CAN U SEE............MY love u.

CAN U SEE.........what that truth has meant 4 me?

CAN U SEE.........its only because i believe its meant 2 be?

CAN U SEE........my lifted prayers?

CAN U SEE.........my choice to b with u and the "aloneness" that it brings when im not with u.

CAN U SEE........The sacrifices inbetween?

CAN U SEE........How hard "he" has worked night and day not to free ?

CAN U SEE........For the first time in my life I have the physical wounds to prove it?

CAN U SEE........My battle wounds in everyway possible due to withdrawaling in every way?

CAN U SEE........I AM NOT A VICTUM!!!!!!! .......... but have the strength and understanding to give my grace where needed?

CAN U SEE........Peoples affliction towards me because they dont understand what they cant see........ and my refusal to breath a single breath of u and me?

CAN U SEE......how nothing even matters to me. How i count it all joy for the sake of LOVING U?

CAN U SEE....that i see u and all that u do.....ure sweet sacrifice of time?

I know my baby.....I know!

CAN U SEE....how u keep and nourish me?

CAN U SEE....MY DAYS WHEN I GO THROUGH HAZY CRAZE! when i go out of my skin of want ..........to not just feel but see....ure physical!!!!!.....i just feel so alone without u!

CAN U SEE....my humanity at times lets me down?

CAN U SEE....that i understand and i will survive, with the Lord on my side, if u choose not to stay......4 God will always make a way. He knows there was a WAS

b 4.............................................................................................................................U.

most of all.......

CAN U SEE.......MY love u?.

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