And I thought I hated myself...

Check this out: http://iamana88.livejournal.com/

and this: http://community.livejour...oanorexia/

Poor women.

It's too late to click on those tonight, but I can only imagine.

You're up late, woman!

INSATIABLE said:

Yeah can't sleep... I was looking up diet pills on google and I got the links above.

Sweeny79 said:

Ugh. I'm sorry, baby.

And please take this with a grain of LEAD, just in case the search was for you: they're not needed. You're a fox.


G'nite, teacher. I hope you find sleep tonight.

INSATIABLE said:

Thanks Hon, sleep well

dude! wtf that girl in the avatar. shes beyond skinny and her entrys are just freightening!


FINALLY! I am down to 95lbs.!! It is crazy, it is like the less I eat the more I don't want to eat, I almost feel like I can't eat. I mean I keep imagining food and how it would taste, but to actually eat it? I can't, I just simply can't... up until now what I have been doing is eating my food only at dinner time and very little, so as to not arouse suspisicon (since it is a NEW policy to have all family meals together). Before that I could just simply not eat. Last night I hid all of my chicken under few leafs of spinach, which I have found is great for hiding food. I will eat spinach with every meal from now on, until someone catches on. 90lbs. here I come!



i feel weird cause im eating while reading this too.

No fuckin' wonder shit like this happens in this shallow little society of ours. There's something to be said for strength of will, but christ, if I had as much pressure on me to be thin as most women do, I can't say for sure that I wouldn't buckle under.

The people who make this kind of shit happen should do the rest of the world a favor and sit on a chainsaw.

that is depressing. they are really obsessing over food. i have moment where i'm not happy with myself but damn they really need some help

HobbesLeCute said:

look at her menu

Today I am starting the "Rainbow Diet". ROYGBIV.
Day 1- Breakfast: 1/2 an apple, Lunch: 1 apple, Dinner: 1 red pepper
Day 2- Breakfast: 1 orange, Lunch: 1 orange, Dinner: carrots (1serving bag of mini carrots)
Day 3- Breakfast: 1/2 banana, Lunch: 1 banana, Dinner: 1 can yellow wax beans
Day 4- Breakfast: 20 green grapes, Lunch: 20 green grapes, Dinner: 1 can green beans
Day 5- Breakfast: 1 cup blueberries, Lunch: 1/2 cup blueberries, Dinner: 1 cup raspberries
Day 6- Breakfast: 1 serving cream of wheat, Lunch: 1 serving cream of wheat, Dinner: toast and jam
Day 7- Breakfast: 1 serving cream of wheat, Lunch: 1 serving cream of wheat, Dinner: toast and honey


it would be a great menu if she was like 1! even then.

Christopher said:

Well, at least she's trying to be creative, although she kinda loses the plot by day six (Unless they started making Cream of Wheat in indigo and I wasn't aware).

But seriously, hopefully someone will force her into help before she burns out or gets herself killed.