PurpleSkipper58 said:

Billmenever said:

PurpleSkipper58 said:

This isn't the best writing, in fact in my opinion I think I did a crappy job. But this is how I feel inside right now and I have to get this out somewhere.. It kind of a bit inconsistent you'll notice in the way I write it.... I just didn't feel like re-writing everything "First she forgot it was my birthday, then she CoMpLeTeLy iGnOrEs mE As WeLL aS ALL tHe other liArs wHo cLaiM ThEy neVeR loved me nOw ThEy ALL iGnOrE mE, BuT tHeY UsE tO aDoRe mE! hOw CaN tHeY TuRn oN a NICE guy liKE Me So qUiCk?! Was it all so personal? Or DiD wE just NeVeR really cLiCk? I'm TirED oF lOSing friENDs LeFt & RiGhT NoW iT sEEms aS thErE'S nO oNe HeRe tO HeLP mE FiGhT Fight this depression that comes in and out Fight this obsession of hate when I'm in doubt Fight this sad, sad life and make me complete But Maybe no one can bare to help someone who's damaged like me.. Thanks for reading. You're thoughts and/or criticism would be appreciated [Edited 5/31/15 19:08pm]

You're probably glad deep inside that your birthday was forgotten. Depression is no joke. Sadness has many levels as does depression. Pray for real love and real friends. Work towards your prayers. It ain't over.

It sure isn't.

PurpleSkipper58 said:

This isn't the best writing, in fact in my opinion I think I did a crappy job. But this is how I feel inside right now and I have to get this out somewhere.. It kind of a bit inconsistent you'll notice in the way I write it.... I just didn't feel like re-writing everything "First she forgot it was my birthday, then she CoMpLeTeLy iGnOrEs mE As WeLL aS ALL tHe other liArs wHo cLaiM ThEy neVeR loved me nOw ThEy ALL iGnOrE mE, BuT tHeY UsE tO aDoRe mE! hOw CaN tHeY TuRn oN a NICE guy liKE Me So qUiCk?! Was it all so personal? Or DiD wE just NeVeR really cLiCk? I'm TirED oF lOSing friENDs LeFt & RiGhT NoW iT sEEms aS thErE'S nO oNe HeRe tO HeLP mE FiGhT Fight this depression that comes in and out Fight this obsession of hate when I'm in doubt Fight this sad, sad life and make me complete But Maybe no one can bare to help someone who's damaged like me.. Thanks for reading. You're thoughts and/or criticism would be appreciated [Edited 5/31/15 19:08pm]

Friends you loose have never been friends imho

And happy belated Birthday.

I like your creative expression.

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It's good to write this type of thing down.

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It gives you persepctive when you read it again in a year (or 5).

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People are what they do, never listen to words.

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Chin music is the distration they feed you, while the agenda is played out.

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With this knowledge pick the people close to you carefully based on what they do.

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Focus on the positive, you're alive and typing on the Org!

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Happy Birthday?

ON YEAH...and stop judging yourself! Life's too short, just LIVE IT!

Slave2daGroove said:

I like your creative expression.

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It's good to write this type of thing down.

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It gives you persepctive when you read it again in a year (or 5).

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People are what they do, never listen to words.

.

Chin music is the distration they feed you, while the agenda is played out.

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With this knowledge pick the people close to you carefully based on what they do.

.

Focus on the positive, you're alive and typing on the Org!

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Happy Birthday?

thanks for that positive message

Yeah, I like doing certain things whether it's taking a video, or writing things down and then look at it years from when I first did it.

PolkaDots said:

And happy belated Birthday.

Thank you

Despite teh fact you can write about your thoughts (positive and negative)

There's a method to see things brighter tho

It takes few time and it's fab

Let me know if u want to discuss it