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on the org. I am very sorry about your terrible loss. My sister has a 8 months old baby girl and I just can´t imagine something happened to her. | |
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oh my god.
i am so sorry for your loss 
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I couldn't even click on this thread for a while b/c I couldn't handle reading it - & I don't even know you, so I can only imagine the grief you must be feeling right now. I am so very sorry for your loss, sometimes the world just makes no sense. You & your family are in my prayers, I sincerely hope you can hang on to each other & get through this trying time. 1000 hugs to all of you...
   I never met you, but I LOVE you & I will forever!! Thank you for being YOU - my little Princey, the best to EVER do it | |
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I cannot believe this has happened  I am so sorry to hear of this loss  One of my biggest fears is something happening to either of my sisters babies Please take care of yourself and know that there are so many people here with shoulders to lean on in this awful time 2010: Healing the Wounds of the Past.... http://prince.org/msg/8/325740 | |
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My condolensces to you and your family! ^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^
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So So sorry I cant imagine such a thing I have a baby girl that was born on feb 26th so she is almost 6 months and this type of thing is so feared by me but its so unpredictable. You are in my thoughts and prayers I am going to squeeze my baby tight when I get off.Don't take life too seriously, noone gets out alive. | |
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What a nightmare.
I am so sorry for Aliyah, your daughter, you, and your whole family... | |
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There are no words that can make things better for you and your family right now. You will all be in my thoughts. | |
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My deepest condolences to your family. | |
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I am so sorry. My heart goes out to you. http://elmadartista.tumblr.com/ http://twitter.com/madartista | |
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noimageatall said: I don't know where to put this. I am here the most so
She was beautiful. Her name was Aliyah. She would have been 5 mos tomorrow. My daughter was at work. She works at 5am. The sitter called and told her Aliyah wasn't breathing, and she should come right away. My daughter and her husband rushed to the hospital. Loyola in Maywood, right outisde of Chicago. It was too late. She was gone. the doctors said it's SIDS. I just can't believe that. She was okay yesterday. She smiled so big all her gums showed. She was an angel. I feel like my heart is ripped out. I just held her. My daughter is hysterical. I had to give her sleeping pills. I am a wreck. All my family was here tonight. She usually wakes from her morning nap, and the sitter said when she checked on her, she wasn't breathing. My oldest son is flying in from Oregon tomorrow. And the one who is in boot camp at Ft Jackson...the Red Cross is sending him home as well. I am numb now. My head is aching. My eyes are burning. I have never had this happen to anyone since my sister. I have never cried so hard....WHY???? she was so little. so happy..so precious..there si no rhyme or reason to anything..Just wanted to tell you all. I'm gone for a while.....  I'm so sorry to hear this. You and your family are in my prayers. RIP, mom. I will forever miss and love you. | |
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I'm very sorry.
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Oh my...  I am so sorry! | |
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I wish I could transmit my condolence to you all in a way that would soothe you, if even for a moment. But I pray you all find some respite knowing the baby is resting in a higher care... | |
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Oh my | |
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am very sorry to hear this.. and may God Almighty give you His Peace and comfort you and your family through this.. | |
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I feel like I have been collectively hugged by all of you. Thank you, thank you, thank you for being here...I am in tears reading all of your words.
It's finally quiet in my house now. Everyone is alseep except me. I can't. I find myself alternating between calm/numb and hysterical crying. Today was better. But, it will hit me again. The last two days I spent in denial. She can't be gone...she's just in the other room. You see, my family is very close, and I would keep Aliyah over night, and she would sleep beside me. I fed her, and laughed with her, and changed her diapers. Sang to her. I kept a dresser drawer of her little clothes for when she came to stay. I think they will stay there for a long, long time. Yesterday, I went to a closet and forgot that I'd already bought her a "Baby's First Christmas" outfit. There it was, hanging on her little hanger. I just lost it. My daughter is just medicated for now. I try not to cry in front of her, but how can anyone possible be strong for this? Today, we bought Aliyah the most beautiful little white dress. So tiny..A little white hat. Baby pearls. I feel like part of my soul has been ripped away. We had her pictures all blown up and laminated. We are going to place them on easels all around the church so everyone can see her beautiful smile. Here she is....my little angel...Aliyah Grace, 
When she smiled, you could see all of her gums. She smiled at anyone, even strangers. She would laugh and laugh and laugh if you just gave her the slightest grin. 
Little flirt.. 
Twins??? 
And my poor, poor baby...had I ever known that when she was a baby she would be hurting like this, I would have made a deal with the devil himself to spare her this pain. 
For two days I have been researching SIDS online. I need to know all I can so I will not go crazy. Why are they not studying this more? Thousands of babies every year..and they still are not sure. They can't prevent it. I read about "rebreathing," serotonin, using a pacifier helps....no one knows anything for sure. 
Thank you for letting me share my granddaughter. Goodnight.... "Let love be your perfect weapon..." ~~Andy Biersack | |
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noimageatall said: I feel like I have been collectively hugged by all of you. Thank you, thank you, thank you for being here...I am in tears reading all of your words.
It's finally quiet in my house now. Everyone is alseep except me. I can't. I find myself alternating between calm/numb and hysterical crying. Today was better. But, it will hit me again. The last two days I spent in denial. She can't be gone...she's just in the other room. You see, my family is very close, and I would keep Aliyah over night, and she would sleep beside me. I fed her, and laughed with her, and changed her diapers. Sang to her. I kept a dresser drawer of her little clothes for when she came to stay. I think they will stay there for a long, long time. Yesterday, I went to a closet and forgot that I'd already bought her a "Baby's First Christmas" outfit. There it was, hanging on her little hanger. I just lost it. My daughter is just medicated for now. I try not to cry in front of her, but how can anyone possible be strong for this? Today, we bought Aliyah the most beautiful little white dress. So tiny..A little white hat. Baby pearls. I feel like part of my soul has been ripped away. We had her pictures all blown up and laminated. We are going to place them on easels all around the church so everyone can see her beautiful smile. Here she is....my little angel...Aliyah Grace,
When she smiled, you could see all of her gums. She smiled at anyone, even strangers. She would laugh and laugh and laugh if you just gave her the slightest grin.
Little flirt..
Twins???
And my poor, poor baby...had I ever known that when she was a baby she would be hurting like this, I would have made a deal with the devil himself to spare her this pain.
For two days I have been researching SIDS online. I need to know all I can so I will not go crazy. Why are they not studying this more? Thousands of babies every year..and they still are not sure. They can't prevent it. I read about "rebreathing," serotonin, using a pacifier helps....no one knows anything for sure.
Thank you for letting me share my granddaughter. Goodnight.... I am so sorry for your loss....  I wish that I was eloquent enough to say something substantive to ease your family's pain...please know that I've included you and yours in my prayers.....He was like a cock who thought the sun had risen to hear him crow.
(George Eliot) the video for the above... 
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seems that i was busy doing something close to nothing, but different than the day before   | |
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noimageatall said: Yesterday, I went to a closet and forgot that I'd already bought her a "Baby's First Christmas" outfit. There it was, hanging on her little hanger. I just lost it. My daughter is just medicated for now. I try not to cry in front of her, but how can anyone possible be strong for this?
Today, we bought Aliyah the most beautiful little white dress. So tiny..A little white hat. Baby pearls. I feel like part of my soul has been ripped away. We had her pictures all blown up and laminated. We are going to place them on easels all around the church so everyone can see her beautiful smile. Here she is....my little angel...Aliyah Grace,
She was adorable, I'm so sorry I never met you, but I LOVE you & I will forever!! Thank you for being YOU - my little Princey, the best to EVER do it | |
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| So sorry to hear this. "I saw a woman with major Hammer pants on the subway a few weeks ago and totally thought of you." - sextonseven | |
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| She was such a beautiful little angel. RIP, mom. I will forever miss and love you. | |
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noimageatall said: I feel like I have been collectively hugged by all of you. Thank you, thank you, thank you for being here...I am in tears reading all of your words.
It's finally quiet in my house now. Everyone is alseep except me. I can't. I find myself alternating between calm/numb and hysterical crying. Today was better. But, it will hit me again. The last two days I spent in denial. She can't be gone...she's just in the other room. You see, my family is very close, and I would keep Aliyah over night, and she would sleep beside me. I fed her, and laughed with her, and changed her diapers. Sang to her. I kept a dresser drawer of her little clothes for when she came to stay. I think they will stay there for a long, long time. Yesterday, I went to a closet and forgot that I'd already bought her a "Baby's First Christmas" outfit. There it was, hanging on her little hanger. I just lost it. My daughter is just medicated for now. I try not to cry in front of her, but how can anyone possible be strong for this? Today, we bought Aliyah the most beautiful little white dress. So tiny..A little white hat. Baby pearls. I feel like part of my soul has been ripped away. We had her pictures all blown up and laminated. We are going to place them on easels all around the church so everyone can see her beautiful smile. Here she is....my little angel...Aliyah Grace,
When she smiled, you could see all of her gums. She smiled at anyone, even strangers. She would laugh and laugh and laugh if you just gave her the slightest grin.
Little flirt..
Twins???
And my poor, poor baby...had I ever known that when she was a baby she would be hurting like this, I would have made a deal with the devil himself to spare her this pain.
For two days I have been researching SIDS online. I need to know all I can so I will not go crazy. Why are they not studying this more? Thousands of babies every year..and they still are not sure. They can't prevent it. I read about "rebreathing," serotonin, using a pacifier helps....no one knows anything for sure.
Thank you for letting me share my granddaughter. Goodnight.... After seeing this pics, my heart broke even more for you and your family. Once again I am so, so sorry for your loss. I wish there was something I could say or do, but there just isn't a magical action or phrase that I can say that would help ease your pain. Just know, there are many of us, praying for you and your family and keeping you all in our hearts. Proud Memaw to Seyhan Olivia Christine ,Zoey Cirilo Jaylee & Ellie Abigail Lillian  | |
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I'm sorry for you. Best Wishes to you and yours. | |
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CalhounSq said: I couldn't even click on this thread for a while b/c I couldn't handle reading it
truely. i have been peaking in at the org and saw the thread i thought oh no. don't let this to have happened to her of all people. noimage... she is beautiful. gorgeous.
. [Edited 8/20/07 20:34pm]  She couldn't stop crying 'cause she knew he was gone to stay | |
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My dear god, what a beautiful Angel you have in heaven looking over you. May god bless you and your family. Your daughter is also very pretty...I hope she finds strenghth to stay strong. You are in all our thoughts. | |
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We got the news from the coroner early this morning. I am just now able to type this. She did not die from SIDS. She suffocated. I am so angry and hurt and in shock right now, I don't know what to do with myself. My daughter is a mess. I think we all knew when we kept calling the coroner and they kept telling us they were not finished with the report. We just didn't want to think it was true.
It seems that right after my daughter left for work @ 5am, the babysitter put Aliyah in bed with HER instead of in her crib. Which my daughter specifically told her not to do. Even worse is that the sitter and her uncle KNEW and hid it. Just when you think you may be able to heal a little...this. She didn't have to go...she didn't have to go...I so want to feel empathy for the sitter. Because I know if I was watching someone's child and something like this happened, I would probably jump off the nearest tall building....but I just can't right now. I'm too angry and hurt. I'm watching my daughter cry and hurt and suffer, and all I can feel is anger. It may have been an accident, but they KNEW for Christ's sake...they KNEW...and they covered it up. Three adults in the house, and they knew and covered it up. How could they??? This is too much.... "Let love be your perfect weapon..." ~~Andy Biersack | |
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I can't imagine the pain and grief. I am praying for you right now and will continue for as long as you want it. | |
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