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Reply #60 posted 06/12/16 5:40pm

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TopazGirl said:

Bunsterdk said:

mimi1956 said: Thanks - yeah, this very good point is made in comments to the second article as well. One picture seems to be from the Black Sweat video, doesn't it? They wouldn't have used a flash light for that, but definitely strong lights of course. I saw footage from around a year ago where I am certain he was under the influence of something. It was so painful to watch that I won't share the link, sorry. He would have hated to be seen like that, and it's had me down in the dumps for a couple of days now. Trying to erase it from my mind. Something was definitely going on over the last year or two. It is really plain to see in his eyes - the expression, not the pupils.


When he appeared on the American Music Awards in November 2015, his expression seemed kind of frozen (not sure how to say it exactly) and his eyes had an unusual kind of wide open, vacant look. It's easy to say this in hindsight, however. And I've said this before, but the actual video of him moving around and talking it is not as noticeable, but the still shots is where you notice it more as well as the drawn look of his face. He just did not seem relaxed when he was on stage.

To me he looked haunted.

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Reply #61 posted 06/12/16 5:42pm

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gatorgirl said:

I have a lot issues with this article. I feel she is trying to transpose her life and Prince's life and the truth is we have no clue what really happened to him or why. Given he seemed to lose weight only in the last year or so I think his issues were rather recent. I also think he had other conditions besides just arthritis from performing which caused him pain. As for his pupils, that is from lighting as basically all photos of him used a flash. That is a massive stretch to say he has has drug issues for 25-30 years based on his eyes in photographs.

Exactly what I said.

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Reply #62 posted 06/12/16 5:44pm

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ACharmed1 said:

Hi to all, I'm new posting here but since P's passing found a strange comfort in the posts and family that's here. Thank U all, U've made me smile many times and brought a bit of clairty which is what I hope to do now. This "article" and I use that term loosely has done it for me I can't take anymore.

The term of addiction IMHO needs to stop with P. Dependency I can accept and understand. I have a lot of experience with the pain medications P was KNOWN to take. My mom has cancer, and many other issues, my dad has cancer, I have multiple health issues in which I have to take said meds. In addition I'm also a photographer, I've covered many live acts been around many artists and this notion that it's all there in his pupils is insane.

Go to the eye Dr what's 1 of the 1st things done? Shine a light in Ur eye to pin pupils. What do you see in his eyes in those photos? A light. The kind of lights used in photos shoots are harsh on eyes Ur eyes pin period. Same on stage, many performers I know wear sunglasses to block the stage lights/flash from cameras. If Ur around lights that intense long enough yeah, U'll wear sunglasses often.

Another thing about this article this person is an admitted addict. Sucking a fentanyl patch is addict behaviour. Having a Dr. that prescribes fentanyl for migraines and fibromyalgia is extremely suspect. That med is not easily given out. I get migraines too and never have I had a Dr. give me fentanyl for the pain.

I think it's important to remember that no matter what has been said this may have been P's first and only dose. No matter what though, it all comes down to chronic pain. I suffer from chronic pain as well and I've been in so much pain there have been times I literally prayed to God to take my life and give it to someone in need. When you hurt just to breathe and life holds very little pleasure or joy U lose hope, no matter how much of a fighter U are.

I wish ppl would start realising he took pain medication to control pain. That's it. Not an addict. It breaks my heart that this man who gave the world his all, took all kinds of hell for various things in his life is now being turned into some street urchin type pill popper and being made into a poster child for the drug epidemic in death. It's sickening.

I'm not a Dr., only a person who has had to use these meds, and NO I'm not an addict. Dependant on them to function on a daily basis at times? Yes, and there is no shame in that. As I said I only hope to offer some comfort to someone reading this, and hopefully some insight or understanding I can't stand P being ravaged like this. Sorry for the long post.

Thank you for this, and we'll pray for you and your family. Welcome home.

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Reply #63 posted 06/12/16 5:47pm

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sonshine said:

CherryMoon57 said:

eek Where did you hear this from?

I'll try to find it. I've read and heard so much in those first couple weeks i cant remember who it was.

They mentioned it on the program the other night on Reelz.

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Reply #64 posted 06/12/16 5:52pm

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babynoz said:

I've stopped reading blog posts from random clowns on the internet. So many self appointed experts crawling out of the woodwook recently with their 20 20 hindsight that don't know Prince from a can of paint spewing their ill informed opinions as facts.

Bingo nod

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Reply #65 posted 06/12/16 5:54pm

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It's all semantics. It's just words. Who cares what words are used? It doesn't change anything. Call it whatever makes you feel better. I happen to agree he was a very ill individual as well and it saddens me greatly to be reminded he was quite alone as he went thru such serious health issues. Whatever it was that drove him to isolate himself - fear, insecurity, shame, pride, the inability to trust, the inability to be truly honest with himself or others, etc - was significant to how this all played out. It hurts me that any other human feels their means to survival is a life spent virtually alone. You can say all you want about that's what he liked. I don't buy it. We aren't meant to be alone. Being comfortable on your own is different than creating a life of exile whether it's done with purpose or subconsciously. I'm an introvert and was quite shy after a couple of traumatic events as a child. I spent a lot of time alone. And I spent many nights crying myself to sleep as the loneliness is unbearable at night in the dark. Everyone wants to belong.
It's a hurtful place, the world, in and of itself. We don't need to add to it. We all need one another. ~ PRN
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Reply #66 posted 06/12/16 6:08pm

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mimi1956 said:



Bunsterdk said:


Agree, it's interesting. And extremely sad. sad I have noticed it in his eyes too. Can anyone date the three pictures in the article?

The shorter hair after 2004 I think, before 2012. Couldn't the light from the flashes when these pictures were taken also have caused that effect. Your pupils adjust to the light. Just a thought.



Excellent point.
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Reply #67 posted 06/12/16 6:09pm

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Bunsterdk said:

Agree, it's interesting. And extremely sad. sad

I have noticed it in his eyes too. Can anyone date the three pictures in the article?


I can't say for certain, but the first one looks recent - 2014 or so. Note the hairstyle, it goes along with the 3rdeyegirl/HitNRun phase. The second one definitely looks to me like the 3121 era. I believe he wore something very similar in the Black Sweat video. The third one looks a little bit like the 2007 Super Bowl performance era.
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Even though his might get broken" RIP Prince
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Reply #68 posted 06/12/16 6:13pm

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ACharmed1 said:

Hi to all, I'm new posting here but since P's passing found a strange comfort in the posts and family that's here. Thank U all, U've made me smile many times and brought a bit of clairty which is what I hope to do now. This "article" and I use that term loosely has done it for me I can't take anymore.





The term of addiction IMHO needs to stop with P. Dependency I can accept and understand. I have a lot of experience with the pain medications P was KNOWN to take. My mom has cancer, and many other issues, my dad has cancer, I have multiple health issues in which I have to take said meds. In addition I'm also a photographer, I've covered many live acts been around many artists and this notion that it's all there in his pupils is insane.





Go to the eye Dr what's 1 of the 1st things done? Shine a light in Ur eye to pin pupils. What do you see in his eyes in those photos? A light. The kind of lights used in photos shoots are harsh on eyes Ur eyes pin period. Same on stage, many performers I know wear sunglasses to block the stage lights/flash from cameras. If Ur around lights that intense long enough yeah, U'll wear sunglasses often.





Another thing about this article this person is an admitted addict. Sucking a fentanyl patch is addict behaviour. Having a Dr. that prescribes fentanyl for migraines and fibromyalgia is extremely suspect. That med is not easily given out. I get migraines too and never have I had a Dr. give me fentanyl for the pain.





I think it's important to remember that no matter what has been said this may have been P's first and only dose. No matter what though, it all comes down to chronic pain. I suffer from chronic pain as well and I've been in so much pain there have been times I literally prayed to God to take my life and give it to someone in need. When you hurt just to breathe and life holds very little pleasure or joy U lose hope, no matter how much of a fighter U are.





I wish ppl would start realising he took pain medication to control pain. That's it. Not an addict. It breaks my heart that this man who gave the world his all, took all kinds of hell for various things in his life is now being turned into some street urchin type pill popper and being made into a poster child for the drug epidemic in death. It's sickening.





I'm not a Dr., only a person who has had to use these meds, and NO I'm not an addict. Dependant on them to function on a daily basis at times? Yes, and there is no shame in that. As I said I only hope to offer some comfort to someone reading this, and hopefully some insight or understanding I can't stand P being ravaged like this. Sorry for the long post.




I agree 100%. Take a look at his performances even after he stopped jumping off of risers & doing splits. Hell, he was in pain and still busting his a** on stage for a long time. He was a consumate artist and couldn't not perform. I can't even imagine the pain he was in for so long. That pain became unbearable even with meds. You can't perform, vocalize, create, etc... getting high. The fentanyl was about pain and pain management.
He's not here, but still very near

From the first moment I saw U
I knew U were The One
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Reply #69 posted 06/12/16 6:14pm

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mimi1956 said:

Bunsterdk said:

Agree, it's interesting. And extremely sad. sad I have noticed it in his eyes too. Can anyone date the three pictures in the article?

The shorter hair after 2004 I think, before 2012. Couldn't the light from the flashes when these pictures were taken also have caused that effect. Your pupils adjust to the light. Just a thought.

Someone responding to the article where this author was interviewed, commented that when taking photos in bright lights, that the pupils naturally constrict.

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Reply #70 posted 06/12/16 6:37pm

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Yes, go to your bathroom mirror. Stand close, open your eyes wide so that you can see your pupil clearly.
Then turn the lights on and off. Look at your pupil.
There you go, you have just proven that you are a drug addict of 30 years.
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Reply #71 posted 06/12/16 7:09pm

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Yes, go to your bathroom mirror. Stand close, open your eyes wide so that you can see your pupil clearly.
Then turn the lights on and off. Look at your pupil.
There you go, you have just proven that you are a drug addict of 30 years.



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Reply #72 posted 06/12/16 7:21pm

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My impression from many of the posts on this thread is that there's some judgement about people with addiction issues. Addiction is not a character flaw. It does not mean someone is bad person. Addiction is a public health issue. I don't know when Prince started using opiates, how he was using them, or for how long. We will probably never know. If he was an addict, does that take away from all the amazing music and performances he gave to the world? Not at all, not a bit, and definetly not to me. Also, his childhood trauma probably connects to the substance use later on in his life. It's so incredibly sad to me. That he struggled, probably for for many years and did not get the help and support he needed.

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Reply #73 posted 06/12/16 7:30pm

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Agreed the pinned pupils is a stretch to accurately diagnose what she's claiming. There are more definitive eye tests to diagnose impairment. So her point is weak. I still think his moodiness, isolation, failed relationships, promiscuity, conversion to JW, are all better indicators of a long term substance abuse problem vs a short term pain mgmt problem. That seems to be the thing people want to know the most. Were his drug issues only a recent thing or not? Personally, I don't care. It shouldn't matter. Besides even if it does go back a long time I don't believe it seriously affected his health until the last couple years which would coincide with an increase in pain and pain mgmt due to aging etc.
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Reply #74 posted 06/12/16 7:54pm

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Sonshine said: (...long term substance abuse problem vs a short term pain mgmt problem. That seems to be the thing people want to know the most. Were his drug issues only a recent thing or not? Personally, I don't care. It shouldn't matter. Besides even if it does go back a long time I don't believe it seriously affected his health until the last couple years which would coincide with an increase in pain and pain mgmt due to aging etc.)



I agree. That's at least where fans have an interest. The story just seems incomplete. If he had a long term addiction, it's such a contrast against how he was portrayed over the years. It's the public portrayal of anti drugs for himself and band members contrasted against a possible multi decade drug addiction vs something recent. There is no judgement. I've seen many people struggle with addiction in my own family. It's not will power and good luck figuring out the brain. Everybody is addicted to something. Drugs, alcohol, food, sex, T.V., Prince.org, etc. lol
Just really feel bad for the man.

This is interesting on long term pain management.

https://www.sciencedaily....c5b692.htm
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Reply #75 posted 06/12/16 7:58pm

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My impression from many of the posts on this thread is that there's some judgement about people with addiction issues. Addiction is not a character flaw. It does not mean someone is bad person. Addiction is a public health issue. I don't know when Prince started using opiates, how he was using them, or for how long. We will probably never know. If he was an addict, does that take away from all the amazing music and performances he gave to the world? Not at all, not a bit, and definetly not to me. Also, his childhood trauma probably connects to the substance use later on in his life. It's so incredibly sad to me. That he struggled, probably for for many years and did not get the help and support he needed.

I don't think it's judgement so much as it's unbelievable seeing as how Prince denounced drug use so strongly throughout his career. It's more of a shock I think. And it took him away. I think, at least for me, it takes a minute to absorb it all and wrap your brain around it.

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Reply #76 posted 06/12/16 8:08pm

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beautifulnight71 said:


My impression from many of the posts on this thread is that there's some judgement about people with addiction issues. Addiction is not a character flaw. It does not mean someone is bad person. Addiction is a public health issue. I don't know when Prince started using opiates, how he was using them, or for how long. We will probably never know. If he was an addict, does that take away from all the amazing music and performances he gave to the world? Not at all, not a bit, and definetly not to me. Also, his childhood trauma probably connects to the substance use later on in his life. It's so incredibly sad to me. That he struggled, probably for for many years and did not get the help and support he needed.



I don't think it's judgement so much as it's unbelievable seeing as how Prince denounced drug use so strongly throughout his career. It's more of a shock I think. And it took him away. I think, at least for me, it takes a minute to absorb it all and wrap your brain around it.

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Exactly. It's the reality that was presented to fans and the possible alternate reality that stuns me.
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Reply #77 posted 06/12/16 8:46pm

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i had a flash of discomfort when i fisrt saw him wearing shades all the time. it reminded me of cobain who did the same thing for the last year of his life. at the time i didn't considered the addiction issue i thought he was probably lonely and depressed. breaks my heart all over again.

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Reply #78 posted 06/12/16 9:04pm

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Wow, people are really "in the dark" about the natrual behavior of the human eye (this in regards to the completely iditoic labeling of the "pinned pupils" in the article). If you look into photography lights or stage lights, your pupils contract.

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Reply #79 posted 06/12/16 9:05pm

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So very sad end. When the plane did the emergency landing, his friends should have done an intervention and made him stay in the hospital. He may have been here today. His loyal fans ignore all the tabloid gossip. Maybe he didn't want to dissapoint fans. But we are not dissapointed, we wanted him to get better.

NOBODY CAN MAKE HIM DO ANYTHING! He had to want to do it himself! We all wanted him to get better, he had to want to get better too. Plus I'm still not going with hip pain being the only pain he was dealing with.

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Reply #80 posted 06/12/16 9:19pm

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I won't discount her own personal experience with addiction, but the "pinned pupils" thing is total bullshit as any kind of evidence of anything. You can spend 10 seconds on google and find images where his pupils are huge, from the same time periods, even possibly the same photo shoots. Also her theory is clearly based on the Daily Mail, so...

I'm more interested in the fentanyl addiction stories, etc, posted on Erowid. Nothing to mess with and most users report not actually feeling "high."

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Reply #81 posted 06/12/16 9:56pm

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Thank you for this, and we'll pray for you and your family. Welcome home.

hug

Thank U for that.

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Reply #82 posted 06/12/16 9:57pm

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Reply #83 posted 06/12/16 10:16pm

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wavesofbliss said:

i had a flash of discomfort when i fisrt saw him wearing shades all the time. it reminded me of cobain who did the same thing for the last year of his life. at the time i didn't considered the addiction issue i thought he was probably lonely and depressed. breaks my heart all over again.





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I just took the shades as that he was getting older and they hid lack of rest. They could have hid the look of feeling pain which would show in the eyes.
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Reply #84 posted 06/12/16 10:42pm

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Do I really wanna read this?
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Reply #85 posted 06/12/16 10:49pm

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Do I really wanna read this?

No, you shouldn't! And I just don't understand why are we even debating if Prince was dependent on the drug or not. Why this whole drama over this addiction scenario! It is like somehow him taking drugs will just erase the infinitude of that man! He was human, like any and all of us. Yes, it hurts that he died from something that could have been prevented, addiction or not, but what difference does all of this speculation make? The man is gone (in the physical sense). Let him rest in peace. He gave more to the world than most of us can ever do. He brought lovers, families, strangers, communities, nations together through his music. That is the only thing that matters. He was music. He is music. Nothing else.

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Reply #86 posted 06/12/16 10:55pm

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nursev said:


Do I really wanna read this?

No, you shouldn't! And I just don't understand why are we even debating if Prince was dependent on the drug or not. Why this whole drama over this addiction scenario! It is like somehow him taking drugs will just erase the infinitude of that man! He was human, like any and all of us. Yes, it hurts that he died from something that could have been prevented, addiction or not, but what difference does all of this speculation make? The man is gone (in the physical sense). Let him rest in peace. He gave more to the world than most of us can ever do. He brought lovers, families, strangers, communities, nations together through his music. That is the only thing that matters. He was music. He is music. Nothing else.

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If he was in that much pain I'm hoping it brought him some relief...the rest I really don't care about. I will always love him no matter what.
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Reply #87 posted 06/12/16 11:50pm

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wrong thread sorry!

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Will be listening to the Purple One till the day I die. Will dance till I no longer can..
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Reply #88 posted 06/12/16 11:53pm

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TopazGirl said:


When he appeared on the American Music Awards in November 2015, his expression seemed kind of frozen (not sure how to say it exactly) and his eyes had an unusual kind of wide open, vacant look. It's easy to say this in hindsight, however. And I've said this before, but the actual video of him moving around and talking it is not as noticeable, but the still shots is where you notice it more as well as the drawn look of his face. He just did not seem relaxed when he was on stage.

To me he looked haunted.

Yes, something in Prince noticeably changed for the last two years or so. His eyes were different, kinda cold as if something inside of him had died, this unexplainable, frozen look, there was definetely something different. That smile, that energy had just gone. I am still trying to figure out, what really happened to him, it is really painful and is still puzzling me, what had plagueing him so much for the last two years of his life. He wasnt the person anymore, that he had used to be and I cant imagine, it had only been pain issues that changed him so profoundly and not for the good. Something major inside of him was really kinda dying. There was something inside of him, that had died, way before he left the physical world this year. Would be nice to hear your opinions, as I keep on thinking about this alot.

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Reply #89 posted 06/13/16 12:15am

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as others have already stated, pupils can be affected by light or flash. What I had actually noticed, in more recent times, is that his eyes seemed glassy.

yes, that last photo of him with his arm resting on the purple piano, his glassy eyes reminded me of my cousin's glassy eyes who ended up dying from opiate overdose. and the atlanta concert promotional photo seemed to have a different "wheeee, whatever!" mood to me, but otherwise, i think all those pupil photos were from bright lights.

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