Stuff I shouldn't have seen as a kid, but did:


A man jumping to his death from a bridge
A person getting hit by a car and bouncing off the pavement a couple of times like a ragdoll
homeless people fucking in an alley
My uncle's HUSTLER stash when I was 13 (I stole a grip of them mags)

purplemansionFL said:

This is soooo soooo wrong

i was very porn/sex conscious (sp?) VERY early.

i remember being aware of hardcore sex at 3 years old.
wantning to hide that fact from my mother so she wouldn't think her baby was "aware" lol I PLAYED dumb. Thats why i dont second guess littl kids cuz trust me they know. just dont want you to know htey know.

I remember being peer- pressured to have sex at 6 years old....6 years old on the play ground talking about "knockin boots"


oh yeah, not that it doesnt matter too much, but yesterday i saw my first drug trade in downtown atlanta today. i think it was crack and i saw it litterally echange hands. im lke, they do this out in the open? my lawd!

a piece of me died that day

I was gonna say Porn, but I really don't feel that affected me in any negative way.

I'll go with Domestic Violence.
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The Exorcist

Some really weird horror movie with lesbian sex and cannibalism

My father's dick

My grandfather's dick

My father smacking and punching the shit out of my mom

Heroin

and Care Bears: The Movie.

FunkMistress said:

mdiver said:

Oh, and I forgot, my uncle's dick.

FunkMistress said:

Dayum girl you have seen alot of dick

johnart said:

I'll go with Domestic Violence too but I'll add this:

Being babysat by the Christian neighbors and when alone in the house doing arts and crafts with the wife, the husband came home and asked me to go and get something from his nightstand and when I did there were all kinds of 8mm reel to reel films and the boxes they came in of hardcore porn.

I brought the item back and both were smiling

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mdiver said:

No wonder she went to the chicks!

Well, let's see, where to start....

Mom attacking dad with a butcher knife
Dad punching mom
Dad doing drugs ALL the time
Drug deals in the den
Mom in the fetal position on the floor in the middle of her nervous breakdown
sexual abuse somewhere between 7 and 9
Dad kicking me in the stomach and back repeatedly



Yeah, home life was pretty fucked up back then.

I walked in my parents room as a small child and saw my dad feeling up my mom...made me want to die!

Other than seeing a girl get hit by a car and killed when I was a teen, I haven't really been exposed to anything that I wish I had not seen.

johnart said:

Yeah, finding porn was sort of a highlight of childhood

JerseyKRS said:

Makes me wonder what YOU have in your pants? ****cough***mangina****cought****

mdiver said:

Yeah, I bet you do!

JerseyKRS said:

People being burnt alive

Alej said:

SupaFunkyOrgangrinderSexy said:

This city is very fucked up

Alej said:

Now do you know why I thought you lived in Juarez and was so scared?

Alej said:

Holy shit.

JerseyKRS said:

Probably porn. My uncle used to hide a copy of a dirty mag in my grandmothers upstairs bathroom....it was hidden in this hole in the wall....long story...but I was digging around in there and found it


I'm kinda glad I did



Smooches;)

SupaFunkyOrgangrinderSexy said:

I think this place, at one point, was WAY more dangerous than Juarez

Thangs have settled down a lot though

when I was little I used to sit on the stairs and read hardcore porn mags. Little like 4 or 5. I remember it used to turn me on

The Omen! It'freaked me out for weeeks!

My dad's stach of dirty magazines at about age 7. I returned continuously to up until my early teen years.

A neighbor being wheeled out to the ambulance after being shot in the chest and stomach 3 times by her husband.

A cow that had been killed and left on the side of an old dirty trail in the jungle in Saipan after the pouchers took the parts they wanted.

A pig being slaughtered by 3 men for an Island festival.

A dog being beaten to death so the Islanders could have it for dinner.

My mom in an evening gown soaked in blood after a wild cat attacked her.

The sound of a rabbit screaming as a python literally squeezed the life out of it.

The face of a dog after it had been mauled by another dog.


I was less than 8 for most of them and less than 10 for the rest.

Purple Rain

A sex book my mom had ...

The muscles in my left hand hanging out of a cut...

My dad driving away and leaving my mom and I at a friend's house overnight because he was mad...

Psycho at 2:00 am on tv...


Not a whole lot, actually...I was kept away from the more unneccesary experiences in Life.