cardinal said: my own journey to the other side. not trying to be morbid, but there will never be closure for me. This is exactly how I feel. I plan on seeing him after this life is over. That's my silver lining in this whole situation. We could have big fun 💜 | |
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We keep hearing his hips, he had surgery, he didn't have surgery, his knees, there are so many things that we don't know. I don't think anything will bring a so called "closure", God I despise that word, but if we found out the underlying truth to what happened, what brought it on, then maybe I could start to heal my heart. It was so dramatic the way it ended, but changes had been happening it seems for the past couple of years. I don't mean to be "nosy" or "intrusive", I just care and my soul hurts for him, for the loss of him. I know some people say, we aren't family, it's none of our business. I don't know, if you care and you love someone, it doesn't matter I don't think if you never touched them physically, if they touched you emotionally or spiritually, you care. It's my opinion and if I have to see others that don't feel that way and not put them down, I would appreciate the same consideration from those who seem to be able to keep things at arms length. I miss hm just as much as I did when it first happened because there will be no more new anything that he will be a part of. They may release new material that he did, but he won't be here to revel in the adoration it creates. I'm not sorry for my love for him. admission is easy, just say U believe, then come 2 this place in your heart. | |
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I´m still in denial...so I guess closure will be impossible | |
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Welcome to "the org", Mumio…they can have you, but I'll have your love in the end | |
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There is no closure until we are with him up there! | |
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I will still honor him by listening but as for closure... I have moved on from thinking about his departure. I don't care about his ashes, how he went, who dropped him off at pp night before. Tears do not serve a purpose for someone most of us never met. Celebrate his artistic life snd ur own existence. I get very scared when I see people say it feels like the end is coming soon. I realize original posts seem trolling but I don't mean to b I hate to see people suffering about something we cannot change [Edited 6/26/16 16:13pm] | |
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