Possessed 20/8/07

I cant deceive myself no more
Life has me feeling too raw
Unable to see where i m going wrong
Having been stuck this way so so long

My mind searching for something to do
As unwanted emotion struggles to come through
Taken by ambivalent direction
Incapable of making one selection

Myself is beyond my control
My mind lost to an infinitive soul
Powerless to whats inside
The answer continues to hide

Talking with despair and frustrated voice
Myself believing i have no choice
Driven by dynamics beyond my awareness
To myself i m just being careless

This possession has me powerless each day
Having authority in every way
It has me a slave undone
This possession is what i ve become