gollygirl said:

I am the same. I feel like this is life from now on. A hole is there. It's weird and you have to keep it to yourself as others do not understand but I hope it eases in time. Some days worse than others. Today is a bad one 💔☔️😰

You are saying exactly the way I feel. Yesterday was pretty good but today I just feel his loss in the pit of my stomach. It's so, so bad.