i wanted to figure out a way to say this too everyone ...so this is how its gonna be done..

most of you know that recently my mother has moved away...leaving me and my babies very sad that was a huge loss for all of us...and times have been a little difficult around here lately...

i battle with depression as a regular part of my life...i am not afraid to say it...just the cards i was given in life...and i have to deal with it

but...will all the sadness in my life right now...i have prayed for some happiness in my life somewhere...a sign that i will see too know that everything will be ok. then i came in here one night not long ago...i couldnt sleep to save my life, and there was a post about me...lil old me...i know i said thank you on there...but the thing is ...i dont think you all know how much it meant too me at the time...

then, i have recently recieved a few org notes from people i dont even know...saying some of the kindest things too me...things that you dont hear all the time in life. honestly...at first, i thought it was a joke of some kind...(which would be a horrible thing to do to someone) but after reading them again...i saw that they were genuine and appear to be from the heart.

the point i am trying to make...is that we say many times...this is only a chat room...and that is true, but because these people have gone out of their way ...i was truely touched. sometimes we forget how much a pat on the back or a smile might mean to the person we are giving it too. these people may never know how it made me feel...of how it changed my day...but it happened all the same...

remember that your words can touch someone for the good...and even more sometimes for the bad. my hope is for everyone to experience something like this very soon...we are all human, and sometimes need a pick-up from those around us...

spread love too everyone you come in contact with...it makes the world a better place to live.

for all of you...and thanks again for going out of your way and making me see that life really has good in it...even when you least expect it

I don't know u Kelly, haven't been here long, but your warthm and sincerity are very touching!!
Thank u 4 sharing your feelings!

thanks guys...

sendin out love to ya ...:K:

BIG kelley

for the org

Much love Pochacco

I luvs ya girl and I'm here for you if you ever need to chat.

see...love is a good thing...







thanks guys :LUV: :K:

justkelley said:

Y/W

justkelley said:

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it makes me smile that u felt the love that was being given
these are empty times and we as a ppl have become enclosed in our own walls
the darkness can seem suffocating at times
and that ray of light far off

though we possess a pair of eyes,
most of us do not really see in the true sense of the word.
true seeing, in the sense of choiceless awareness,
leads to new discovery,
and discovery is one of the means
to uncovering our potentiality.

peace

..

kelley, you are a rarity, a light that shines bright. what a wonderful post, a nice reminder that all the things we do can cause results good or bad. thank you for the lesson.

Bless you.

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[This message was edited Tue Aug 5 13:57:46 PDT 2003 by Cloudbuster]

makes the world go round. .

You are a sweety Kelly.

That truly is beautiful justkelley (as you are). Call me weird... but I felt a sense of your heart (through your words), thank you.

~There truly is beauty all around us, exposed/accessible everyday to us... if we choose to open our heart (fearlessly) and see.

Best Wishes today and all days to come.