I have been a prince-fan 4 28 years. I have watched this website 4 about 10 years.

I have seen the joy, sadness, lovely remarks and drama.

I really don't know why i am doing this.

But i feel very,very, very SAD.

I found myself in the LOVESEXY album and then...

U know....

Did the rest.

Bought everything. Seen him 10 times. Loved the sound, collected everything, waiited 4 new albums.

And now.... nothing!

Well i am waiting 4 the tribute (Madonna) and others (i hope).

That is it...

I don't know. i just wanna tell U that i am sad. I can't listen 2 Venus de Milo, Slow Love or Purple Rain without crying. He is always on the radio. But i don't care. B4 he was not.

I am feeling lost.

I am feel hurt.

I just want 2 share this with U.

200 balloons made me happy.It is still doing that!

My albums, my songs. His albums, his songs.

I just wanna move on. But that's really hard!

Prince has played a big deal in my ife.

I'm not gonna let him go...

I can't. I don't have 2.

I just wanted 2 share this...

I'm a fan 2. Even if i haven't wrote here B4.

I miss him.

Take care.

B-wild.

Love,

Alex.

purple40 said:

Alex I so share the grief it's so painful. I do t want to believe anyhow it. Prince a powerful force in our lives. I feel something is so wrong with his passing. He was a shooting star and now he is in the heavens it all seems empty. I refuse to believe the lies or hearsay rumors. He would have hated it. His love and music and genious will live on through his followers his believers. I cannot count how many concerts I have gone to Minneapolis to see him and miss him so much.

Its not ez ..