I’d Like 2 Try 2 Explain Something, sorry if it's a little long.

Hi. On New Year’s Eve I said 2 myself…”I have spent everyday for almost 2 years in a room with people that we slowly come 2 kind of know.”
At least if people are being honest with their feelings, we can come 2 know a little bit about the way someone feels about some issues or Prince and the music.
We obviously all come here for companionship or uniting with a group that have the same musical interests. Liking or Loving Prince’s music brings us into a realm of similar minds in comparison 2 people that would rather chat elsewhere.
I guess I have said a whole lot of nothing that everybody already knew, however, It gnaws at me daily to have turned away from the org. due to the abuse I took at Christmas over my feelings about the Prince, “Life&Times,” Book.
I know that I don’t want to carry on with this subject or volley anymore opinions about why a mind like mine kept the majority of the inside of the book and threw the cover away.
1) I didn’t hurt my sons feelings…my family doesn’t cry over stuff like that…regardless of the contempt I received and the hugs a boy no-one knows got over the situation.
2) I am an unpublished writer, photographer, artist, and Prince fan of 30 years.
3) Regardless of the fact that Prince does not have the responsibility of communicating with a fan that wishes to talk with him or work with him, does not change the fact that a fan can feel left out of an era of time, such as, “Prince…Life&Times.” And I did, and I do feel left out of Prince’s Life and Times.
4) I’m not upset with Prince, I think it is nice of Jason Draber to have put the book together, I am just a unique individual with a unique set of circumstances in my life.
5) In 1985...I was a roadie to get my foot through the door 2 work with Prince one day, which turned into Motherhood and me having 2 walk away from those dreams. I’m grateful for my kids, and I wouldn’t change that for the world. Making that sacrifice to be a mother, and walk away from your dreams, your education, and everything outside of motherhood is what I did. I spent my twenties and thirties watching cartoons and cooking and doing laundry…I can count my trips to a bar with friends on one hand.
6) I hope this releases me from some contempt as I also have dreams of writing a book that is published.
7) I have 2 have a seven…don’t we here? I’m a woman that does crazy things sometimes…just because there’s nothing else 2 do. I go back 2 school next week…2 finally get one more class out of 3 needed to get an associates degree. I wish I was happy, but I am not thrilled with the slow pace of my life that had a series of unfortunate events wrenched into my life since 94,’ I’m in a damn ditch that I can’t get out of….So I try my hardest as a loving person to be nice. Thank You 4 listening and an extra thanx if U care.

I just realized that I need 2 spend my time more wisely than 4 hours a day Prince chatting…Although this is where I have fun…Life doesn’t seem 2 be about the fun I can have…
So I am sorry if I upset any fellow members with my peculiar online personality…Tame.