When there's nothing at stake withdrawal is the remedy to prevent violent confrontation with the authories over the dwelling i don't own any part of other than the over $1,000 i have paid in advance. They don't take into account that i've starved to save money to escape the kind of mental and emotional trauma public servants and the all too eager to assist pseudo public servants, create for the elders at a time when they don't have reserves of nerves to deal effectively with multiple members of the middle class that in the present climate are scrounging every cent they can find. If they don't want to pay the management fees for this place why haven't i been offered first option to buy. I went to see the local Labor member to ask what the possible angle could be that they are shoving. The machine is prompting another backup of files and i don't do that while i'm on here. Privatizing the public sector like they do, they socialize debt and privatize the profit. If they public housing stock is increased the private sector real estate agents won't have a big pool of tenants being sent by the depts of housing as they have in the past. They sent me around every one in this town when i came back here in 2001 at my son's urging so he could leave the bickering with his father and sister. I'm blacklisted for rent arrears during a domestic violence case that i never could get any help for. It worked before but the younger ones have gained some experience of the policies, but by a class that only have the profit in their superannuation to worry them. I can also be put in touch with advocates that my neighbor has contacts with. I left my card, cute having one in my purse. I went straight into town and out on the other bus to the docs and got my script. He told me they had backed down about reducing the repayment to GPs when i asked if he needed some money the poor thing. He laughed and said they had changed it. It's not the first time they've had to scrap something. Lying about how much cheaper utilities would be after they had scrapped it(carbon tax) and they have only gone down because the weather is warmer and we aren't using as much anyway in this quarter. So no, they haven't. They are still paying over $1.40 per litre for fuel because the servos take their own sweet time to lower prices. They payed more for the fuel in their underground tanks and they would want to recoup that first. It would appear at this point in time the cruelty meter is off the Richter scale in the various governments. How nice to say port fees will fund a highway that the national government over 20 years ago put away for 'roads to recovery' looks like its finally being spent on the worst of the main roads, not the back streets of the suburbs though where the heavy buses and trucks make pot holes u could swin in. Well ok ott, deep dents that don't seem to get any better. Oh i had a funny to tell just to piss off the gloom, Gerry is keen to sign my paperwork to get my passport for me too. I got home yesterday and there was Grandad, Water Dragon chomping on a 'roach at the front door, bless his scaley hide. I took out some cooked chicken breast and using my nail snipped it into bite sizes and left it under my chair out there for old 3 legs, 5 years old he'd be, to have after he'd finished the other. I didn't see him today. I hope i haven't killed him with kindness. It could have been too spicey for him. He's so old and his head is so broad and well i care about him, he's another 'roach rangler with the rodents. Love 'em. I let Vicky know that i have every intention of hanging on to this place like grim death for the sake of something to give my children. They may never need this place but then again i won't look in God's face and i want this as their soft place to fall even if i am not here. I'm leaving as soon as i can get a passport and a ticket. I don't care if i don't come back i don't care whether i live or die. This is the last straw for me. I have enjoyed the land so much and now this nasty female that has only getting her own brats off her back the one that sold the house out for the commission which for sure they didn't declare to the tax man. They don't know how many little jobs they have going on the side. I don't even i don't want to know anymore that she would do that to my children whatever the reason and it's always money with them, gamblers and scammers, ripping off the system because us westerners are lazy stupid fools that don't know how to take care of everything. Like it worked so well for them that's why they're here of course. We're stupid because we see the sense in providing for the underprivileged just in case they have some small thing to contribute. I felt like this when my son died and when i was evicted from the other place i'd been in for 6 years that they couldn't care less about uprooting me from. Another minute support network of people that appeared to like me and then turned because it was in their financial interest not to help. I wasn't in any state to deal with it after the bashings. I couldn't find any support and the children were with the father they didn't need me housing. Holy suffering Moses give me strength. This is the pits. So would this explain why i don't have any kind of social network around me. U can't take ur eyes off ur back for a minute i've found. I read in a James Mischener (?) when the population explodes so does exploitation, like it's something they just can't resist. Pity i don't cultivate the right people here. I don't have anything to offer them of value that they can see if a sixteenth of a second. I am looking forward to the arms of death enfolding me. i can't see it getting any easier for me to deal with the inspection and hand over to the private estate agent is next Thursday. I will try and get the media there ha ha, not famous enough to attract attention is not a good tactic for this. Let's just see how true that is. I've left two messages at the abc tv 7.30 program, i got the blurb down on one and let them have a taste of my freak on the second. This is not going to happen they are not going to privatize public housing. This is the only state they charge any tenants for water and it 's the public housing tenants. The water cost should be in the rent. It's a tax deduction as an expense on the investment. They get the bloody money back the robbing turds. When do u think the none renuable fuel sector will get the message that they are in dead end jobs sooner rather than later they can't keep up to the demand of the exploding middle class in developing economies face the truth BOYS!!! Go electric or go home. I saw a really flash looking car go passed a week ago, like an e type Jaguar. All i could think of 'is that electric?' Now who are the ones with the greatest guilt burden just now, the older generation to me. So guess who are demanding the alternative transport. Yes, we can. I know this to be true. I don't really care who believes me or not. I'm sweltering here just now and the extra heat is caused by the fucking fracking for gas, so let's tell the tripod pricks to get the fuck out of the environment and piss the bunsen burners off that are burning all over the place i've seen on the box, tell the fuckwits that they are burning up their own oxygen as well as everyone elses also, i would think there would have been riots all over about the amount of air they are burning up, who for the banks? They will see the bottom fall out of the market for the combustion engine because they know they are affecting the planet and they don't have to care about anyone if they don't have children they won't care. Neuter the bastards then so they NEVER have offspring to regret they are DEAD. Those cretins in power are pretending their offspring won't have enough maybe and are scared that we are taking all of the resources to stay alive. Legalize euthanasia, there are plenty of us that would fuck off now because of the way the people are being treated here they don't want us just gas us all to death then. They won't they want cash cows they can milk. I let fly on the bus about it and the driver called the incumbents paracites. The other passengers gave me a nod as they went passed. I said to the driver that's one bus load and i can do one every day if i have to. They poked this old bitch for the last time. The saying on the desk calendar today is a load of cobblers, 'silence is the most perfect expression of scorn.' George Bernard Shaw. Frogshit. Silence gives accent i've also read. They should make up their minds these so called scholars. One or the other. In my case if i keep quiet the arse holes get away with pushing an underdog around. That song that comes on asking, 'Are u ready?' and then tells me i'm not. U got that so right. I'm not playing around i'm fucking terrified of any involvement with anyone especially one as powerful and important as this one. He's got to get used to the idea i'm afraid of him. I'm way too fragile to deal with anyone as powerful as he is. Is that easier to understand why things are all upside down and backwards. I'm afraid and by the looks of it i have had plenty of reason to be very afraid. i'm facing possible homelessness again and i can't handle the stress. Not that it matters i hope the stress kills me and gets it over with. To u all in deep gratitude for this grant Infinite and eternal peace, take care, God Bless and Be Well.xxxxx