LadyCasanova said:
Damn, I don't think I even got old enough to want to practice before a kiss was forced on me
by some boy. I think I had just turned 7 and was at a friends house. My friends mom was on drugs
and invited a whole bunch of people over and then the adults left to go have some "adult" time and
left all us kids to ourselves.
All I member is a boy opening the closet door, pulling me in with him, the dark, and him pushing
me against the wall while he "kissed" me. That was also the first time I've had a guy hit me, because
I bit the fuck out of him and he slapped me in the face a bunch of times before he shoved me
out of the closet and onto the floor.
I grew up in a really bad area, a lot like paintedlady is talking about, and it wasn't the last time
I was slapped around for "holding out" or saying no. I was a fighter and eventually the guys
took to calling me "littlebitch" because I was never down to do drugs, sleep around, or even go to
parties.
Being mixed I was also "light skinned" with "nice hair," which made things harder for me there.
You're a tough cookie, at least you fought back. I was always too scared to do just that. I am sorry any jerk ever hit you. You sound JUST like my buddy I grew up with, they called her "littlebitch" too, for the same reason. She taught me to be stronger and I thank God for her.
Still... no girl should have to go through that!