Just a slice of reality, you should be seeking comfort in your friends...not faceless people on the internet.

Well because of this post...this will be the last post I make on this thread! I am sorry that my needing to reach out to people for help bothered you so much! If it bothered you then you should have stayed out of my thread! I needed friends, faceless or not, these people I talk to. In an odd way they know me, and have helped me!

I didn't need this kind of crap, but thank you for being so damn heartless.

So thanks everyone for helping me out...it really did mean a great deal to me. If you want to know how I am..just orgnote me.

we all know that's just Lib being Lib.
[Edited 12/7/07 19:02pm]

we all know that's just Lib being Lib.
[Edited 12/7/07 19:02pm]

I was just so happy last night, that I was calm enough to actually go to sleep, I felt this is getting better. This is going to be okay. But I woke up crying my eyes out this morning. Not just crying...we are talking down right sobbing my eyes out.

I just don't understand, why I have to be missing his stupid ass so much. I know he is hurting, but I highly doubt his world is falling apart. I can barely eat, I forced a bit of food in my stomach last night, and each bite made me wanted to vomit. I am working on the same bottle of water the day he broke up with me. My lips are chapped, my body aches, and I am trying real hard to be strong..but I am losing this battle!

I just want to climb into bed, curl up in a ball, and just wish this all away. I want last week back dammit! I want last month back! I want my Andy back! I want to smile, and laugh, and feel loved again!

I know, I know..I shouldn't give this to him, I shouldn't give this break up so much of my pain and hurt. But after all that time together, I can't help it. Right now...he should have been on the phone with me, talking to me from the airport waiting for his parent's plane to come in from Vietnam. When his parents left for Vietnam..he called me at 4:30am so we could talk...so he could say how much he was going to miss his Mom. We laughed and this crazy hour. He said things like..see babe, I need you to help me thru hard times..like missing my Mommy, and worrying about her getting there safe.

Well dammit, this is my hard time! Where is my Andy?? Where is my support?? I am left alone, why he moves on with his new Asian gf! So he can make the life his parents WANT! So why this woman is getting my phone calls, and my test messages, and my Andy, I sit here typing on this forum, feeling alone and scared that my life will never be the same.

Not to disrespect your ex, but he still calls his mom "Mommy"? :wtf: I'm starting to wonder if he's a mama's boy, between his still referring to his mother as "Mommy" and breaking off the relationship with you to date someone that his "Mommy" wanted him to date. You don't need a mama's boy, you need a real man, one who will stand beside you and want to date you and not someone his "Mommy" wants him to go out with.

I call my mom Mommy I do!

Not to disrespect your ex, but he still calls his mom "Mommy"? :wtf: I'm starting to wonder if he's a mama's boy, between his still referring to his mother as "Mommy" and breaking off the relationship with you to date someone that his "Mommy" wanted him to date. You don't need a mama's boy, you need a real man, one who will stand beside you and want to date you and not someone his "Mommy" wants him to go out with.