It feels like he's still here, its really weird. Like he's never left. I keep thinking of him as if he's still here..

I thought it would get easier, but just hearing his music everywhere and having it run through my head these past two days.. it still doesn't feel like this is happening.

NowhereMan said:

It feels like he's still here, its really weird. Like he's never left. I keep thinking of him as if he's still here..

I thought it would get easier, but just hearing his music everywhere and having it run through my head these past two days.. it still doesn't feel like this is happening.

It's only day one, there is no time stamp on this. It could take a few more days or it could take longer. You're still in shock and denial and it's totally normal what you're feeling. In a way, it's a major adjustment for us as fans cause his music accompanied us for a long time and a loss dampening that effect when hearing him is painful. The best thing you can do is be kind to yourself and not question too much why certain reactions come and go, and do some self-care outside of this so it doesn't dominate you the whole time and it will get easier. Let them be what they are cause they're real and it's much healthier talking it out than letting it in

NowhereMan said:

his heartbeat lives on in all of us.