dJJ said:

I've had it. I don't think I can handle any more at the moment.

My bike got stolen. I'm immobile now, can't get anything done. Have to walk to the supermarket, pharmacy, club; I don't have time for that.

And now I have to get myself a new bike, but I don't have any money!

I've bought a 2nd hand wooden floor, and the guy who suposed to have put it in by now, is not showing up.

While my couches got delivered today. My house is just one big mess. Piles of furniture and boxes, and in the meantime, the other house got a major leak in the bathroom.

My brother called, because my other brothers father in law died.

And he told me he got an e-mail from the man who has been our stephdad during our youth. That alcoholic sadist has made my youth hell. My brother doesn't know, because he lived with our dad. And now, the embodiment of evil, my former stephdad, asks my brother how I am doing!!

Answer: I'm done with everything and everybody.

I hate life and I hate the world. Would love to check out.

However, I would never do that to my family & friends. So, I'll just keep suffering for a few decades more.

dJJ said:

I've had it. I don't think I can handle any more at the moment.

My bike got stolen. I'm immobile now, can't get anything done. Have to walk to the supermarket, pharmacy, club; I don't have time for that.

And now I have to get myself a new bike, but I don't have any money!

I've bought a 2nd hand wooden floor, and the guy who suposed to have put it in by now, is not showing up.

While my couches got delivered today. My house is just one big mess. Piles of furniture and boxes, and in the meantime, the other house got a major leak in the bathroom.

My brother called, because my other brothers father in law died.

And he told me he got an e-mail from the man who has been our stephdad during our youth. That alcoholic sadist has made my youth hell. My brother doesn't know, because he lived with our dad. And now, the embodiment of evil, my former stephdad, asks my brother how I am doing!!

Answer: I'm done with everything and everybody.

I hate life and I hate the world. Would love to check out.

However, I would never do that to my family & friends. So, I'll just keep suffering for a few decades more.

Sounds like a rough patch that shouldn't make you want to "check out"

Take a deep breath and reset.

- sorry about your bike. Can you put another one on lay-away? (Do you have lay-away there? It's where you put something on "hold" and make payments to the store until you've paid it off.)

- Sorry about your family issues. Deaths are always a drain on your emotions. My buddy's estranged father-in-law passed recently, and even though he and his wife hadn't spoken in over 2 years, the emotional impact of his passing was strong.

- Don't even THINK about your former stepdad. He is your past. It's a non-issue. Let it go.

Focus on better things. For example, the Seattle Org meetup...

dJJ said:

I've had it. I don't think I can handle any more at the moment.

My bike got stolen. I'm immobile now, can't get anything done. Have to walk to the supermarket, pharmacy, club; I don't have time for that.

And now I have to get myself a new bike, but I don't have any money!

I've bought a 2nd hand wooden floor, and the guy who suposed to have put it in by now, is not showing up.

While my couches got delivered today. My house is just one big mess. Piles of furniture and boxes, and in the meantime, the other house got a major leak in the bathroom.

My brother called, because my other brothers father in law died.

And he told me he got an e-mail from the man who has been our stephdad during our youth. That alcoholic sadist has made my youth hell. My brother doesn't know, because he lived with our dad. And now, the embodiment of evil, my former stephdad, asks my brother how I am doing!!

Answer: I'm done with everything and everybody.

I hate life and I hate the world. Would love to check out.

However, I would never do that to my family & friends. So, I'll just keep suffering for a few decades more.

I was going through an awful time in March, so bad that i messaged a few people "if i die, it was not because of U.

somehow or other the storm subsided and I began 2 be able 2 see my way around the mess I was in. I just kept thanking God Almighty that I was at least in decent health and had 4 working limbs.

It passed, thank God, and I hope yours does too!!!

Thank you guys

I went to see Larry Graham concert on saturday. And it was great! I had a blast, made me raise up.

I just would like to have a couple of months where everything goes smooth.

That would be nice.

[Edited 11/12/12 17:10pm]

1) I'm watching "The Bad Girls Club Reunon" on TV. These bitches are kind of sad in that they are ready to fight about ANYTHING and EVERYTHING. But I have to admit that it's my guilty obsession.

2) There are a couple of people at my job that are kind of getting on my nerves lately.

3) Trying to balance this checkbook (keeping my fingers crossed that I'm successful in doing so).

4) In a week, I turn the big 5-0. I can't believe the way that time flies. I still have my health and I don't feel like someone who is turning 50, so that's good.

dJJ said:

I've had it. I don't think I can handle any more at the moment.

My bike got stolen. I'm immobile now, can't get anything done. Have to walk to the supermarket, pharmacy, club; I don't have time for that.

And now I have to get myself a new bike, but I don't have any money!

I've bought a 2nd hand wooden floor, and the guy who suposed to have put it in by now, is not showing up.

While my couches got delivered today. My house is just one big mess. Piles of furniture and boxes, and in the meantime, the other house got a major leak in the bathroom.

My brother called, because my other brothers father in law died.

And he told me he got an e-mail from the man who has been our stephdad during our youth. That alcoholic sadist has made my youth hell. My brother doesn't know, because he lived with our dad. And now, the embodiment of evil, my former stephdad, asks my brother how I am doing!!

Answer: I'm done with everything and everybody.

I hate life and I hate the world. Would love to check out.

However, I would never do that to my family & friends. So, I'll just keep suffering for a few decades more.

[Snip - luv4u]

psychodelicide said:

1) I'm watching "The Bad Girls Club Reunon" on TV. These bitches are kind of sad in that they are ready to fight about ANYTHING and EVERYTHING. But I have to admit that it's my guilty obsession.

2) There are a couple of people at my job that are kind of getting on my nerves lately.

3) Trying to balance this checkbook (keeping my fingers crossed that I'm successful in doing so).

4) In a week, I turn the big 5-0. I can't believe the way that time flies. I still have my health and I don't feel like someone who is turning 50, so that's good.

Are you kidding? This is a WONDERFUL THING TO CELEBRATE!!!!!

A few days before I get my period I always get aggresive. I'll want to kill myself or to kill the rest of the world. And every time I take myself seriously. I keep forgetting it's just my period

So, if a start dramatic self complain again in a couple of weeks, please remind me of my pms.

That gets better as you get older. Especially since you recognize the pattern now.

The aggressiveness and/or other symptoms don't get better, you just get better at realizing that it's hormones.

Thing is, don't discount what bothers you just because hormones make you trip.

IMHO, it just forces down the barrier that you have in place to keep things together. Pay attention. Some of those things you can fix. Some of those things you can come to terms with. Some aren't that bad, so cope.

YOU keep in mind that you've got a potential dramatic self complain coming in a couple of weeks.

I'm obsessed with "Finding Bigfoot" on animal planet and want to go squatchin.

If my co-worker does not stop talking about American Girl dolls I might gouge out my ears.

ThisOne said:

KidaDynamite said:

Pictures!

Ooooh, pretty!

Dried mangos, I must get some tonight.

I like these random threads although you might wanna rename it 'twitter' thread.

wildgoldenhoney said:

I like these random threads although you might wanna rename it 'twitter' thread.

HEEEEY!!! Where you been?

missfee said:

psychodelicide said:

1) I'm watching "The Bad Girls Club Reunon" on TV. These bitches are kind of sad in that they are ready to fight about ANYTHING and EVERYTHING. But I have to admit that it's my guilty obsession.

2) There are a couple of people at my job that are kind of getting on my nerves lately.

3) Trying to balance this checkbook (keeping my fingers crossed that I'm successful in doing so).

4) In a week, I turn the big 5-0. I can't believe the way that time flies. I still have my health and I don't feel like someone who is turning 50, so that's good.

Are you kidding? This is a WONDERFUL THING TO CELEBRATE!!!!!

Aww, thanks!

1) I'm starting to love my new cell phone, now that I'm beginning to understand how to do different things. I can make and accept phone calls, and accept and send text messages, so that's a start.

2) I want to go to Africa. All of the footage that I've seen on TV looks beautiful. It would be nice to be able to see the animals in their natural habitat, and not being caged or in fenced-in areas. My oldest brother refuses to go to a zoo for this very reason: he HATES seeing animals caged up or fenced-in. Can't say that I blame him for that. African animals like their space, and they need room to roam around.

3) I need to get this house cleaned up somewhat before I leave for my brother's house on Monday. It looks like a tornado went through it.

psychodelicide said:

1) I'm starting to love my new cell phone, now that I'm beginning to understand how to do different things. I can make and accept phone calls, and accept and send text messages, so that's a start.

2) I want to go to Africa. All of the footage that I've seen on TV looks beautiful. It would be nice to be able to see the animals in their natural habitat, and not being caged or in fenced-in areas. My oldest brother refuses to go to a zoo for this very reason: he HATES seeing animals caged up or fenced-in. Can't say that I blame him for that. African animals like their space, and they need room to roam around.

3) I need to get this house cleaned up somewhat before I leave for my brother's house on Monday. It looks like a tornado went through it.

The country I want to go so bad is Botswana. They have all the modern stuff, they have all the wildlife stuff.

fucking startrails can't get them to look right!

KidaDynamite said:

wildgoldenhoney said:

I like these random threads although you might wanna rename it 'twitter' thread.

HEEEEY!!! Where you been?

Hey Kida! I was on an org break.

I saw this on facebook and suddenly I don't want that sausage/egg/cheese biscuit I was going to get at 7-Eleven...

^^^^^

morningsong said:

psychodelicide said:

1) I'm starting to love my new cell phone, now that I'm beginning to understand how to do different things. I can make and accept phone calls, and accept and send text messages, so that's a start.

2) I want to go to Africa. All of the footage that I've seen on TV looks beautiful. It would be nice to be able to see the animals in their natural habitat, and not being caged or in fenced-in areas. My oldest brother refuses to go to a zoo for this very reason: he HATES seeing animals caged up or fenced-in. Can't say that I blame him for that. African animals like their space, and they need room to roam around.

3) I need to get this house cleaned up somewhat before I leave for my brother's house on Monday. It looks like a tornado went through it.

The country I want to go so bad is Botswana. They have all the modern stuff, they have all the wildlife stuff.

dJJ said:

missfee said:

How do you know if you are "probably going to go out on a date in a few weeks" if you haven't talked to the person yet?

I accompanied my friend to a vintage furnish store. He bought a table and a desk. We walked around ant talked with the owner.

Back home, my friend decided he did want that one lamp, that he didn´t buy when we were there. So, he emailed the owner if he could get it next week.

Furnish store guy emailed back that he would reserve the lamp for him and asked my friend if he could have my phone number, because he would like to get to know me better and take me out. So, my friend gave my number, with the precaution that he could not call me this coming fothnight, because I´m to busy.

When I was in the store, I thought he was a nice guy. However, that was an abstract thing.

Now that he asked for my number to take me out, I´m getting nervous. I have managed to keep a save distance from guys, in the last year. Especially distanced myself of those who want to date me.

And now I´m a little scared. I mean, he´s not going out of his way, mailing my friend to get my phone number, if he has no intention to call me, right

I only saw and talked with him that one time in his store. I don´t know him at all.

Im a VERY diffrent personality butt i still wish i could be a bit more likke you..butt i got BAD HABITS. DESIRES....TEMPTASHIONS LURKING JUST AROUND THE CORNER.

i am a passionate person..that for shure.

RufusRawfield said:

dJJ said:

I accompanied my friend to a vintage furnish store. He bought a table and a desk. We walked around ant talked with the owner.

Back home, my friend decided he did want that one lamp, that he didn´t buy when we were there. So, he emailed the owner if he could get it next week.

Furnish store guy emailed back that he would reserve the lamp for him and asked my friend if he could have my phone number, because he would like to get to know me better and take me out. So, my friend gave my number, with the precaution that he could not call me this coming fothnight, because I´m to busy.

When I was in the store, I thought he was a nice guy. However, that was an abstract thing.

Now that he asked for my number to take me out, I´m getting nervous. I have managed to keep a save distance from guys, in the last year. Especially distanced myself of those who want to date me.

And now I´m a little scared. I mean, he´s not going out of his way, mailing my friend to get my phone number, if he has no intention to call me, right

I only saw and talked with him that one time in his store. I don´t know him at all.

Im a VERY diffrent personality butt i still wish i could be a bit more likke you..butt i got BAD HABITS. DESIRES....TEMPTASHIONS LURKING JUST AROUND THE CORNER.

i am a passionate person..that for shure.

Every body has bad habits and desires.

You just have to be honest and upfront about it, imo. Honest to yourself and others.

In what way do you want to be more like me? I'm not sure I would recommend to be like me. It's tiresome, you know.

Going clubbing tonight with some women from my college days, about to be a shit show.

I wonder about my hairdresser. She always complains about not having the customers that she used to have, and that her ex-husband owes her thousands of dollars in back child support. Yet, she is constantly upgrading something around her house, buying this, buying that, going here, going there. Shoot, there are TONS of things that I would like to do right now, that I just can't do, due to lack of money. I would hate to see what her credit card bills look like. They must be maxed out. I think her mom gives her money too, to help her out. Must be nice, that's all I can say.

So happy today,

my daughter took a picture of a picture she drew; the drawing was of a turkey saying " eat ham, not turkey".

It was the first drawing I have seen of my daughter's in over a year .

So very happy, HAPPY THANKSGIVING!!!