purplehippieonthe1 said:

... back to square one, regarding girls. A girl I have/had a crush on tells me through our mutual friend that she's uncomfortable with the fact I have a crush on her and that she wants us to just be friends. At the same time she feels I don't look at her enough when I'm talking to her, that I lack "eye-contact" when talking to her.

But yeah, it seems like EVERY girl I have a crush on gets uncomfortable about the fact I have a crush on her.

What the FUCK is that all about?

I'm starting to think I'm genetically flawed and uncapable of getting a girlfriend.

Awwwww I dont think thats true! I admit, I dont know you all that well but your a good looking guy, your sweet as hell, and your funny... I think these girls are to blame.... They seem a bit immature....

tinaz said:

purplehippieonthe1 said:

... back to square one, regarding girls. A girl I have/had a crush on tells me through our mutual friend that she's uncomfortable with the fact I have a crush on her and that she wants us to just be friends. At the same time she feels I don't look at her enough when I'm talking to her, that I lack "eye-contact" when talking to her.

But yeah, it seems like EVERY girl I have a crush on gets uncomfortable about the fact I have a crush on her.

What the FUCK is that all about?

I'm starting to think I'm genetically flawed and uncapable of getting a girlfriend.

Awwwww I dont think thats true! I admit, I dont know you all that well but your a good looking guy, your sweet as hell, and your funny... I think these girls are to blame.... They seem a bit immature....

Thanks I needed to hear that. It's just my self-esteem reaches all-time lows when I get that kind of (even if it's indirect) rejection from a girl I'm REALLY interested in ... I'll be 28 this year and I'm the only one in the group of my closest male friends that is still single.

Long time no babble.

Wha's goinon in heeeya?

tinaz said:

Deadflow3r said:

Again I called the cable company to cancel sending the guy over to install the internet because my apartment is too funky to let him in. there is no place to put anything I am a good candidate for that stupid hoarders show and its so embarassing !!! miss you connorhawke, hope all is well!!

Sounds like you need to get rid of things! If you havent used it in 3 months THROW IT AWAY!

Tinaz baby, if only you knew!! Remenber that bra problem? Now things should be becoming clear to you. my therapist has given me the name of a therapist who specializes in the problem and hopefully I will finally be getting some help. It is more of a clutter and disorganization problem. There are not alot of old stuff hanging around. I do keep collecting articles on dieting though. That is pretty bad. Well AGAIN I had to cancel and the next appointment to get cable and internet is Wednesday. Dear God I hope I can get it together this time, I can't take much more of this issue. I deffinately have ADD and that is part of it. I just do NOT WANT TO LIVE LIKE THIS ANYMORE!!!

connorhawke said:

Long time no babble.

Wha's goinon in heeeya?

yeah, it has quieted down alot but let me tell you - once I get cable and internet I will be all over this thing!!!

Deadflow3r said:

tinaz said:

Sounds like you need to get rid of things! If you havent used it in 3 months THROW IT AWAY!

Tinaz baby, if only you knew!! Remenber that bra problem? Now things should be becoming clear to you. my therapist has given me the name of a therapist who specializes in the problem and hopefully I will finally be getting some help. It is more of a clutter and disorganization problem. There are not alot of old stuff hanging around. I do keep collecting articles on dieting though. That is pretty bad. Well AGAIN I had to cancel and the next appointment to get cable and internet is Wednesday. Dear God I hope I can get it together this time, I can't take much more of this issue. I deffinately have ADD and that is part of it. I just do NOT WANT TO LIVE LIKE THIS ANYMORE!!!

I forgot abou the bra! That was pretty funny! I hope the therapist can help you

tinaz said:

Deadflow3r said:

Tinaz baby, if only you knew!! Remenber that bra problem? Now things should be becoming clear to you. my therapist has given me the name of a therapist who specializes in the problem and hopefully I will finally be getting some help. It is more of a clutter and disorganization problem. There are not alot of old stuff hanging around. I do keep collecting articles on dieting though. That is pretty bad. Well AGAIN I had to cancel and the next appointment to get cable and internet is Wednesday. Dear God I hope I can get it together this time, I can't take much more of this issue. I deffinately have ADD and that is part of it. I just do NOT WANT TO LIVE LIKE THIS ANYMORE!!!

I forgot abou the bra! That was pretty funny! I hope the therapist can help you

It is the total truth. Right now my daughter stays with my sister down the street, it's that bad and if my face were posted I would not be THIS honest. It is a horrible thing and I am ready to say goodbye to it.

Deadflow3r said:

tinaz said:

I forgot abou the bra! That was pretty funny! I hope the therapist can help you

It is the total truth. Right now my daughter stays with my sister down the street, it's that bad and if my face were posted I would not be THIS honest. It is a horrible thing and I am ready to say goodbye to it.

You know what tho.... Acceptance is the first step! you know you have a problem, and you want to change it... Good luck to you hun!

well now it is time to get off the org. Today I have been argueing alot (spelling?). There wasn't any name-calling but whew, it got close. You always want to stop before the verbal start to happen. I hope I didn't make any enemies : but on the org, as in life, I am getting tired of holding in "how I really feel".

veronikka said:

Excited about trying out a zumba class today at the gym I go to

What is zumba? It sounds samba, sounds zydeco, sounds fun.

it has been two full months since nyse logged on. Sadly, i still miss him, maybe he is still out there , I hope he comes back someday and tells us what he's been up to.

the org been feeling mighty different. perhaps its the weather?

DesireeNevermind said:

the org been feeling mighty different. perhaps its the weather?

I noticed that too. What's going on?

connorhawke said:

DesireeNevermind said:

the org been feeling mighty different. perhaps its the weather?

I noticed that too. What's going on?

Everyone's out in the sunshine!

We wanna play in the sunshine, we wanna be free...

Acrylic said:

connorhawke said:

I noticed that too. What's going on?

Everyone's out in the sunshine!

We wanna play in the sunshine, we wanna be free...

I dunno....I think it's this year 2010. Things are weird all over. People are....different.

Not me...

I stay [img:$uid]http://www.33smiley.com/smiley2/animals/cats/4.gif[/img:$uid] [img:$uid]http://www.33smiley.com/smiley5/love/8.gif[/img:$uid] at least 3 times per week.

Acrylic said:

connorhawke said:

I noticed that too. What's going on?

Everyone's out in the sunshine!

We wanna play in the sunshine, we wanna be free...

Doesn't explain the ZombieK-free days....it's only about 10 degrees where she is, and colder here.......

It's weird.

connorhawke said:

Acrylic said:

Everyone's out in the sunshine!

We wanna play in the sunshine, we wanna be free...

Doesn't explain the ZombieK-free days....it's only about 10 degrees where she is, and colder here.......

It's weird.

True, true. I forget sometimes that the world does not always go accordingly to North America -- weather or otherwise.

Yeah, when Ms 40,000 posts and counting is scarce on the org you know there is a weird vibe in the air for sure. Psychodelicide is another that is a tried and true orger that has tons of posts and yet, until the last couple of days, was MIA.

FauxReal said:

3+ weeks ago I gave up coffee, soda, and energy drinks. I used to believe that they were all pretty ineffective at keeping me awake anyway, I just liked the taste. Well going without do 3 weeks I can say I have never been so consistently tired in my life. Nor have I ever consumed so much of this overrated water bullshit.

I too have a problem with being sleepy. I was actually tested for narcolepsy once. I finally came upon a term hyposomniac which is the opposite of insomniac. (or is it hypersomniac? time to google!)

FauxReal said:

3+ weeks ago I gave up coffee, soda, and energy drinks. I used to believe that they were all pretty ineffective at keeping me awake anyway, I just liked the taste. Well going without for 3 weeks I can say I have never been so consistently tired in my life. Nor have I ever consumed so much of this overrated water bullshit. [Edited 6/15/10 10:31am]

The site edited my post... like, by itself.

I SAID:

Water over caffiene? I am very disapointed in you.

[Edited 6/15/10 17:45pm]

FauxReal said:

3+ weeks ago I gave up coffee, soda, and energy drinks. I used to believe that they were all pretty ineffective at keeping me awake anyway, I just liked the taste. Well going without for 3 weeks I can say I have never been so consistently tired in my life. Nor have I ever consumed so much of this overrated water bullshit. [Edited 6/15/10 10:31am]

Oh you poor thing.

Think of it this way....now your teeth won't fall out

Deadflow3r said:

veronikka said:

Excited about trying out a zumba class today at the gym I go to

What is zumba? It sounds samba, sounds zydeco, sounds fun.

a latin dance

and it was so much fun I went to another class today such a good workout!

Acrylic said:

Had to cancel 2 more bookings of the computer so you know I am still not ready, but of course I am not giving up.

O.K. I am logging off again. I am suppose to be the one playing lifeguard but I am in the house on the org. Addict I tell you. I have no idea when I will be back. Cable is booked for Tuesday. people please for me getting it together for Tuesday. I would not wish the mental torture of this hoarding/cluttering issue on my worst enemy. I would rather be in Physical Pain.

I have ZERO motivation lately... to do anything.

Acrylic said:

O.K. where the hell is Zombie??? I mean this girl was always posting somewhere and now she just barely shows up now and again. It is true DesireeNevermind, something weird is in the air and it ain't all my weird fault 'cause Zombie is hardly posting anywhere.