lauralevesque said:

Once I REALLY understood that life was unfair, to be honest, I quit going to church and reading my bible. If I were to just be honest. Seems there's no rhyme or reason or fairness to any of this mess and I have a hard time with that.

Oh but, P.S. I do try and do the best I can and be a good person, It's just that I now know that if I screw up or even if I spend all my time trying to be a saint, in the end there isn't some God of Karma who's going to make sure I get the good (or bad) I deserve.