Cinnie said: Byron said: Well, not sure about that lol... gay! | |
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Anxiety said: Imago said: I also noticed that some of you cunts who generally avoid my threads are posting here. The subject obviously touches a few nerves (and this time I am presuming.).
is the part about cunts directed at me, or the part about touching my nerves with your subject? i'm pretty sure this is about my iceland pics thread. Are you still angry that I pointed out your cat eats meat? | |
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Imago said: I also noticed that some of you cunts who generally avoid my threads are posting here. The subject obviously touches a few nerves (and this time I am presuming.).
i fully admit i have insecurities which is why i don't post pics much or delete them the minute i do. the flattering ones are all lights and set up so i don't mind those so much. some pics, i was tellin ivy i look like a florida evans reject i would never post them here | |
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ZombieKitten said: Byron said: And what she said to me...completely unexpected and went deeper than "surface" looks...it was humbling. makes it all worthwhile ...I posted my pics just to take part in the fun (at this stage of my life, I am WAY beyond needing affirmation on my look from a message board)...so her comment seemed more from the heart than a general response...it was heartening. | |
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Imago said: I also noticed that some of you cunts who generally avoid my threads are posting here. The subject obviously touches a few nerves (and this time I am presuming.). honestly? I only like your serious threads.
I really dig threads where we all are actually having a conversation. | |
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JustErin said: Imago said: Now, I'll say that I'm not going to quite the photowhore threads, and that when I post pictures of myself, I damn well sure will pick then ones I find most flattering.
But I have to acknowledge I'm seeking some type of pat-on-the-back for what my momma gave me, so to speak. I mean, all my attention whoring comes from the same place I think. Same here. Well, except that labor pic of course. I doubt I've posted a pic of myself since around 2 years ago that I didn't touch up at least a little. I run the rule over everything. I used to edit all my pics of other things and so just started doing the same with pics of myself. It's interesting because I'm pretty secure in how I look here, as me, in Thailand, in the flesh when I interact with people day to day. When it comes to the org it changes though. I see a compliment and part of me always thinks 'Sure, though that's not quite how I really look' and I wonder why I do it. Stoopid. I get obsessive about editing photos though so I consider it a triumph when I successfully take a zit out or a bit of stray beard hair. | |
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Lothan said: Imago said: I also noticed that some of you cunts who generally avoid my threads are posting here. The subject obviously touches a few nerves (and this time I am presuming.). honestly? I only like your serious threads.
I really dig threads where we all are actually having a conversation. All my threads, including the tasting sperm ones, are dead serious. Like Casey Spooner, they don't play around. | |
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Lothan said: Imago said: I also noticed that some of you cunts who generally avoid my threads are posting here. The subject obviously touches a few nerves (and this time I am presuming.). honestly? I only like your serious threads.
I really dig threads where we all are actually having a conversation. True...I'm not particularly drawn to the "I've never tasted my own sperm" type of threads lol...this one was a subject that could involve serious convo ... | |
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Honestly, it's all a bit of a cliche, at this point.
But, I guess calling it a cliche is just as cliched, at this point. | |
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Imago said: Anxiety said: is the part about cunts directed at me, or the part about touching my nerves with your subject? i'm pretty sure this is about my iceland pics thread. Are you still angry that I pointed out your cat eats meat? | |
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heybaby said: Imago said: I also noticed that some of you cunts who generally avoid my threads are posting here. The subject obviously touches a few nerves (and this time I am presuming.).
i fully admit i have insecurities which is why i don't post pics much or delete them the minute i do. the flattering ones are all lights and set up so i don't mind those so much. some pics, i was tellin ivy i look like a florida evans reject i would never post them here You're fine as hell. And you've been my avvie. And this is sincerity speaking. But I think to a great extent posting your picture here is like testing the waters for what may become a nice long swim towards improved self-esteem for some. Again, you cunts, this is not a criticism but possibly looking inwards on my own experience. I remember being mortified of posting my own picture way back in the org day, but feeling equally liberated. | |
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fhqwhgads said: JustErin said: Same here. Well, except that labor pic of course. I doubt I've posted a pic of myself since around 2 years ago that I didn't touch up at least a little. I run the rule over everything. I used to edit all my pics of other things and so just started doing the same with pics of myself. It's interesting because I'm pretty secure in how I look here, as me, in Thailand, in the flesh when I interact with people day to day. When it comes to the org it changes though. I see a compliment and part of me always thinks 'Sure, though that's not quite how I really look' and I wonder why I do it. Stoopid. I get obsessive about editing photos though so I consider it a triumph when I successfully take a zit out or a bit of stray beard hair. I seriously would not have guessed you were the kind to touch up your pics. I fiddle with lighting in some - like my avatar, take out shadows and stuff. And since I've been hounded about my terrible photoshopping skills I'm not gonna attempt to alter my pics. I think we should all posts vids anyway. Can't change those now, can we? | |
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Imago said: heybaby said: i fully admit i have insecurities which is why i don't post pics much or delete them the minute i do. the flattering ones are all lights and set up so i don't mind those so much. some pics, i was tellin ivy i look like a florida evans reject i would never post them here You're fine as hell. And you've been my avvie. And this is sincerity speaking. But I think to a great extent posting your picture here is like testing the waters for what may become a nice long swim towards improved self-esteem for some. Again, you cunts, this is not a criticism but possibly looking inwards on my own experience. I remember being mortified of posting my own picture way back in the org day, but feeling equally liberated. thanks i got what i wanted btw i get what your sayin' although now i try not to get sucked in everybody wants to be flattered. | |
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Imago said: And you've been my avvie. OK so is there not a subversive irony to this, given you just said Imago said: But I just find these photowhore threads get a bit perverse when the obviously better looking folks achieve rock star status on these threads.
Imago avatars help achieve "rock star status"! | |
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Imago said: Lothan said: honestly? I only like your serious threads.
I really dig threads where we all are actually having a conversation. All my threads, including the tasting sperm ones, are dead serious. Like Casey Spooner, they don't play around. | |
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JustErin said: fhqwhgads said: I doubt I've posted a pic of myself since around 2 years ago that I didn't touch up at least a little. I run the rule over everything. I used to edit all my pics of other things and so just started doing the same with pics of myself. It's interesting because I'm pretty secure in how I look here, as me, in Thailand, in the flesh when I interact with people day to day. When it comes to the org it changes though. I see a compliment and part of me always thinks 'Sure, though that's not quite how I really look' and I wonder why I do it. Stoopid. I get obsessive about editing photos though so I consider it a triumph when I successfully take a zit out or a bit of stray beard hair. I seriously would not have guessed you were the kind to touch up your pics. I fiddle with lighting in some - like my avatar, take out shadows and stuff. And since I've been hounded about my terrible photoshopping skills I'm not gonna attempt to alter my pics. I think we should all posts vids anyway. Can't change those now, can we? I can't stop now, it's terrible. I mean if I see a pimple in an otherwise ok pic and I know I can take it out it's impossible not to. | |
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fhqwhgads said: JustErin said: I seriously would not have guessed you were the kind to touch up your pics. I fiddle with lighting in some - like my avatar, take out shadows and stuff. And since I've been hounded about my terrible photoshopping skills I'm not gonna attempt to alter my pics. I think we should all posts vids anyway. Can't change those now, can we? I can't stop now, it's terrible. I mean if I see a pimple in an otherwise ok pic and I know I can take it out it's impossible not to. Thanks, now I am gonna be zooming the shit outta my pics to make sure I've got nothing weird going on. | |
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Fuck, and don't get me started on the fact that you will never see a pic of me here smiling with my mouth open. | |
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Byron said: Lothan said: honestly? I only like your serious threads.
I really dig threads where we all are actually having a conversation. True...I'm not particularly drawn to the "I've never tasted my own sperm" type of threads lol...this one was a subject that could involve serious convo ... I disagree with this too. | |
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Imago said: But I think to a great extent posting your picture here is like testing the waters for what may become a nice long swim towards improved self-esteem for some.
this is 100% what it has been for me | |
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fhqwhgads said: Fuck, and don't get me started on the fact that you will never see a pic of me here smiling with my mouth open.
ok, I'm going to be honest here. Part of why I like you is for very vain reasons. You're good looking, in an awkward shy why (you're smiles are always self-conscious) and I love that emotionally crippled way about folks , but I absolutely love your sense of humor. It's what's most attractive about you. And for this reason, even though I have nothing against JustErin, I get a bit perturbed that you pay so much attention to her and not me. This thread is being jacked by it's own creator | |
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Imago said: Byron said: True...I'm not particularly drawn to the "I've never tasted my own sperm" type of threads lol...this one was a subject that could involve serious convo ... I disagree with this too. You disagree with me not being drawn to that thread?...Or you disagree with this thread subject involving a serious convo? | |
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Cinnie said: Imago said: And you've been my avvie. OK so is there not a subversive irony to this, given you just said Imago said: But I just find these photowhore threads get a bit perverse when the obviously better looking folks achieve rock star status on these threads.
Imago avatars help achieve "rock star status"! I was waiting for someone to point out how hypocritical this seems to folks. with my avvies, my doting on good looking gay men, etc. etc. But I never said, photowhore threads were a bad thing, or that I was above them. I only pointed out a few negative things about them (ugly people being lead to believe their hot, or hot people being rewarded for being hotter than others, etc. etc.). Moreover, the main intention of them was to get an understanding or perspective from other folks as to what drives the photowhore threads. But yes, the subversive irony was there before I hit "submit" on the original post. | |
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Imago said: Cinnie said: Imago avatars help achieve "rock star status"! I was waiting for someone to point out how hypocritical this seems to folks. with my avvies, my doting on good looking gay men, etc. etc. But I never said, photowhore threads were a bad thing, or that I was above them. I only pointed out a few negative things about them (ugly people being lead to believe their hot, or hot people being rewarded for being hotter than others, etc. etc.). Moreover, the main intention of them was to get an understanding or perspective from other folks as to what drives the photowhore threads. But yes, the subversive irony was there before I hit "submit" on the original post. i didn't read most of that, but i don't agree with you. | |
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Byron said: Imago said: I disagree with this too. You disagree with me not being drawn to that thread?...Or you disagree with this thread subject involving a serious convo? I'm confused. I don't really know. I'm disagreeing on principle. I hate seeing you come in here after your hiatus and PWNing the place with your intellect. It doesn't' bode well for my own vanity. And I hate being turned into a pussy handing out backhanded compliments. | |
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This stupid ass thread. | |
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Imago said: fhqwhgads said: Fuck, and don't get me started on the fact that you will never see a pic of me here smiling with my mouth open.
ok, I'm going to be honest here. Part of why I like you is for very vain reasons. You're good looking, in an awkward shy why (you're smiles are always self-conscious) and I love that emotionally crippled way about folks , but I absolutely love your sense of humor. It's what's most attractive about you. And for this reason, even though I have nothing against JustErin, I get a bit perturbed that you pay so much attention to her and not me. This thread is being jacked by it's own creator I'm all about the orger named sweet now. I like this thread. It has me all discombobulated trying to work it all out. I think I've found an answer for me personally though. As much as I can be genuine, put my feelings out there, have real feelings towards orgers, care about them and what they're doing, when it comes to the purely physical presentation of myself I still see this place, being as it is on the internet with the separation and nature of the interaction, as a kind of fantasy world. If I'm pretty secure in my looks but touch up all my photos here it suggests I view it very differently to my interactions with people 'irl'. I'm not vain 'irl', I don't ask people how I look, don't seek validation or care much whether people find me attractive or not, so why would I do it on the org? Because simply I can make myself look better? I do think my obsessive photo editing in general does have something to do with it. I spoiled most of my trip to the UK sitting in the computer room editing all the pics. . [Edited 9/6/07 21:48pm] | |
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JustErin said: fhqwhgads said: I doubt I've posted a pic of myself since around 2 years ago that I didn't touch up at least a little. I run the rule over everything. I used to edit all my pics of other things and so just started doing the same with pics of myself. It's interesting because I'm pretty secure in how I look here, as me, in Thailand, in the flesh when I interact with people day to day. When it comes to the org it changes though. I see a compliment and part of me always thinks 'Sure, though that's not quite how I really look' and I wonder why I do it. Stoopid. I get obsessive about editing photos though so I consider it a triumph when I successfully take a zit out or a bit of stray beard hair. I seriously would not have guessed you were the kind to touch up your pics. I fiddle with lighting in some - like my avatar, take out shadows and stuff. And since I've been hounded about my terrible photoshopping skills I'm not gonna attempt to alter my pics. I think we should all posts vids anyway. Can't change those now, can we? You just called him ugly | |
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Imago said: Byron said: You disagree with me not being drawn to that thread?...Or you disagree with this thread subject involving a serious convo? I'm confused. I don't really know. I'm disagreeing on principle. I hate seeing you come in here after your hiatus and PWNing the place with your intellect. It doesn't' bode well for my own vanity. And I hate being turned into a pussy handing out backhanded compliments. LoL...trust me, I have nothing on you when it comes to PWNing the Org ... Speaking of which...since you've been wanting me banned... The One U Wanna Ban (to the tune of "The One U Wanna C") I know you wanna kill me, mods I'm sure that you would if you could I know you're trigger finger's itchy So let me make this good You'll get a lot of orgnotes And they're all gonna be about me I like stirring shit And shit can get stirred here easily So, if U log in here later And you've read all U can stand I love acting like a hater I'm the one, I'm the one The one U wanna ban U wanna ban Look around U mods U know U seen my kind before Every poster on this site gets my foot in their ass Nothing less, nothing more I called Muse a Pepsi drinker Said Spooky was a little runt I called fauxie a big-ol' goofball git And 2the9s a lousy cunt So you'll get a lot of orgnotes And they're all gonna be about me I like stirring shit And shit can get stirred here easily So, if U log in here later And you've read all U can stand I love acting like a hater I'm the one, I'm the one The one U wanna ban U wanna ban U don't need to lock my threads Cuz I'm somebody they don't care 4 U don't need to edit my posts Just kick me right out the Org door U know I ain't no alter ego U know I ain't no ploy of Dan's I don't want to be your amigo Unless U want to get flamed, too... I'm the one U wanna ban The one U wanna ban, baby Oh, the one U wanna ban Wanna ban, wanna ban me I'm the U wanna ban The one U wanna ban I'm the U wanna ban | |
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