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Printablepsychodelicide said: MoniGram said: He needs many kicks in the balls.  He will regret it someday. I loved him with all my heart and soul. But I wasn't good enough.I know you loved him very much. As others have said, it's his loss for letting you go to date some other woman that his parents wanted him to date. The fact that he can't stand up to his parents and do what he wants to do with his life tells me that he's not man enough for you (he's a wuss). In time, you'll find someone better.  I never would have let myself fall in love with Andy, if I knew he was going to do this. When we first started dating..I thought, Moni, better just use this boy for fun, he is Asian and will never be yours. Then one night, we were laying in bed..and we were talking...and I said...Andy, someday you are going to want kids, and a wife, and a life of your own. And you will need to stop dating me and start finding you a little Vietnamese girl. He said..Nope, I want to marry who I want to marry. I don't like Asian women. That was last November when he told me that...and that is when I fell in love with him. I let my guard down, and let my heart love him.  Because I thought, just maybe he is my one! That one I have been looking for. Just a couple of weeks ago he mentioned the same thing...one day at a time babe, if we are meant to be, we will be together.. just know I love you!
Today I picked up my son from school, and I started crying so hard waiting for him. I thought, why couldnt' I have been the woman he needed. Young, asian, and something his parents would want. Why can't my love for him be enough? If they only knew what a good woman I am, see how much I love their son, how I would take care of him...and I would have found a way to have those babies, if that meant adopting, or having someone else give birth to them. I would have wanted to have those babies. But...no good crying over something that can't be...but I can't help crying for what I once had. Proud Memaw to Seyhan Olivia Christine ,Zoey Cirilo Jaylee & Ellie Abigail Lillian  | |
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MoniGram said: psychodelicide said:  And a swift kick in the balls for letting Moni go.
Moni. I can't believe how stupid some men are.  He needs many kicks in the balls. He will regret it someday. I loved him with all my heart and soul. But I wasn't good enough.
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applekisses said: MoniGram said: He needs many kicks in the balls. He will regret it someday. I loved him with all my heart and soul. But I wasn't good enough.
NO, honey...HE wasn't good enough. Don't say that about yourself. I know you are right hun! Proud Memaw to Seyhan Olivia Christine ,Zoey Cirilo Jaylee & Ellie Abigail Lillian | |
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shanti0608 said: Obviously he is not the strong man that you are...which is ONE of the many reasons I admire the man you are today.  
 You're making me blush... How ya doin' over there...hanging in?
He was like a cock who thought the sun had risen to hear him crow.
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Well everyone...I made it past the 8pm mark. My friend Celina came over and kept my mind off a Andy for almost two hours. I think I really need to keep busy, then maybe I won't miss him so much. But right now, no tears. So that's a good thing. And I finally ate, hadn't eaten since last night..and really didn't eat much. So..as of this moment, Moni is feeling okay. But..in 5 mins I might cry. Proud Memaw to Seyhan Olivia Christine ,Zoey Cirilo Jaylee & Ellie Abigail Lillian | |
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MoniGram said: Well everyone...I made it past the 8pm mark. My friend Celina came over and kept my mind off a Andy for almost two hours. I think I really need to keep busy, then maybe I won't miss him so much. But right now, no tears. So that's a good thing. And I finally ate, hadn't eaten since last night..and really didn't eat much. So..as of this moment, Moni is feeling okay. But..in 5 mins I might cry.
You should cry honey. Otherwise you'd be a robot. We love the human Moni  2010: Healing the Wounds of the Past.... http://prince.org/msg/8/325740 | |
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SupaFunkyOrgangrinderSexy said: MoniGram said: Well everyone...I made it past the 8pm mark. My friend Celina came over and kept my mind off a Andy for almost two hours. I think I really need to keep busy, then maybe I won't miss him so much. But right now, no tears. So that's a good thing. And I finally ate, hadn't eaten since last night..and really didn't eat much. So..as of this moment, Moni is feeling okay. But..in 5 mins I might cry.
You should cry honey. Otherwise you'd be a robot. We love the human Moni I like human Moni too.  Proud Memaw to Seyhan Olivia Christine ,Zoey Cirilo Jaylee & Ellie Abigail Lillian | |
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good riddance!!! you don't need nasty people like that in your life anyways. his loss. and better sooner than later! no punches for you because you aren't stupid. the idiot is him. you are too good for a weak BOY like that anyway! what goes around comes around 
 
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To the left
To the left To the left To the left To the left To the left Everything you own in the box to the left In the closet that's my stuff - Yes If I bought it nigga please don't touch And keep talking that mess, that's fine But could you walk and talk at the same time And It's my mine name that is on that Jag So remove your bags let me call you a cab Standing in the front yard telling me How I'm such a fool - Talking about How I'll never ever find a man like you You got me twisted You must not know about me You must not know about me I could have another you in a minute Matter fact he'll be here in a minute - baby You must not know about me You must not know about me I can have another you by tomorrow So don't you ever for a second get to thinking you're irreplaceable So go ahead and get gone And call up on that chick and see if she is home Oops, I bet ya thought that I didn't know What did you think I was putting you out for? Cause you was untrue Rolling her around in the car that I bought you Baby you dropped them keys hurry up before your taxi leaves Standing in the front yard telling me How I am such a fool - Talking about How I'll never ever find a man like you You got me twisted You must not know about me You must not know about me I could have another you in a minute Matter fact he'll be here in a minute - baby [ Irreplaceable lyrics found on http://www.completealbumlyrics.com ] You must not know about me You must not know about me I will have another you by tomorrow So don't you ever for a second get to thinking you're irreplaceable So since I’m not your everything How about I'll be nothing Nothing at all to you Baby I wont shead a tear for you I won't lose a wink of sleep Cause the truth of the matter is Replacing you is so easy To the left To the left To the left To the left To the left To the left Everything you own in the box to the left To the left To the left Don't you ever for a second get to thinking you're irreplaceable You must not know about me You must not know about me I could have another you in a minute Matter fact he'll be be here in a minute - baby You must not know about me You must not know about me I can have another you by tomorrow Don't you ever for a second get to thinking you're irreplaceable You must not know about me You must not know about me I could have another you in a minute Matter fact he'll be be here in a minute - baby You must not know about me You must not know about me I can have another you by tomorrow Don't you ever for a second get to thinking you're irreplaceable
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CHIC0 said: good riddance!!! you don't need nasty people like that in your life anyways. his loss. and better sooner than later! no punches for you because you aren't stupid. the idiot is him. you are too good for a weak BOY like that anyway! what goes around comes around
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CHIC0 said: To the left
To the left To the left To the left To the left To the left Everything you own in the box to the left In the closet that's my stuff - Yes If I bought it nigga please don't touch And keep talking that mess, that's fine But could you walk and talk at the same time And It's my mine name that is on that Jag So remove your bags let me call you a cab Standing in the front yard telling me How I'm such a fool - Talking about How I'll never ever find a man like you You got me twisted You must not know about me You must not know about me I could have another you in a minute Matter fact he'll be here in a minute - baby You must not know about me You must not know about me I can have another you by tomorrow So don't you ever for a second get to thinking you're irreplaceable So go ahead and get gone And call up on that chick and see if she is home Oops, I bet ya thought that I didn't know What did you think I was putting you out for? Cause you was untrue Rolling her around in the car that I bought you Baby you dropped them keys hurry up before your taxi leaves Standing in the front yard telling me How I am such a fool - Talking about How I'll never ever find a man like you You got me twisted You must not know about me You must not know about me I could have another you in a minute Matter fact he'll be here in a minute - baby [ Irreplaceable lyrics found on http://www.completealbumlyrics.com ] You must not know about me You must not know about me I will have another you by tomorrow So don't you ever for a second get to thinking you're irreplaceable So since I’m not your everything How about I'll be nothing Nothing at all to you Baby I wont shead a tear for you I won't lose a wink of sleep Cause the truth of the matter is Replacing you is so easy To the left To the left To the left To the left To the left To the left Everything you own in the box to the left To the left To the left Don't you ever for a second get to thinking you're irreplaceable You must not know about me You must not know about me I could have another you in a minute Matter fact he'll be be here in a minute - baby You must not know about me You must not know about me I can have another you by tomorrow Don't you ever for a second get to thinking you're irreplaceable You must not know about me You must not know about me I could have another you in a minute Matter fact he'll be be here in a minute - baby You must not know about me You must not know about me I can have another you by tomorrow Don't you ever for a second get to thinking you're irreplaceable Proud Memaw to Seyhan Olivia Christine ,Zoey Cirilo Jaylee & Ellie Abigail Lillian | |
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Moni...thats enough now love! 
You're in danger of beating out my bra thread with this crap, my ego can't allow that! "Waiting to be banned" | |
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liberation said: Moni...thats enough now love!
You're in danger of beating out my bra thread with this crap, my ego can't allow that! Hey now! Moni love is very important right now! So...I think you should give me a little more!  Proud Memaw to Seyhan Olivia Christine ,Zoey Cirilo Jaylee & Ellie Abigail Lillian | |
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MoniGram said: liberation said: Moni...thats enough now love!
You're in danger of beating out my bra thread with this crap, my ego can't allow that! Hey now! Moni love is very important right now! So...I think you should give me a little more! Hey, i'm all for self loving...in fact i've just finished up a major session
But keep it in the bedroom, or the washing machine.... "Waiting to be banned" | |
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liberation said: MoniGram said: Hey now! Moni love is very important right now! So...I think you should give me a little more! Hey, i'm all for self loving...in fact i've just finished up a major session
But keep it in the bedroom, or the washing machine....  A little kinky! Proud Memaw to Seyhan Olivia Christine ,Zoey Cirilo Jaylee & Ellie Abigail Lillian | |
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MoniGram said: liberation said: Hey, i'm all for self loving...in fact i've just finished up a major session
But keep it in the bedroom, or the washing machine.... A little kinky! Since you're single you can use the washing machine as a full sized vibrator. "Waiting to be banned" | |
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liberation said: MoniGram said: A little kinky! Since you're single you can use the washing machine as a full sized vibrator. OMG!  Well you made me laugh...so you still ended up giving Moni some love!  Proud Memaw to Seyhan Olivia Christine ,Zoey Cirilo Jaylee & Ellie Abigail Lillian | |
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MoniGram said: liberation said: Since you're single you can use the washing machine as a full sized vibrator. OMG! Well you made me laugh...so you still ended up giving Moni some love! I've offered you my surrogate penis to tide you over, it's not about that...stop hogging my airtime! "Waiting to be banned" | |
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liberation said: MoniGram said: OMG! Well you made me laugh...so you still ended up giving Moni some love! I've offered you my surrogate penis to tide you over, it's not about that...stop hogging my airtime! I am sorry hun! I can't help that these people are worried about me! They luv me! Plus give a girl a break! I need my friends. You want me to give up this org love that I need, for your bra thread? Proud Memaw to Seyhan Olivia Christine ,Zoey Cirilo Jaylee & Ellie Abigail Lillian | |
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Not dsiing, but how many of these posters do you personally know? "Waiting to be banned" | |
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liberation said:[quote]Not dsiing, but how many of these posters do you personally know?[/quot
Her free pornographic website makes her VERY popular... she even has a terrific demo on deep throating 
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liberation said: Not dsiing, but how many of these posters do you personally know?
That was just down right mean! Now I feel I can't even come here. I am sorry that my thread is some kind of way to help me heal. And I might not no anyone of these posters personally, but this place, this thread was a way of helping me heal![Edited 12/7/07 3:59am] Proud Memaw to Seyhan Olivia Christine ,Zoey Cirilo Jaylee & Ellie Abigail Lillian | |
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MoniGram said: liberation said: Not dsiing, but how many of these posters do you personally know?
That was just down right mean! Now I feel I can't even come here. I am sorry that my thread is some kind of way to help me heal. And I might not no anyone of these posters personally, but this place, this thread was a way of helping me heal!
[Edited 12/7/07 3:59am] but you know what, even with him wondering that, our well-wishing is still genuine. We have known you to be very much in love, so we feel it when you tell us this terrible news  | |
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ZombieKitten said: MoniGram said: That was just down right mean! Now I feel I can't even come here. I am sorry that my thread is some kind of way to help me heal. And I might not no anyone of these posters personally, but this place, this thread was a way of helping me heal!
[Edited 12/7/07 3:59am] but you know what, even with him wondering that, our well-wishing is still genuine. We have known you to be very much in love, so we feel it when you tell us this terrible news This is exactly how I was feeling. I know you all don't know me on that personal level, but I feel you all know me in some way or another. Everyone's kind words are helping me. Just writing down my emotions are helping me. I won't let him ruin that! So thank you Charlotte for reminding me of this. Proud Memaw to Seyhan Olivia Christine ,Zoey Cirilo Jaylee & Ellie Abigail Lillian | |
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ZombieKitten said: MoniGram said: That was just down right mean! Now I feel I can't even come here. I am sorry that my thread is some kind of way to help me heal. And I might not no anyone of these posters personally, but this place, this thread was a way of helping me heal!
[Edited 12/7/07 3:59am] but you know what, even with him wondering that, our well-wishing is still genuine. We have known you to be very much in love, so we feel it when you tell us this terrible news well said Charlotte  | |
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I was just so happy last night, that I was calm enough to actually go to sleep, I felt this is getting better. This is going to be okay. But I woke up crying my eyes out this morning. Not just crying...we are talking down right sobbing my eyes out.
I just don't understand, why I have to be missing his stupid ass so much. I know he is hurting, but I highly doubt his world is falling apart. I can barely eat, I forced a bit of food in my stomach last night, and each bite made me wanted to vomit. I am working on the same bottle of water the day he broke up with me. My lips are chapped, my body aches, and I am trying real hard to be strong..but I am losing this battle! I just want to climb into bed, curl up in a ball, and just wish this all away. I want last week back dammit! I want last month back! I want my Andy back! I want to smile, and laugh, and feel loved again! I know, I know..I shouldn't give this to him, I shouldn't give this break up so much of my pain and hurt. But after all that time together, I can't help it. Right now...he should have been on the phone with me, talking to me from the airport waiting for his parent's plane to come in from Vietnam. When his parents left for Vietnam..he called me at 4:30am so we could talk...so he could say how much he was going to miss his Mom. We laughed and this crazy hour. He said things like..see babe, I need you to help me thru hard times..like missing my Mommy, and worrying about her getting there safe. Well dammit, this is my hard time! Where is my Andy?? Where is my support?? I am left alone, why he moves on with his new Asian gf! So he can make the life his parents WANT! So why this woman is getting my phone calls, and my test messages, and my Andy, I sit here typing on this forum, feeling alone and scared that my life will never be the same. Proud Memaw to Seyhan Olivia Christine ,Zoey Cirilo Jaylee & Ellie Abigail Lillian | |
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ZombieKitten said: That is exactly how I feel right now! Proud Memaw to Seyhan Olivia Christine ,Zoey Cirilo Jaylee & Ellie Abigail Lillian | |
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MoniGram said: I was just so happy last night, that I was calm enough to actually go to sleep, I felt this is getting better. This is going to be okay. But I woke up crying my eyes out this morning. Not just crying...we are talking down right sobbing my eyes out.
I just don't understand, why I have to be missing his stupid ass so much. I know he is hurting, but I highly doubt his world is falling apart. I can barely eat, I forced a bit of food in my stomach last night, and each bite made me wanted to vomit. I am working on the same bottle of water the day he broke up with me. My lips are chapped, my body aches, and I am trying real hard to be strong..but I am losing this battle! I just want to climb into bed, curl up in a ball, and just wish this all away. I want last week back dammit! I want last month back! I want my Andy back! I want to smile, and laugh, and feel loved again! I know, I know..I shouldn't give this to him, I shouldn't give this break up so much of my pain and hurt. But after all that time together, I can't help it. Right now...he should have been on the phone with me, talking to me from the airport waiting for his parent's plane to come in from Vietnam. When his parents left for Vietnam..he called me at 4:30am so we could talk...so he could say how much he was going to miss his Mom. We laughed and this crazy hour. He said things like..see babe, I need you to help me thru hard times..like missing my Mommy, and worrying about her getting there safe. Well dammit, this is my hard time! Where is my Andy?? Where is my support?? I am left alone, why he moves on with his new Asian gf! So he can make the life his parents WANT! So why this woman is getting my phone calls, and my test messages, and my Andy, I sit here typing on this forum, feeling alone and scared that my life will never be the same. oh hun...
Keep on writing.. Vent it out!!!  It's good for you..Allow me to introduce: Ms. Onder and Mrs. Donk! (o)(o)
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