i wish i could wish my wishes into reality.

I wonder why the Beech Trees hold their leaves the longest in the Fall of the year ...

i'm really glad to have hot and cold running water here. hoping those folks on the east coast are hanging in there....

One of my staff members kids put lead in my betta fish tank over the weekend and now Rambo is

dead

What does it take to meet new people in this damn city? Urgh.

LadyCasanova said:

One of my staff members kids put lead in my betta fish tank over the weekend and now Rambo is

dead

She's not taught her kids to keep their mitts of other peoples' things....ESPECIALLY their pets!?!

missfee said:

What does it take to meet new people in this damn city? Urgh.

I know the feeling. It sucks.

All my friends have moved away from the town I live in in the past 2 1/2 years. I do a lot of things on my own now.

Last night I dreamt that I bought my grandmother and grandfathers old house in Southern California. The house is 60 plus years old and not layed out the way I want it, so I tore it down and built the house I wanted.

I wish.

LadyCasanova said:

One of my staff members kids put lead in my betta fish tank over the weekend and now Rambo is

dead

i once knew this lady that had a live in childcare job. the people she was employed by owned some

fish tank piranha. apparently in the state she was in at the time, owning piranha fish was not illegal.

so anyway she told me that:

"one day she fixed hot-dogs for lunch for the kids. after the two had eaten and left the table, she saw that on one of the finished plates was a very small piece of hot-dog meat.

in a mode of thinking it was alright, she pinched off a tiny piece of the left over hot-dog and dropped it into the fish tank to (she thought) feed the piranha. needless to say the next day the piranha was belly up.

no confession was ever made by the hotdog lady piranha killer."

about piranhas (for the curious) :http://www.firsttankguide...iranha.php

KingBAD said:

Subject: Snotty Receptionist

An older gentleman had an appointment to see the urologist who shared offices with several other doctors.The waiting room was filled with patients.. As he approached the receptionist's desk, he noticed that the receptionist was a large unfriendly woman who looked like a Sumo wrestler. He gave her his name. In a very loud voice, the receptionist said, "YES, I HAVE YOUR NAME HERE; YOU WANT TO SEE THE DOCTOR ABOUT IMPOTENCE, RIGHT?" All the patients in the waiting room snapped their heads around to look at the very embarrassed man. He recovered quickly, and in an equally loud voice replied, 'NO, I'VE COME TO INQUIRE ABOUT A SEX CHANGE OPERATION, BUT I DON'T WANT THE SAME DOCTOR THAT DID YOURS.' The room erupted in applause.

I keep daydreaming that me and a guy that I was shooting zombies with are having sex in a lime green Hyundai Tuscon.

I should be ready to go out dating.

So, I allowed my friend to pass on my phone number to an interested party.

However, warning him that he can't call me within 2 weeks, because I'm to busy.

Now I realize I probably am going out on a date in a few weeks.

Still don't feel like that at all.

Worried about it. Why on earth am I going on a date, while I can't even imagine that I will be interested in someone ever again.

Fortunately I have to many stuf to deal with, so no time to get scared for date.

Or shall I cancel it already. Then I don't have to bother at all.

dJJ said:

I should be ready to go out dating.

So, I allowed my friend to pass on my phone number to an interested party.

However, warning him that he can't call me within 2 weeks, because I'm to busy.

Now I realize I probably am going out on a date in a few weeks.

Still don't feel like that at all.

Worried about it. Why on earth am I going on a date, while I can't even imagine that I will be interested in someone ever again.

Fortunately I have to many stuf to deal with, so no time to get scared for date.

Or shall I cancel it already. Then I don't have to bother at all.

How do you know if you are "probably going to go out on a date in a few weeks" if you haven't talked to the person yet?

missfee said:

dJJ said:

I should be ready to go out dating.

So, I allowed my friend to pass on my phone number to an interested party.

However, warning him that he can't call me within 2 weeks, because I'm to busy.

Now I realize I probably am going out on a date in a few weeks.

Still don't feel like that at all.

Worried about it. Why on earth am I going on a date, while I can't even imagine that I will be interested in someone ever again.

Fortunately I have to many stuf to deal with, so no time to get scared for date.

Or shall I cancel it already. Then I don't have to bother at all.

How do you know if you are "probably going to go out on a date in a few weeks" if you haven't talked to the person yet?

I accompanied my friend to a vintage furnish store. He bought a table and a desk. We walked around ant talked with the owner.

Back home, my friend decided he did want that one lamp, that he didn´t buy when we were there. So, he emailed the owner if he could get it next week.

Furnish store guy emailed back that he would reserve the lamp for him and asked my friend if he could have my phone number, because he would like to get to know me better and take me out. So, my friend gave my number, with the precaution that he could not call me this coming fothnight, because I´m to busy.

When I was in the store, I thought he was a nice guy. However, that was an abstract thing.

Now that he asked for my number to take me out, I´m getting nervous. I have managed to keep a save distance from guys, in the last year. Especially distanced myself of those who want to date me.

And now I´m a little scared. I mean, he´s not going out of his way, mailing my friend to get my phone number, if he has no intention to call me, right

I only saw and talked with him that one time in his store. I don´t know him at all.

dJJ said:

missfee said:

How do you know if you are "probably going to go out on a date in a few weeks" if you haven't talked to the person yet?

I accompanied my friend to a vintage furnish store. He bought a table and a desk. We walked around ant talked with the owner.

Back home, my friend decided he did want that one lamp, that he didn´t buy when we were there. So, he emailed the owner if he could get it next week.

Furnish store guy emailed back that he would reserve the lamp for him and asked my friend if he could have my phone number, because he would like to get to know me better and take me out. So, my friend gave my number, with the precaution that he could not call me this coming fothnight, because I´m to busy.

When I was in the store, I thought he was a nice guy. However, that was an abstract thing.

Now that he asked for my number to take me out, I´m getting nervous. I have managed to keep a save distance from guys, in the last year. Especially distanced myself of those who want to date me.

And now I´m a little scared. I mean, he´s not going out of his way, mailing my friend to get my phone number, if he has no intention to call me, right

I only saw and talked with him that one time in his store. I don´t know him at all.

Oh. Well if he does call and does want to ask you out, why not take a chance? You have nothing to lose right?

missfee said:

dJJ said:

I accompanied my friend to a vintage furnish store. He bought a table and a desk. We walked around ant talked with the owner.

Back home, my friend decided he did want that one lamp, that he didn´t buy when we were there. So, he emailed the owner if he could get it next week.

Furnish store guy emailed back that he would reserve the lamp for him and asked my friend if he could have my phone number, because he would like to get to know me better and take me out. So, my friend gave my number, with the precaution that he could not call me this coming fothnight, because I´m to busy.

When I was in the store, I thought he was a nice guy. However, that was an abstract thing.

Now that he asked for my number to take me out, I´m getting nervous. I have managed to keep a save distance from guys, in the last year. Especially distanced myself of those who want to date me.

And now I´m a little scared. I mean, he´s not going out of his way, mailing my friend to get my phone number, if he has no intention to call me, right

I only saw and talked with him that one time in his store. I don´t know him at all.

Oh. Well if he does call and does want to ask you out, why not take a chance? You have nothing to lose right?

just remember, HE AIN'T ME,

but hold it against him...

Water Filtration Bottle is a portable water filtration system that provides clean and refreshing filtered water from virtually any source.

Just bought 4 of these. Never seen them before until they showed them on the news, seems like a pratical idea.

KingBAD said:

missfee said:

Oh. Well if he does call and does want to ask you out, why not take a chance? You have nothing to lose right?

just remember, HE AIN'T ME,

but hold it against him...

Exactly.

I do hold it against them. They'r just not at your level...

missfee said:

dJJ said:

Oh. Well if he does call and does want to ask you out, why not take a chance? You have nothing to lose right?

I don't want to lose my current happiness and drama-free life.

Love and sex are good, however, also potential very destructive and at least distractive of following my own pursuit.

I feel blah today. Don't want to be bothered by humans today.

I just won 2 tickets for Jazzfest in Amsterdam. Thank you radio 6!

And, my dear friends made sure I can see Larry Graham in Paradiso.

Saturday is going to be a fantastic day!

I'm going to enjoy, dance and celebrate music with a dear friend.

I'm so happy, it's wonderful to get a break!!!

Bad boys get laid because the women don't have to feel remorse over dumping them after sex.

2013?

dJJ said:

I just won 2 tickets for Jazzfest in Amsterdam. Thank you radio 6!

And, my dear friends made sure I can see Larry Graham in Paradiso.

Saturday is going to be a fantastic day!

I'm going to enjoy, dance and celebrate music with a dear friend.

I'm so happy, it's wonderful to get a break!!!

My special friend shares his car with his ex. She seems to get called into work every time we have something planned.

Maybe this is a sign.

Maybe we are not suppose to be anything more then friends.

(He will talk to me about it for days, "are you available Saturday morning?". He will keep reminding me. Saturday arrives and his car is over at the ex's house because she needed it Friday night.)

Soooo,

Maybe I am suppose to keep working on myself,lol.

I should be near perfect by now!

^^^^^

Kinda sounds like this special friend isn't all that special.

KidaDynamite said:

ThisOne said:

i have a blue lamp

Pictures!

I've had it. I don't think I can handle any more at the moment.

My bike got stolen. I'm immobile now, can't get anything done. Have to walk to the supermarket, pharmacy, club; I don't have time for that.

And now I have to get myself a new bike, but I don't have any money!

I've bought a 2nd hand wooden floor, and the guy who suposed to have put it in by now, is not showing up.

While my couches got delivered today. My house is just one big mess. Piles of furniture and boxes, and in the meantime, the other house got a major leak in the bathroom.

My brother called, because my other brothers father in law died.

And he told me he got an e-mail from the man who has been our stephdad during our youth. That alcoholic sadist has made my youth hell. My brother doesn't know, because he lived with our dad. And now, the embodiment of evil, my former stephdad, asks my brother how I am doing!!

Answer: I'm done with everything and everybody.

I hate life and I hate the world. Would love to check out.

However, I would never do that to my family & friends. So, I'll just keep suffering for a few decades more.