I know it seems as though i am all over the place but I'm not.

I just have several different story lines going on in my head.

it's a strange condition; relationship.

So Bomb's Ex-Lover's party was on friday night.

The kid was commissioned to video tape the show for

documentary purposes. So I was working. Trying to be cool,

because I have to get the shots.

Normally with clients, I keep a profession distance

when working. Straight up, doing my job.

I have a good time and all, but I'm working

and I am a professional.

Contrary to popular belief.

But these guys they were my friends

not only that but my hero's

and they like me.

So we are vibing before the show.

They have a few cocktails on ice,

as the ex lovers assemble.

Oh my god, so many, so many ex lovers.

I ain't nervous, but there is a lot of people here.

you know, I also have to keep an eye on my shit (gear).

I'm keeping a distance from everyone on the scene

execpt Boom's Ex-Lover

in my mind... I Bomb's current LOVER.

so I'm only talking with them, in general,

along with those within the close circle.

Me and Bomb, Just chilling... I'm getting some pre-show shots

you know ,catching Bomb's Vibration. It's hot and super sexy.

it's getting kind of personal, now because Bomb is so sexy

from every angle.

Bomb says to me.....

You want a drank?

and here i Go.....

Yes.

So now the DJ is spinning

the floor is all wet and sloppy

Cus it's so HOT!

I had been trying to get ahold of Peaches all damn day

my dance partner on the scene, because I knew...

Because I knew if Bomb and I hit that floor,

it was over for me.

Well guess what?

Peaches did not show up and Bomb,

placed a dare on the table that was to hard to resist....

I think the quote was "I love to watch you dance."

Then the DJ hit that track, Big Dick Energy

with Mariah Carey

Ok this one song!

We hit the floor. Bomb and I.

It was cool, only because I couldn't

get sloppy.

I still had to shoot the show.

Bomb has many lover and has to socialize

you know go light a fire here, there

One thing for sure, I know Rock Stars.

The show was amazing!

So now my gear is packed and I'm gonna put it in the trunk

of The Charles Neon Dynamite

which happened to be parked right outside; gansta.

and back up in the club.

But first...

as i am packing up King James, I get this tap on the shoulder

it's this guy with a big smile on his face, and he says "Hey i got

your invatation."

it's him... i thought, Vincent.

He looked nothing as I had amagined.

He had .... maybe I shouldn't discribe him yet

but he was interesting.

He kinda took me off guard, to be honest

I had forgotten. I had been trying to get a hold of Peaches

all day.

But when I realized who he was, I was like oh yeah

Hey man, I'm glad you came, but I have to pack up

my stuff and put it in my car, so it's safe.

He of course understood and I took off for a few minutes.

when I get back inside

I catch Bomb out side

The Band is tight and they are feeling the love

I'm not a groupie (meaning I want 1 on 1), I'll catch that scene later.

Where is Vincent?

Of course Vincent is at the bar.

and looking at him, it hit me....

I remember that name

Bartholomew!

Vanessa!

It's extreamly hot here these past few days.

Movitivation only comes out at night.

Humidity brings out the sweat in me

without a dout.

One more conversation with Vincent

before he flew back to MPLS

I was right

Vanessa is his mother

as he follows in the footstep of her

He wanted know more about me

and where I have been

Long long conversation

seems he knows more than I,

or does he?

New tracks in the can

next album

will be ...... U tell me.

until then,

Blue FontaNINE

p.s. wait for it....

coming to you live from New Orleans

85918

Hey Ma-Vee

are you near?

I am so complicated

and i wish you were here

Here Ma-Vee

where are you?

everything i do

everything i prove

it's for you

Hey Ma-Vee

do you have your girlfriend

with you?

Hi #5

I like that number

I hope you got your eyes on the road

while you drive

everything i do

everything i prove

it's for you

Everything i do

everything i prove

it's for you

- Blue FontaNINE

Ma_Vee #6

yesterday I was working and got a little cabin fever.

i recorded this song but something was missing

so I said I'll go catch a drink and take a break

Guess who showed up..

and I was triggered.

Crazy

meanwhile in the park....

-Blue FontaNINE

this summer heat i can't believe

as i look across the way

and see camomille mint colored tree leaves

thirsty, yet free

like laying in a field of dreams

my mind wonders

and i am not aroused

so i command the wind to blow

and suddenly I am at sea

with no place to be

as the waves are so still and quiet

the heat

same extreame

has my skin

sunkissed and sweet

like brown sugar and southern tea

4:35 AM

Went out last night

the street were quite and bare

found a group of people

who like to sing as if no one

was there

off to myself I wondered why

the sky is blue

I don't know I seen somewhere

that it had to do with ice.... Sky ice.

yes it's true

I wandered my way back home

how many drinks?

Just 2

Rum and coke please

Royal street

lights are off

Frenchman street

no one new

back to the place

where I write to you.

Photoshoot today

which do you prefer

white or blue.....

p.s. unopen envelopes hidden with passport

until the planets align in another time.

i don't feel like writing anything at all today, i don't feel like it.

as i am writing.

i think to myself, "why bother?"

what is the end game in all of this?

why oh why

do butterflies dance

.....

then i realize right then and there...

wait a minute those are not my thoughts

who's thoughts are they?

are they yours?

not all of My thoughts,

are my own.

a thought

so how do i optain full ownership

of my thoughts?

"picture an empty room",

a thought of a thought

Hi Prince I knew you were here

They say your thoughts create your reality

and if your thoughts are not your own,

then who owns your thoughts?

are thoughts... the orignial masters recordings?

If I think about you

does that make you real?

and if you don't think about me

was I just a dream?

a thought

my name is Prince and I am funky

don't stop it.

stop.

define funky...

a thought

within an experience it's all real

for example....

Last night I kissed a boy and I liked it

in the moment witihin. everything, the experience is real

but then a year ago when I looked back

at the experience, me kissing that boy

it was no longer real

in the now, that boy

is a girl

and she is fighting for her rights to abortion.

When I kissed that boy what was it that I liked

what was it that made it once real?

a thought

ownership of your thoughts, come by

sharing your thoughts.

Expanding them, thought

is the fundamental law

of creation.

Be Surpreme.

With no thought at all.

https://soundcloud.com/dr...ot-in-here

-Blue FontaNINE

after a long extreamly hot period,

I have awaken to the rain.

the air is much cooler now

as the fading colors of green

drink freely

from the tears of gray skies

what does the Essence Festival have to do with the funk?

stay tuned

until then,

Blue FontaNINE

something on the side.......

Johnny just gets back to the house, from the dakota's. the driver closes the door behind him, as he walks up the path to the door.

Good night sir.... the driver gives, then gets in the car and drives off down the drive way.

Johnny is tired. He has been working the floor since 8pm. It's now 3am.

Sam meets him at the door.

"Hey man how did it go" as he offers johnny up a smoothie. Chocolate and Strawberries, with protein and cologine powder.

As Johnny takes the drink from him, he takes off his coat and hands it to Sam.

Thank you.

Sam is thankful for the courtesy.

Well how did it go?

Jonny sipping on that straw wants to answer, but his tastebuds won't allow him to

stop the intact. Finnaly.

Delicious.

Sam smiles because he is confused, not knowing if Jonny is responding to the question or the smoothy

either way he finds it funny. The confusion.

Sam hangs up the coat on a coat rack on the other end of the entry way as

Jonny takes off his shoes. Boots, and replaces them with slippers waiting by the door.

They walk into the living room.

Where on the television screen is the news about Jonny and his latest venture.

Jonny turns down the audio as he picks up the remote off the coffee table.

"you know what that dude was there...."

Sam walking over to the bar and finds himself undecided...

two bottles?

He fetches a look from Jonny...

"Romano" he quietly says

"hmmmm.... " Sam puts back one of the bottles and grabs a glass, tosses some ice in it

and pours a drink. He fixes himself the same.

"You haven't had one of these in awhile" handing the drink over to Johnny.

"I just felt like having a rum and coke."

"what about this dude?", courious the cat.

"that dude who sits under the tree from across the street..."

Sams eyes pay attention.

"He was there standing in the corner like a freak, just watching everybody" Johnny declares. "with a t-shirt with these, numbers and black star."

Sam sipping from his drink, "really"

"yeah. I caught him looking at me and he looked away, then looked back at me with these eye dare you eyes... I Dare U"

"what did you do?" Sam sets his drink on the table.

"I sent Mackey over to investigate. When she came back I said to her, "What did he say?"

"This was the best thing that has happen to him since he started school." Jonny takes a sip from his glass.. then she said, "he's cute. So don't do that to me again." and she walked off in a sassafrass

Sam pulls out his phone and finds MM. He text's "Call Me" then puts his phone away, without Sam seeing. "so why does it bother you so much? why are you so concerned?"

Jonny being very smart knows that that was not a question but rather " I know you know I know, I just want you to say it." statement.

Double Dare

Jonny is rescued by a cell phone going off.

Sam reaches for his cells phone...

it's not his, it's Jonnys.

"What do you want?" he answers. Jonny looks over at Sam put his phone back in his pocket.

"Why the fuck is Sam texting me?!" she screams on speaker phone.

to be continued, MAYBE

"

awaken to the rain....

hurry before it gets to humid

85918

sun beam levels

2 days 2 go

2 Days 2 Go!

until then,

Blue FontaNINE

ok. so I have 2 hours to work on another sketch for Blue FontaNINE.

The clock starts.... NOW! 4:55pm NOLA time.

See U in 2 hours.

sorry a little late.

there was an explosion....

https://soundcloud.com/dr...tch-georga

a signal was sent out into the world where only the elites shall understand.

Know your language.

rain storm approaching,

Blue FontaNINE

not forcing

the sun to shine down

on the city of crensent.

New place to be

Bijou

temportary fun

is work, work, work.

What about the album......

Y'sh arriving soon

New Moon

Fall preview

of the solar eclipse

Romano 30

dirty dirty dirty 30

Bingo

Next phase

Meanwhile where is Jew DreamFirstBorn?

-Blue FontaNINE

P.S. Ma-VEE and #5 are back......

part 2 stay tuned.

What kind of BEing R U?

dreamfirstborn said:

Well mainly I clean and declutter things but lately I have been researching and developing.

Black Star

I see your face

Black Star

Black Star in my head

Black Star

Black Star you want me dead

Black Star

Black Star I see you, I'm aware

Black Star

Black Star if you think that I care

you're dead wrong

Black Star

Black Star Matter

Your Matter is of no conCERN of mine

Black Star

I see your face

now wait a minute

wait wait...

All this time I thought

that you were the light

but now I know

Your just a dark star matter

you can't have my DNA

You want what you can not have

and that's not ok

Black Star

Black Star you are nothing

but a vacucume cleaner

sucking up all the energy

You will never be the light

Black Star

https://soundcloud.com/dr...black-star

download while u are free

SHHHHHH..

today I met with a photographer. This is the image he captured of me.

He said to me "Jew please let me shoot the album cover for 85918's Blue FontaNINE"

I said Maybe.

Thanks to Pico for the image.

in that moment he said....

"Feel Me"

5 minute writing exercise

5:53

go!

the son is sun

the moon is U

the rise is fall

the wet is dew

the words

mean nothing but

feel me now

feel me now

no is the way

no more

no less

no thing

no ONE

no

no

no

Let us come together

for the sake of this is not a church

....

wait now i know what i was trying to say yesterday

it is a feeling i want to be

when you think of me

i want you to feel me when i go

so I will stay

no matter what they say

I want to feel me

my love

my work

my dedication

feel me

I have deep

I am shallow

I am wide

and narrow

I am peace

I am free

I am Love

I am me.....

but I am not

because I am you.

If you can feel me then you can feel you

remember what it feels like

feel me

words mean nothing

feelings last for ever

feel me

close your eyes

feel me

i do not need to be seen

it's just a reflection

feel me

U

U

U

U be U

be wonderful

be loud in your silence

be strong

with your weakness

be centered

and true

be love

be love

be love

so much of us need love

be love

one more minute......

he said "feel me" and he was gone

and I was alone

in the park.

feel me.

5 minutes

done