I can get "mean angry," I guess, but hardly ever in an explosive way. My wrath is more like a slow carbon monoxide leak. I don't go off on folk, then, so much as plan for something really unpleasant to happen.

The good part is I usually have time to talk myself out of holding a grudge. The bad is when I can't, I have zero room to deny to myself that I was a lucid, calculated prick.

Lammastide said:

But you're so sweeeet.

I love saying all the shit that nobody wants to say, but needs to be said.
But I do that when I not pissed. I don't typically get pissed. Maybe thats why.

Cuddles said:

Me too.

For the first time in like 5 years I saw a dude that I actually want to get to know last night. We had a little moment, I'm totally going back to where he works this weekend to see what comes of it.

Finally someone new and intriguing.

JustErin said:

was this for this thread?

johnart said:

When I was in college, I discovered that there was one combination guaranteed to produce a screaming, crying, "I might as well just jump out that window" hypoglycemic episode - alcohol, caffeine and sugar on an empty stomach. Scared the crap out of my roommate a couple times before I realized what triggered it.

I started keeping some snacky-type food in our room for emergencies and told my friends, "I'm really going to try to avoid this in the future. But if you ever see that coming on - just feed me."

johnart said:

No.

That's what you get for working and orging.

I hate being angry. However, if I get angry it's kind of like you described it. I'm always in full control of my body and thoughts and my calmness is nearly provoking, but I can use some very degrading things to say, which I am not happy about. I never swear - I'm the last one to simply call someone "Asshole!", because I just don't think it's any use, but I get really personal and start talking about the things that really hurt that person - complexes, reasons for childish, stupid behaviour, ... I kind of let them see why I am "superior" not getting down to their level, yelling and swearing. But this can be even more asshole-ish and hurtful, I guess.


I blame my mother. When we would "argue" and I had the perfect words to explain (and excuse) my behaviour and the perfect words to suggest what she could have done better (not blame!) she just wouldn't listen. She would start playing that "I am superior, I am older, I am stronger, I am louder"-game and I think that is what made me lose so much confidence in honest communication. As I got older I just realised that my honesty were no use, so I joined in and also started not talking to her for weeks, raising my voice or even getting physical.


Looking back, I feel very sorry. But some people just don't seem to leave you any choice but to get angry.

Nowadays I only get upset about people's stupidity. I absolutely hate stupid people who can't listen and who act without thinking about the whole situation first. And when a little smart-ass like me comes along, teaching them about how to correctly solve a problem... well, war has begun.

Genesia said:

BTW that was the first and last time I ever raised a hand to my mother and you KNOW I never lived that shit down.

Wow. I'd never heard about the blood sugar thing. Makes perfect sense, I guess.

johnart said:

Genesia said:

Bitch had me in restraints with the quickness!

johnart said:

So ultimately...you had a good time.

It takes a lot for me to get truly angry. When I do, I become very quiet, digest what I've heard and then talk about it. When I talk about it though I'm pretty shaky and I get angry all over again.

Genesia said:

johnart said:

Ow! Bitch.

JustErin said:

I am almost absolutely certain this was meant to be an orgnote or posted on some other thread.

Otherwise, I'm just not following this thread as thoroughly as I need to.

nah, I have to bottle it up within... in Oakland if you such much as fart angry you could catch a lead shower...

IstenSzek said:

You. are. my. bitch.

Imago said:

I already admitted it was posted here in error. It was for the random thread.

JESUS MOTHER FUCKING CHRIST! CAN'T A BITCH MAKE A SIMPLE MISTAKE????


Phew, ok...I feel better now.

Dave1992 said:

Dave, you're 17.
Nowadays means you had a past to compare it to.


GROUP. HUG.

JustErin said:

I'll defer my response to fauxie

He always seems to know what to say at moments like this.

mcmeekle said:

!!!

Lammastide said:

Well, this totally explains the shit you do to my threads.



GROUP. HUG.

Nah I don't get mean angry at all. I'm one of those people that when I get angry I go all ICE cold and spew nothing but logic. Some people find it terrifying because they know yelling and screaming will get them nowhere.

Ice bitch don't budge

I'm a mean SOB when pushed.


I just wanna be a lover, though.

Dave1992 said:

Maybe your just
like your mother?

She's never satisfied ( she's never satisfied)

Imago said:

'Mean-angry' is the only way I know how to be angry. People constantly say that they can't picture me getting angry about anything. And for the most part it's true. I manage to see the little things for what they are... little things. Like, I see people get pissed about shit all the time that I couldn't ever see myself reacting to like that. But when I do get angry? I'm gonna be awful to deal with. Like, I won't be content until I get my pound of flesh. And I suppose that because it takes a lot for me to get there, I feel justified for whatever damage I do.

XxAxX said:

are you on Facebook?