i really fucked uP

its my fault he / you. i wasn't such a good person to him. i put some heavy dark things on his mind. i ask that you understand... he just wants from you what he wanted from me. he is going to reveal some secrets.

i wish i could be there with him as he is about to ..... become a man in his own image.

the son of man is not the firstborn...

he is the second.

the coming of the father is within the dream of he who died before me.

http://www.youtube.com/wa...vAohxFEgtI

R A I N B O W

which dream do u give birth to.

what have you made real?

Nothing.... I dont need tooo.....
http://www.youtube.com/wa...BtCUseMees

"DUDE SNAP OUT OF IT...."
You didnt get the look the first time...



how ya gonna get it now.... ?

What was that..... ????



cotton candy..... mmmm

groovyiau said:

what makes you think i was talking to you.

secret 2 from me to you....

a quick mind has only traveled 1/2 the distance.

a quite mind is a killer of man


i have to much rage to kill.

on this day i quite smoking.

i am not going to kill myself anymore.

Anyhow.....

http://www.youtube.com/wa...-wmAeqDSKw

I used to smoke winfield.... good on you.....

and that was a great question....

Are you upset cause
I wont reply to all
your PMS.... How quick we forget.....
I dont remember seeing this before.... ENJOY...

not upset


i just get a bit confused with all of your input.
tell me something straight up
no question marks no quizzez
you say u love me


show me.

i'm probably not talking to you...
but this is what i see so i respond...

confused..... i'm not sure what you mean..... ?

i've been copying everything YOU seem to do

tell a whole pack of lies try and make
people beleive stuff they no nothing about.... and the like....

the question is..... why do i do what i do.... ?

and you do what you do... ?

its gonna be harder than i thought...


10:21 am


work withdrawels...
3 dots in a circle withdrawels....


still no smoking

if i come across harsh, abrasive, rude, or just plain confusing...

u should be on this side of the dream machine. for the first time in over a year i am completely alone. with nothing to do with my self. for now. my best friend is off at sxsw.... william from the attorneys. i really hopes he does well. he will. the other day a "friend" of clive davis was at his show. told him that he was there just for him. and after wards he said the they were ready. this is amazing. so much love for one... and the other (me) so much rejection. i have been having a hard time with it up until lately. in my own head. you only hear what you see and see what you hear. now he is off. The Attorneys are killer! and they will crush anyone, william even has a better singing voice then Prince. i know apples and oranges. today i am going to get up out of bed and do something different. hmmmm

loveletter said:

so who are these people... ?

groovyiau said:

have i lied to you...


with my pen i give in to the words that dance around in my mind.


i don't believe you have been copying everything i do. you only know what i do here... and really does it matter. here am i on trail. have i been convicted and sentence. this is just a part of me. not all of me. you say i am telling lies.
hmmm telling the truth the way you see.... now that will surely execute me.

of late every morning i wake up
and i just want to die... to sleep for ever.
but i dont.. i don't give in to it.

i choose to stay alive because i know that tommorrow chould change everything.
shit today may bring for something wonderful.

i don't attack anyone
not even you.

if you notice i spend more time in my own head than others.
what are you doing in here?

in my head.

loveletter said:

I really cant handle your la la la fairland bullsheeeit....

What date you dropping that song.... ????? come on.....

groovyiau said:

well if you can't handle my la la la fairland bullsheeit as you call it...

then leave. leave me along to my own devices. and wait like everyone else for that next song to drop. quietly.

the door is revolving.... if you come in you can surely find your way out.

if all you want out of me is a song... then i liken you as a crow in my crop of corn.

gotta go to the shop.....

enjoy
http://www.youtube.com/wa...N5l50jEMgY

back in 20....

i like that song.

really.....

so maybe you could post me something more your really like

hmmm

http://www.youtube.com/wa...dWR290S9xA