twas a busy and mind boggling day of info overload 4 me so I'm popping back out. Just wanted 2 say HIII!!! And thanks 4 all the prezzies every1 left. Also a big huge hug 4 every1 hurting more than usual. It's hitting us all again like a wave. Me thinks we need 2 bunker down and stick together (Sticky like glue. )

Has this been posted?

Such a cutie

ForeverPaisley said:

An repeat...but there can never be enough of these adorable Princey Smiles imo,

ActUrAgeMomma said:

Yikes! Nice n thick. Thanks MoDrawers.

leslievette said:

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Good GOD. That chest and those arms

Exactly! As soon as I caught my breath, I knew I had to share it

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mimi1956 said:

SpinsterSister said:

That is why "our" threads are so important to me and I believe, quite a few of us. In a way it's like we're keeping him here in the physical, we're keeping our old dreams, hopes and memories alive so in essence, we are also living our dreams. It is the loss of a very special part of our lives. I was lucky, I was able to meet him in 1979, he was kind of quiet, nervous, kept eye contact (simliar to PR) and smiled big when I complimented him on becoming a big worldwide star.

Now he's gone. It felt like yesterday and it's 30 odd years later.

Maybe he's been gone for some time, as I truly believe that his personal life was not as happy, fulfilled or what he wanted as he let on or what his inner circle says....if he couldn't get find his happiness, what makes me believe that I can get mine? I know, I know....Love God, read your bible....I dig it, BUT in times when I would ask myself "I wonder what he is doing"..I could always smile and go back to his music....but I now have that stone cold answer and a lot of his music of the past.

Like I said before....how are we to navigate our middle to golden years now that our shepherd is gone?

For people like me, shy as all heck, (yea, believe it) always the oddball and the one sister who isn't beautiful like my other sisters (flight attendants)...I mean shit, he made the wallflowers feel they were something beautiful, unique and desirable. Something I had to push back for the sake of my own survival for most of my life. Ain't gonna get that from Bieber, Motley Crue or David Gilmour and I wouldn't want it from them (well except for David Gilmour) either.

It's the fact that his flame is out that I'm having a hard time. It is not suppose to work this way, nobody lives forever but he was not suppose to pass at 57 either. I'm just bein a selfish bitch right now, I'm pissed and depressed that he is really gone.

Sorry for the late response, been having a really bad day just with personal stuff, my head feels about to explode from pain and fear. Nobody will ever be able to replace him and no I don't think he was happy. Maybe he is now and I'm selfish for wanting him back, just like when I lost my daughter, she wasn't happy here either. Now my grandaughter that survived and we adopted and have been raising is having a lot of emotional and other issues and she's 17 now and said she's not supposed to be here so I'm just about ready to throw in the towel myself. Her best friend last October a freshman comitted suicide and 2 weeks later a boy did also, so I'm really scared right now. I feel so alone. So losing him at this time just compounds everthing and I know thats selfish but it just makes everything hurt that much more.

2 u both and the rest of the fam. Ur not alone and ur not being selfish. I am soo desperate 2 hang on2 him and I'm not letting go. U have us. We're right there with u. Lots of

and GH 2 of course....

ActUrAgeMomma said:

and GH 2 of course....

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Where's GH today? Missing you

GH's Angels

ActUrAgeMomma said:

mimi1956 said:

Sorry for the late response, been having a really bad day just with personal stuff, my head feels about to explode from pain and fear. Nobody will ever be able to replace him and no I don't think he was happy. Maybe he is now and I'm selfish for wanting him back, just like when I lost my daughter, she wasn't happy here either. Now my grandaughter that survived and we adopted and have been raising is having a lot of emotional and other issues and she's 17 now and said she's not supposed to be here so I'm just about ready to throw in the towel myself. Her best friend last October a freshman comitted suicide and 2 weeks later a boy did also, so I'm really scared right now. I feel so alone. So losing him at this time just compounds everthing and I know thats selfish but it just makes everything hurt that much more.

2 u both and the rest of the fam. Ur not alone and ur not being selfish. I am soo desperate 2 hang on2 him and I'm not letting go. U have us. We're right there with u. Lots of

I hate that we're all hurting so bad. Sis, Leslie, Mimi, Momma. I could only scan thru the thread 4 short periods of time today but I saw what U girls R going thru. And YES all of U make make complete sense, and we all understand the way each of U feel. I'm feeling it 2.

About 2 months after April I started wondering if it was ever going 2 get better, and if this horrible feeling would stop. Then I realized I really don't want it 2 becuz if I did that, it would mean I let go in some way and I'm NEVER letting go. That's probably pretty stupid of me but IDC at this point. 2 let go of him is letting go a part of myself and I can't and won't do that.

It kind of dawned on me the other night after I told ya'll what happened at my Aunts the night of our party that what in fact happened I came 2 realize is that I finally, and truly discovered Paisley Park in my own very special way. As cheesy and sappy as that sounds it's true. I thank God I was allowed 2 have that. I usually wouldn't share something so personal as I'm a pretty private person but I told it becuz while I personally experienced it, there is no doubt in my mind that it was meant 4 us all.

Alright family, time for me to head out. Gotta finish packing again (I swear, I live out of a suitcase). Taking Mayte's class again on Saturday I believe she'll be streaming her class if anyone is interested in watching. She's also doing a class in Minni Sept 2nd

I'll be on throughout the day tomorrow but probably won't be back until Sunday night/Monday. Love you guys! I know it's been rough for us lately. Feeling a little better than last night but it still stings

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Goodnight! Be safe and have FUN!!!!

leslievette said:

Alright family, time for me to head out. Gotta finish packing again (I swear, I live out of a suitcase). Taking Mayte's class again on Saturday I believe she'll be streaming her class if anyone is interested in watching. She's also doing a class in Minni Sept 2nd

I'll be on throughout the day tomorrow but probably won't be back until Sunday night/Monday. Love you guys! I know it's been rough for us lately. Feeling a little better than last night but it still stings

MoDrawersMoDrawers said:

ActUrAgeMomma said:

Yikes! Nice n thick. Thanks MoDrawers.

Exactly! As soon as I caught my breath, I knew I had to share it

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I just 'resized' it.

Will miss u. 4 u. Have a gr8 time!!!

MoDrawersMoDrawers said:

Goodnight! Be safe and have FUN!!!!

leslievette said:

Alright family, time for me to head out. Gotta finish packing again (I swear, I live out of a suitcase). Taking Mayte's class again on Saturday I believe she'll be streaming her class if anyone is interested in watching. She's also doing a class in Minni Sept 2nd

I'll be on throughout the day tomorrow but probably won't be back until Sunday night/Monday. Love you guys! I know it's been rough for us lately. Feeling a little better than last night but it still stings

ActUrAgeMomma said:

MoDrawersMoDrawers said:

Exactly! As soon as I caught my breath, I knew I had to share it

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I just 'resized' it.

Oh I didn't even THINK about that. I need to find an oxygen tank before I do it. lol

I'm glad u shared ur experience and felt comfortable enough with us 2 do so. Thank u. Big

ACharmed1 said:

ActUrAgeMomma said:

2 u both and the rest of the fam. Ur not alone and ur not being selfish. I am soo desperate 2 hang on2 him and I'm not letting go. U have us. We're right there with u. Lots of

I hate that we're all hurting so bad. Sis, Leslie, Mimi, Momma. I could only scan thru the thread 4 short periods of time today but I saw what U girls R going thru. And YES all of U make make complete sense, and we all understand the way each of U feel. I'm feeling it 2.

About 2 months after April I started wondering if it was ever going 2 get better, and if this horrible feeling would stop. Then I realized I really don't want it 2 becuz if I did that, it would mean I let go in some way and I'm NEVER letting go. That's probably pretty stupid of me but IDC at this point. 2 let go of him is letting go a part of myself and I can't and won't do that.

It kind of dawned on me the other night after I told ya'll what happened at my Aunts the night of our party that what in fact happened I came 2 realize is that I finally, and truly discovered Paisley Park in my own very special way. As cheesy and sappy as that sounds it's true. I thank God I was allowed 2 have that. I usually wouldn't share something so personal as I'm a pretty private person but I told it becuz while I personally experienced it, there is no doubt in my mind that it was meant 4 us all.

I have 1 at my office and I think I'm gonna need it cause my touchscreen keeps going around in circles. And it won't keep still.

MoDrawersMoDrawers said:

ActUrAgeMomma said:

I just 'resized' it.

Oh I didn't even THINK about that. I need to find an oxygen tank before I do it. lol