leslievette said:

ActUrAgeMomma said:

Everytime I come here, I create a little cocoon 4 myself. Headphones on (P only), and inbetween my posts I'm looking 4 more pics and going on yt. By mistake, I hit random on my playlist and Adele's "Someone Like You" started. I waited and listened....

"Old friend why are u so shy?... It ain't like u 2 hold back or hide from the light".

"Hope u'd see my face and that u'd be reminded that 4 me, it isn't over... Don't 4get me I beg"

"U know how the time flies only yesterday was the time of our lives".

IDK, just going over his younger photos with this playing in my ears has gutted me. In the midst of my meltdown, I found this photo.

The tears won't stop. I mean, it's got 2 stop. Right?

I'm seeing Adele next month, now I'm going to bawl when she performs this. It's so relevant. I ask myself all the time when the tears will stop. To most, I'm being irrational. How can you grieve so intensely over someone you never met? But that's also what makes the situation beautiful. Clearly there was something about him that surpassed the music. It was him. His existence. Really not sure when or how I'll get over this. Hopefully the org will be around as long as I need it to be. Hugs to you, we're all we got right now

I am touched that u understood my emotions at that moment. The young photos induce a dialogue in my mind about what would unfold 4 him, the people he would inspire and touch, the lives he would change. He had no idea back then who he would become or what he would eventually mean 2 so many... just a boy.

I hope my reference 2 Adele doesn't put a damper on ur experience next month. U'll have 2 tell me all about it. I'm excited 4 u. Thanks 4 ur kind words.

ActUrAgeMomma said: more fuzzy love....thank you.....

Last one posted was part of a magazine cover, this one is without those titles/headings:

ForeverPaisley said:

ActUrAgeMomma said:

Everytime I come here, I create a little cocoon 4 myself. Headphones on (P only), and inbetween my posts I'm looking 4 more pics and going on yt. By mistake, I hit random on my playlist and Adele's "Someone Like You" started. I waited and listened....

"Old friend why are u so shy?... It ain't like u 2 hold back or hide from the light".

"Hope u'd see my face and that u'd be reminded that 4 me, it isn't over... Don't 4get me I beg"

"U know how the time flies only yesterday was the time of our lives".

IDK, just going over his younger photos with this playing in my ears has gutted me. In the midst of my meltdown, I found this photo.

The tears won't stop. I mean, it's got 2 stop. Right?

Somedays I would reply positively and say - it will, someday. Somedays I might even for a moment believe that. Today, I'm still right there with you love. I can't see it easing - not in my near future anyway. And somehow I hear - 'And that's alright.'

:sob: Thank goodness for this community. I'd be lost without you guys.

Yeah, some days are just s***! "And that's alright" Thanks hun.

Twenty-something years apart:

leslievette said:

Such a silly goose. Thanks, I need that.

leslievette said: I'm convinced my heart went with him My love, so much more was in store for him - I'm sorry that I didn't reach out to you. You were lonely, alone and weary of it all but you didn't want to depart you just needed respite. Keep visiting your loved ones (us) guide us from afar and hold our hands when we doubt Our love for you is eternal, we will keep your music alive and pass it down to the youngsters. Until we meet again - Peace, Love, Commitment and Making Love in your honor....hope you can relish it all, as it comes from the most sincere hearts you left behind. No more hiding.

You know what time it is?

Tea time. *don't mind if I do* *chinsy*

mimi1956 said:

ActUrAgeMomma said:

It's quick but, it says "Heaven is so beautiful" at the top.

I hope it is, and we will all be together someday, damn, crying again. It just won't stop.

Mimi I'm soo sorry. Didn't mean 2 upset u or any1 else 4 that matter. U posted about him being in heaven and I just wanted 2 share ur sentiment. I found it comforting and was hoping it would do the same 4 all of us.

ForeverPaisley said:

leslievette said:

I made these the other night, but didn't post. Rough night I think his expression added more feelings on top of it. I'd love to know what was going on through his mind at this moment. It's during his Piano medley on the Lovesexy tour, right as he's transitioning from Venus de Milo into Starfish and Coffee. You can hear the crowd get excited as they hear SF&C and he seems so content, focused and happy. Can someone please explain to me WHY this is happpening to us

Nice gifs Leslie! I wish I had the answer sweets - believe me! It's a tragedy beyond words. I think we are all locked in disbelief.

I actually haven't watched any of the lovesexy tour yet I did nab it recently so will probably watch it this weekend. It's weird, there are many concerts I have not watched yet (D&Ps ActI/ActII!?!?! ) but I seem to revisit some of the same lately. Which is the opposite of the first while when I was insatiably finding and watching anything. I want to slow down and not devour everything in sight NOW because I'm starting to feel like it will run out and that thought makes me sad all over again. At the moment there are UMPTEEN concerts and such I haven't seen - so I keep nabbing them *cough* Hoarding them *cough* in case the purple police regain control...

*sigh*

How is this even our reality right now?

Thank You Oh and trust me, you aren't the only one. I currently have only seen/grabbed The Lovesexy Tour, and the Purple Rain tour. I've got a looong way to go. I'm very interested in the Act I/II Tours as well so that's next on the list!

That face...

SpinsterSister said:

leslievette said: I'm convinced my heart went with him My love, so much more was in store for him - I'm sorry that I didn't reach out to you. You were lonely, alone and weary of it all but you didn't want to depart you just needed respite. Keep visiting your loved ones (us) guide us from afar and hold our hands when we doubt Our love for you is eternal, we will keep your music alive and pass it down to the youngsters. Until we meet again - Peace, Love, Commitment and Making Love in your honor....hope you can relish it all, as it comes from the most sincere hearts you left behind. No more hiding.

Thanks Sister.

leslievette said:

ForeverPaisley said:

Nice gifs Leslie! I wish I had the answer sweets - believe me! It's a tragedy beyond words. I think we are all locked in disbelief.

I actually haven't watched any of the lovesexy tour yet I did nab it recently so will probably watch it this weekend. It's weird, there are many concerts I have not watched yet (D&Ps ActI/ActII!?!?! ) but I seem to revisit some of the same lately. Which is the opposite of the first while when I was insatiably finding and watching anything. I want to slow down and not devour everything in sight NOW because I'm starting to feel like it will run out and that thought makes me sad all over again. At the moment there are UMPTEEN concerts and such I haven't seen - so I keep nabbing them *cough* Hoarding them *cough* in case the purple police regain control...

*sigh*

How is this even our reality right now?

Thank You Oh and trust me, you aren't the only one. I currently have only seen/grabbed The Lovesexy Tour, and the Purple Rain tour. I've got a looong way to go. I'm very interested in the Act I/II Tours as well so that's next on the list!

Oh yeah, I'm not the only one half out of the loop. Ooohhh ActI/ActI & D&Ps look sooo good! Can't wait! We can share our first watch experiences/impressions together Have unwatched things gives me p-related stuff to look forward too, so there's that at least I guess.
Psst: Jaana Toom & Alexander Von Chavoni both have great P stashes on YT

ForeverPaisley said:

leslievette said:

Thank You Oh and trust me, you aren't the only one. I currently have only seen/grabbed The Lovesexy Tour, and the Purple Rain tour. I've got a looong way to go. I'm very interested in the Act I/II Tours as well so that's next on the list!

Oh yeah, I'm not the only one half out of the loop. Ooohhh ActI/ActI & D&Ps look sooo good! Can't wait! We can share our first watch experiences/impressions together Have unwatched things gives me p-related stuff to look forward too, so there's that at least I guess.
Psst: Jaana Toom & Alexander Von Chavoni both have great P stashes on YT

Thanks for the heads up! If you come across some full length shows, keep me in the loop I'll do the same

I'm having a hard time finding some

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SpinsterSister said:

leslievette said: I'm convinced my heart went with him My love, so much more was in store for him - I'm sorry that I didn't reach out to you. You were lonely, alone and weary of it all but you didn't want to depart you just needed respite. Keep visiting your loved ones (us) guide us from afar and hold our hands when we doubt Our love for you is eternal, we will keep your music alive and pass it down to the youngsters. Until we meet again - Peace, Love, Commitment and Making Love in your honor....hope you can relish it all, as it comes from the most sincere hearts you left behind. No more hiding.

SpinsterSister said:

leslievette said: I'm convinced my heart went with him My love, so much more was in store for him - I'm sorry that I didn't reach out to you. You were lonely, alone and weary of it all but you didn't want to depart you just needed respite. Keep visiting your loved ones (us) guide us from afar and hold our hands when we doubt Our love for you is eternal, we will keep your music alive and pass it down to the youngsters. Until we meet again - Peace, Love, Commitment and Making Love in your honor....hope you can relish it all, as it comes from the most sincere hearts you left behind. No more hiding.

leslievette said:

ForeverPaisley said:

Oh yeah, I'm not the only one half out of the loop. Ooohhh ActI/ActI & D&Ps look sooo good! Can't wait! We can share our first watch experiences/impressions together Have unwatched things gives me p-related stuff to look forward too, so there's that at least I guess.
Psst: Jaana Toom & Alexander Von Chavoni both have great P stashes on YT

Thanks for the heads up! If you come across some full length shows, keep me in the loop I'll do the same

I'm having a hard time finding some

[Edited 7/6/16 21:14pm]

^^^ Those ones do have full length shows And absolutely if I come across more, I will share. Also, if anyone has a link to the BET lifetime acheivement award for P - not just his acceptance speech but the performances etc. Please lemme know

Sweet dreams .....Facebook:

ActUrAgeMomma said:

leslievette said:

I'm seeing Adele next month, now I'm going to bawl when she performs this. It's so relevant. I ask myself all the time when the tears will stop. To most, I'm being irrational. How can you grieve so intensely over someone you never met? But that's also what makes the situation beautiful. Clearly there was something about him that surpassed the music. It was him. His existence. Really not sure when or how I'll get over this. Hopefully the org will be around as long as I need it to be. Hugs to you, we're all we got right now

I am touched that u understood my emotions at that moment. The young photos induce a dialogue in my mind about what would unfold 4 him, the people he would inspire and touch, the lives he would change. He had no idea back then who he would become or what he would eventually mean 2 so many... just a boy.

I hope my reference 2 Adele doesn't put a damper on ur experience next month. U'll have 2 tell me all about it. I'm excited 4 u. Thanks 4 ur kind words.

Oh no, it won't put a damper on it. Probably just a new meaning, which isn't a bad thing. As far as favorite artists go, Adele is all I got left now

SpinsterSister said: leslievette said: I'm convinced my heart went with him My love, so much more was in store for you - I'm sorry that I didn't reach out to you. You were lonely, alone and weary of it all but you didn't want to depart you just needed respite. Keep visiting your loved ones (us) guide us from afar and hold our hands when we doubt Our love for you is eternal, we will keep your music alive and pass it down to the youngsters. Until we meet again - Peace, Love, Commitment and Making Love in your honor....hope you can relish it all, as it comes from the most sincere hearts you left behind. No more hiding.

SpinsterSister said: SpinsterSister said: leslievette said: I'm convinced my heart went with him My love, so much more was in store for you - I'm sorry that I didn't reach out to you. You were lonely, alone and weary of it all but you didn't want to depart you just needed respite. Keep visiting your loved ones (us) guide us from afar and hold our hands when we doubt Our love for you is eternal, we will keep your music alive and pass it down to the youngsters. Until we meet again - Peace, Love, Commitment and Making Love in your honor....hope you can relish it all, as it comes from the most sincere hearts you left behind. No more hiding.

SpinsterSister said: SpinsterSister said: leslievette said: I'm convinced my heart went with him My love, so much more was in store for you - I'm sorry that I didn't reach out to you. You were lonely, alone and weary of it all but you didn't want to depart you just needed respite. Keep visiting your loved ones (us) guide us from afar and hold our hands when we doubt Our love for you is eternal, we will keep your music alive and pass it down to the youngsters. Until we meet again - Peace, Love, Commitment and Making Love in your honor....hope you can relish it all, as it comes from the most sincere hearts you left behind. No more hiding.

SpinsterSister said:

SpinsterSister said: leslievette said: I'm convinced my heart went with him My love, so much more was in store for you - I'm sorry that I didn't reach out to you. You were lonely, alone and weary of it all but you didn't want to depart you just needed respite. Keep visiting your loved ones (us) guide us from afar and hold our hands when we doubt Our love for you is eternal, we will keep your music alive and pass it down to the youngsters. Until we meet again - Peace, Love, Commitment and Making Love in your honor....hope you can relish it all, as it comes from the most sincere hearts you left behind. No more hiding.

SpinsterSister said:

SpinsterSister said: SpinsterSister said: leslievette said: I'm convinced my heart went with him My love, so much more was in store for you - I'm sorry that I didn't reach out to you. You were lonely, alone and weary of it all but you didn't want to depart you just needed respite. Keep visiting your loved ones (us) guide us from afar and hold our hands when we doubt Our love for you is eternal, we will keep your music alive and pass it down to the youngsters. Until we meet again - Peace, Love, Commitment and Making Love in your honor....hope you can relish it all, as it comes from the most sincere hearts you left behind. No more hiding.

leslievette said:

ActUrAgeMomma said:

I am touched that u understood my emotions at that moment. The young photos induce a dialogue in my mind about what would unfold 4 him, the people he would inspire and touch, the lives he would change. He had no idea back then who he would become or what he would eventually mean 2 so many... just a boy.

I hope my reference 2 Adele doesn't put a damper on ur experience next month. U'll have 2 tell me all about it. I'm excited 4 u. Thanks 4 ur kind words.

Oh no, it won't put a damper on it. Probably just a new meaning, which isn't a bad thing. As far as favorite artists go, Adele is all I got left now

As if this couldn't be more of a coincidence...just after your post I decided to put her on shuffle for a bit. As I'm listening I come across an article on FB about how Adele just honored Prince at her show last night in Minnesota. I click to read/watch and she played the video for The Most Beautiful Girl in the World...which has been a song I've really been gravitating towards lately (and my siggy of course). On that note, I think I'm gonna head to bed

Goodnight family, Love you all

Perhaps foolish to some, but I would really love it if there was a way for Prince to impregnate a few of us. The ones ready for the responsibilty of motherhood, of course with his looks overall ...imagine he would be pleased, although we ladies, would be more satisfied if he were to manifest himself for the deed. If there is one in spirit form who can do this, it would be him...so I'll put i tout there for him to read and understand.....I am sure he's reading or picking up our energies. Energy never dies, it merely transforms.

Good night kids, I'm slipping through into a drug induced sleep...g/n

leslievette said:

leslievette said:

Oh no, it won't put a damper on it. Probably just a new meaning, which isn't a bad thing. As far as favorite artists go, Adele is all I got left now

As if this couldn't be more of a coincidence...just after your post I decided to put her on shuffle for a bit. As I'm listening I come across an article on FB about how Adele just honored Prince at her show last night in Minnesota. I click to read/watch and she played the video for The Most Beautiful Girl in the World...which has been a song I've really been gravitating towards lately (and my siggy of course). On that note, I think I'm gonna head to bed

Goodnight family, Love you all

Goodnight hun. Doing the same myself.