WOW... Now thats a billboard....

natural birth the wonder of life and all that it brings in.....
glad it wasnt a C section....

I love water birth myself....

7:30.... said that he'd be here by 6


Will Denise be at your night....

I'd love an autograph....
[Edited 3/13/07 17:29pm]

http://www.youtube.com/wa...X7ZEn3zYLE

within this loveletter

I aint got this one..... you have been holding back.....

you should check out Kylie.... HOME COMING TOUR.....

The upgrades are impossible to fathom.....

gotta go take a nap.....

Just in case I miss you later....

have a coffee on me....
http://www.youtube.com/wa...pKx8Z76QdE


Thanks again for the ONJ.... so so so so


thanks....

we know take you back to where it all began....

the fine liner years.....

colours blue black pink.....
notice the gentle stir....
not much shak'n go in on
drop mmmMMMMmMMMmmMMMmmmmm
all the way around here...
mmmmmMMMMMmmmMMMMmmmMMMMmmmmMMMmmmmm

step right this way.... cloc CLAP

thats right.....


can you do tonight..... ????
http://www.youtube.com/wa...mW8PKVP4Jg

tomorrow formfit2 points and a bat belt.....

lol i

O.k. its trick question time.....

If I went to the show and I said can I have your autograph.....
on one of the CD's you sold out the front.....

What name would you write..... ?

This is what we get over here...



un-answered question number what ever.....

Who does the backing vocal on the dialogue song.... ?
You vocal tone is very loveley by the way.....

and the trick question..... let me think.... mmmmm

I'll get back to you on that....

Commercial Break.....

http://www.youtube.com/wa...lyWO-jEjhw

I like her candy man song more.....

communication requirements for extra tresterial contact...


to be continued....

in all honesty... i got fired from there this morning... something about P.R. i'd love to say good-bye to some friends over dinner.
[Edited 3/13/07 12:05pm]

peace in the middle east

now is a time to fly... fly high into the sky.

ill spread my wings for flight tonight

7:50

so as i lay here in my bed
i wonder what next.. will be said
ears are open as my eyes are closed


shhhhh i am getting a reception....

dude... you cant even say your band members names.....
PR and you... aint really a dream for anyone else in that vacineckditdimmy....

no sugar in the cookie jar....

a 3 play.....for you unfun... there a bit like the family CD
http://www.youtube.com/wa...McOxUBFvSg

call the cable guy....

I just love getting fired.....
hope you can make the most of it....

bet let you get bak too bed....

its ri nd ine ov er he re.....


Whevre past the hour....

we have made contact with the aliens...

You having a communion over there....

Looks like the tubes gone.....



you might have to get a plasma.....

by far... my favourite V album
was the other one....



bump'deeya just for the exposure.....


wa wa O wa wa A wa wa e wa wa

o.k. so I'm playing down on the peters n pauls thing.....
hey I like icecream... gelati... lemon.... orange... and.....


ifshesyourbutterfly..... what are you..... <<<< no question mark....


hows this for a site.....

...


and now I'm offto the doc for some new vision....

keep ya pants on... we'll be back after the break.....

btw..... we've all got k new jobs now.....

I'm doing toast and eggs all night long.....
and hash browns on the couch....
can ya feel it....
toot toot beep beep

"Have you seen my pickle...?"

show me how love really works.

underneath the surface
i crave the attention
of someone who .....
continues this chain reaction
the second to fall within this domino effect.

i may not be what you wanted
not even what i expected
still i am sliding down the windshield of life
like a rain drop in the path of another
in search of a lover

underneath the surface
i have challanged the ideas that were presented to me
upon seperation, the moment i became an individual.

i look at my reflection on the bathroom wall
and all i see is myself
noone else
neither beautiful or ugly
with no one to blame or congradulate
just someone who has come this far
from beneah the surface.

i am like a flower who wants to be beautiful
but can't break the surface, because of the concrete,
to feel the sunshine on my skin

i want to know what love is...
as defined by another who wishes to define me

in my time "here" i have opened up
the pages to my dreams as i believe them to be
created them to be
becoming my reality

still have i not given enough?

and that is the question that won't let me go...

sweet alien come for me.

no matter what.... these moments are unforgettable.

i only want a moment of happiness
that i can take along with me
and should i awaken from this dream
i sure hope your lying next to me

i know that i can be difficult at times
its only cuz i am just understanding me
like a tulip in bloom underneath my skin
is that what love is ment to be

i know that someday i will be the one reconize
as the one who dare believe
i am just a few steps away from you my friend
you are the one born for me.

until then i'll be the one
dancing in the rain
that falls all so delicately
like the tears that are shed from within

i know what love is...


but love continues to grow
and sometimes this space is to constricting
i can only discribe by words
of this..... love


i am uneducated by most standards
my vocabulary is very limited
but my imagination is .... well you know

i know love from the inside out...
my problem is sometimes i find myself
on the out... side of this dream

that scares the shit out of me.

outside of the dream.. i feel all alone, All Alone

i have some how manage to slip between the walls,
so delicate as though a child blew the bubble,

the inside and the outside can they be one
without busrting the bubble?

i am bi-curious with experience tipping to one side
an amage comes to mind of a sunken ship the size of the titanic
you can take that for what you like.

there is so much i want to tell you...

as you may have noticed i am not always... "myself" here and there and the way to here. each and everyone of us is given a name. DreamFirstBorn, Jew unites us all as one. how that came about was not by chance. I am he.

hmmm

i will continue.....


-DreamFirstBorn, Jew

i need to write down as much as possible....
there is alot on my mind most of it shouldn't be
i got to get it out... bear with me ya...

i know its gonna turn out all right. I know IT.

my mind is like a sponge

and let me tell ya... clean the shit once and see the filty water left in the bucket.. would you drink it?

why not how's house have you been cleaning?

hey Prince now would be a good time to show me what your talking about
though my imagination is good and plenty it can only go so far.

strech it out... a bit.

let me make some room in my mind for ya..


dig up this... someone left this your gutter trash... i guess you haven't been getting my letters. sheila never said a word... denise fucked my head up, i still love her. manuela she is a formal friend. i have learned my lesson. in regards to your women... honestly though they are my motherly inspirations... Man i have issues you wouldn't believe. but in some way i truely and honestly feel that they helped me to over come some of those issues. for instance sheila inspires me to never give up... keep going be strong. and denise she help be deal with my issuses of being abandon and then condiming me for the life that i had to lead inorder to return to her. believe me its deep... she helped me with denial.. she is a tough one.. bet you can't chop down that oak tree.

i don't truely know if i ever disrespected any, purposefuly i was not done and i can't and won't appolugize what i don't know (like how to spell that word back there)

hmmm... my mind is a bit calmer now.

-DreamFirstBorn, Jew
[Edited 3/14/07 18:08pm]

hey kids....

becareful of what you dream because once they are real
you become responsible
most people say i am not responsible
but i have kept something alive
that so many have tried to kill.

be careful and dream big... BIG!

i am now at the point to where i am at the point in which
the barrier that seperates the dream and the dreamer is about
to burst... its all around me the dream
its everywhere..

but i am the only one who can see it... i see it i see it i see it

itr right here you guys

and the only way i can prove it to be it...

so you can see it too.


ohhhh to be it and to see it....

the seperation is like that curtain that ripped when jesus died on the cross
like the universe splitting in two.


can i survive that?

could true love merely be the seperation of walls?

today is one of the saddest days of my life.