In a bygone age they took the stage as Love's enchanted dream. To their heart's delight joy filled each night, although it would never be seen. Their greatest romance could never unfold. In each other's arms they would never grow old. Their Love was forged in a comet's hail. It would never die and never fail. Their heart's were sworn to each one another. Devoted eternally to Love none other. How happy now we can let it be, the beginning of the true end of me, where we will start and live the truth, for the doubting Souls in need of proof, here have heart in truth not lies. The purest Love that never dies. So calculate not worth in things but only in the joy Love brings. All around our darling world, there's the wave of Peace Love has unfurled. I said so, so there! Don't ask where that came from, we know and those that don't haven't to worry. I nearly fainted when i heard the words of that song, i hadn't ever heard it before they struck like sledge hammers and i haven't seen it for ages it chews up lots of data. I don't mind but i do. Well more of that and it's less of u know who. I won't put up with that. I really believe the title is the greatest romance never told. It's a hum dinger. I feel sure it was the kind that would defy all odds to be. How could Eloise have bought her way out of the convent they bunged her in to get her away from him. I don't intend to tell u what i heard they did to him. I feel sure that only adds to my angst about contrived religions that don't emmulate any amount of God, excuse me but when u have felt the Presence of a High Conscious Being the human sort leave a lot to be desired. It's always when i drag some gratitude up while i'm balling my eyes out over something, oh i don't know pick something, worldwide, that truck that ran into all those people when the driver had a heart attack, the scene here in town over loss of face and a wasted life, taking others with him to get his virgins on the other side, when i'm feeling a bit off about how this is (the display driver not responding it says, meaning i have to let the back up do a back up before i come on here again or it will keep going blank to let me know i have not done one in the sequence it is set for.) It's almost worth breaking my heart over just to feel that warm comforting buzz around the head. How's that, see if u want to u can get through this too. Done. This is that day only almost over. Made it. Survived again. Very hot very wet really humid. Weird not having any snow even after so long. It's hard to feel in the mood. It's just another day in the life. I'm taking time away from Andrew because he's on that contraption of his and only here physically. I'm stoked he made it pity it was too late to have a feed on the new bbq. There isn't one in the family, well there is now, well there will be when we put it together. Lego for grownups then! Later, it's not crucial enough to either of us to make this any more energetic than his hangover will cope with so we're very casual just now. This is the new kind of stressless cruisy carefree pleasant time, instead of the chook with the head chopped feeling for Mother's and the bloated to the eyeballs feelings for everyone else while Mother resents the hell out of doing all the cooking and not being able to enjoy it because it's fattening. Not this little white duck Santa babe. Only endless delight without any of the well i can let u have a go too. We are in a new age we make the new traditions that support the community we want and not the society of wanna haves that don't feel for those worse off. Stop it pretending, (those that are doing this) that we can't have a world were all have what they need. Only those that profit from that prevent it from becoming. I had the best time when i put away the expectations that are heaped on us and just let the writing go it's own way for the only reason that makes it worthwhile. Fill in the blank that applies to the personal and it will make more sense to u. I'm concerned i have trouble getting on, i had the error message before i got on. i feel i've offended someone because i'm outspoken. I have a need to speak my piece/peace. It stops me coming back on. Ok it attempts to stop me getting on here. I'm not the type to be daunted i'd have topped myself by now if i was this world can suck. U know that though. I said to my son early on this morning, don't worry about this year we can make it better next one. It's not the biggest deal to under do the festiveness. I'm on a diet of dopiness. I'm only going to be dopey a few time this year coming, oh it's started now hasn't it. To some people's minds the year ends and begins with Christmas. I can't do that it's not like that for me. It's a huge guilt session. Well instead this year i'm feeling guilty for not over indulging in food and stuff and decorations. Oh my goodness me can we never be happy with the day that comes. I keep waking up. It's not enough God, I want more. I wanna know WHY! What U got up those sleeves God? No, i've changed my mind, i don't want to know. So how would u feel if u caught urself smiling all the time and couldn't figure out how this music has the ability to do that and it was starting to annoy the living crap out of u? I mean my top teeth get dried up and i can't close my lips it's the living end embarassment, not to mention a huge hoot. I'd better go and see if the boy wants a feed of something. Nah, i might let him do something. The heat makes eating laborious. Very mediterranean in climate and very 'wet season'. To u all in deep gratitude for this take care God Bless and Be Well.xxxxx