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Printablerdhull said: Muse2noPharaoh said: People,To hate another is a great amount of energy that destroys not the individual in question (albeit they deserve it or not ) but you! It eats away at the core of you destroys your character. .
so in essence I guess it's "Dont be hatin!"  Exactly!  | |
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Muse2noPharaoh said: rdhull said: Muse2noPharaoh said: People,To hate another is a great amount of energy that destroys not the individual in question (albeit they deserve it or not ) but you! It eats away at the core of you destroys your character. .
so in essence I guess it's "Dont be hatin!" Exactly!   | |
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Muse2noPharaoh said:[quote] NovaAngel said: Muse2noPharaoh said: It comes a time that you have to put a foot down in your beliefs and or you are left twisting in the wind. You may just follow someone who has it all wrong. Unfortunately for me, I'm on full hate mode. After finding out that my girlfriend and my best friend were screwing around behind my back, I see no reason whatsoever to risk being hurt again. My hatred of those two is ongoing and I don't care. I have moved on with my life but I know now that I can no longer afford to fully trust anyone. Correction, there are a few friends that I can count on but I guess there's always going to be a part of me that will be permanently closed off. If that's the way it's going to be then so be it, I'll deal with it. But I won't allow myself to be used and hurt by anyone anymore.  I understand what you are saying to me and how you are feeling. I remember the road well. Do ask yourself this, Is it worth it? Does your feeling effect them or only you?
They don't feel your hate. Likely you aren't around them at all. You are jaded first by them but worse now you are betraying yourself. Unfortunately for me, I'm on full hate mode. After finding out that my girlfriend and my best friend were screwing around behind my back, I see no reason whatsoever to risk being hurt again. My hatred of those two is ongoing and I don't care. I have moved on with my life but I know now that I can no longer afford to fully trust anyone. That or you just will be extremely cautious who you place your faith and trust in. . Damn right. 
Hate is a bitch.
How much time are you willing to throw at it. I tossed 7 years at it. What a damn waste of my time and heart. Funny, I think the same exact thing about "Love".
Well I can say that during the most difficult moments, hate has been a far better companion than love or faith have been. It's enabled me to be, as you mentioned earlier, "extremely cautious" as to who I trust. Whereas before I gave everyone the benefit of the doubt and tried to see the "positive" qualities of a person, I now expect them to be manipulative, insincere, cowardly, and backstabbing. I have to tell you, as much as I want to believe otherwise, people have not disappointed me in this respect. People want to believe that time heals all wounds. Maybe but it seems that it's never the wounds that we want healed the most. Some wounds are healed this is true. But some wounds leave scars. That being said, I am tending to my "wounds" so to speak and yes I have scars. But I will not quit on myself. Something very deep inside me will not allow it. If anything good can come of this it's that I know I deserve something better and I'm not going to stop until I get it. Thanks Muse. [This message was edited Mon May 12 17:50:36 PDT 2003 by NovaAngel] "I ordered no broth! Away with ye lest my cane find your backside!!"- Ralph Wiggum, Actor. | |
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Muse2noPharaoh said:  See? I am not all fun and silly.. every once in a great while I really sit and think! Scary isn't it?Wipin a tear!  The man who does not read good books has no advantage over the man who cannot read them. -- Mark Twain.
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DexMSR said: Muse2noPharaoh said: See? I am not all fun and silly.. every once in a great while I really sit and think! Scary isn't it?Wipin a tear! ROFLMAO!!!
 Your fired! | |
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Muse2noPharaoh said: DexMSR said: Muse2noPharaoh said: See? I am not all fun and silly.. every once in a great while I really sit and think! Scary isn't it?Wipin a tear! ROFLMAO!!!
Your fired!LOL...sniff...really...sniff...I was wiping a fucking tear!!!  The man who does not read good books has no advantage over the man who cannot read them. -- Mark Twain.
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DexMSR said: Muse2noPharaoh said: DexMSR said: Muse2noPharaoh said: See? I am not all fun and silly.. every once in a great while I really sit and think! Scary isn't it?Wipin a tear! ROFLMAO!!!
Your fired!LOL...sniff...really...sniff...I was wiping a fucking tear!!! Yeah... WHATEVER! Im telling MARIA! | |
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