AnotherLoverHolenYoHead said:

Yeah, nLA is. Funny man, and intelligent. I say we split him in half. You can have the bottom.

00769BAD said:

TheC is indeed a good person. He's the first person to befriend me at the org, the first person who replied to anything I had to say, as I recall, and he's always been nice to me, even when I've been bitchy to him. He shall be missed! LAc appreciates theC even now!

BattierBeMyDaddy said:

Why will he "be missed"? Where's he going?

AnotherLoverHolenYoHead said:

theC has decided to close his account due to certain frictions within the org...
"I'm spending way to much time in here" 'when it can affect me on a personal level.' is about how he put it to me.
How many ways can you sail theC
[This message was edited Fri Sep 20 20:51:38 PDT 2002 by 00769BAD]

a friend shared his great talent of painting and not only Prince, but a very special painting of my parents, I love ya man..... he's the loney painter
[This message was edited Tue Oct 1 1:27:15 PDT 2002 by Mauve]

AnotherLoverHolenYoHead said:

He's gone. He couldn't take the bullshit any more, the insults, the unfair moderation as well, I suppose. His account oughta disappear any day now. Vaporized. Gone.

HI LOVER!!!
i know i've been remiss in my greeting you...
you were just gone sooo looong...
U

00769BAD said:

That's okay about the not-greeting, Bad...I'm secure enough in myself and you that I wasn't insulted

AnotherLoverHolenYoHead said:

you are always too kind LOVER, that is why i chose you.

00769BAD said:

Maybe not "too kind"--there are some here who would disagree with you. But at least I'm usually not too unfair...

cover for me all those times i..."..

This is shared with beautiful enlightenment...

When my two older sister's and I were very young, we were taken away legally from our mother. (beautiful sigh... I truly believe that everything happens for a reason) We were sent to an orphanage (I was 3 yrs.), I remember well. My great aunt and uncle decided to take us into their care and gained full custody of us eventually. (immense love) The amazing (unfounded word of expression) is... my aunt and uncle at the time were divorced, although when my great aunt decided she could not bare us to be seperated (who knows where we would of ended up) my uncle decided to help her raise us... they literally gave their life to us. (They never had children of their own) So... growing up..., although they truly never got back together... "together" they supported us with their amazing unconditional love. (warm beautiful sigh)

I am forever indebted to them, that is beyond expected, how fortunate and blessed we truly were/are... I love them more than "life" itself... for they are the one's who made my life so beautifully possible to this day. Everyone is born... but to truly be nutured, loved and supported no matter what... is the true "gift" of life. (And they didn't have to... by no means)(warm smile)

2the9s said:

hmmm...Ive told you to stop eating those hallucinogenic mushrooms.

althom said:

Melody said:

00769BAD said:

Hey what about when you found out about me? I was unexpected.


Back in my teens I had a child who I gave up for adoption and I ran into the woman who adopted her a few years later. The woman allowed me to see my child even though it's angainst everything the courts say after you give a child up for adoption.

Make a crack about anything I just said and I will never let you hear the end of it.

Moonbeam bought my ticket to Xenophobia. God damn, I love him!

Too beautiful Freespirit… keep counting those blessings that have made you to be the lovely person you are

Well... I have been blessed with many acts of kindness being shown to me in my life, and hopefully I have shown that in turn to others...

But most recently...and what is most clear in my mind is something simple… a certain someone caught me at a most vulnerable moment, (no matter how strong we are, we all have our moments eh?!) and he quite miraculously lifted my mood, and brought perspective back to a person who had momentarily lost her defenses. Not only by sharing his words of encouragement, but just by listening… in that beautiful way he does … openly and compassionately… He consoled and soothed me, in a moment where I thought I was beyond reaching… and where I was certainly not expecting someone to be able to transform what I was feeling into something beautiful.

Thank-you Moonbeam … for all that, and more….. I won’t forget it…. I can’t forget it…. You amaze me.

(And evidently I am not alone in this appreciation of the wonder that is you)

SupaFunkyOrgangrinderSexy said:

Please tell me I thanked you before?!?! I would be mortified if I didn't!

Many nice and unexpected things have some people throught my life and in bad times for me. Also foreingers man and woman... can't count nor tell... thank you - Love exists.

One thing happend to me this week at the suprmarket. I went there buying some food and a woman with a baby came in my direction. A little thing. Sweat...
At the case I was waiting when both came she had only 1 article and so I did let her go first.
Then the woman was looking for the papa, but papa wasn't there. She looked at the baby and looked at me and gave me that little thing in to my arms awww! A girl all in rosa... so süss wie caramel. The girl was a newborn, maybe 2 or 3 weeks. It was shocking for me first as her mama putted she me in my arms. Short before I carried an 8liter bottle of water and the diffrence between this weght and the weght of the baby waas extreem felt. for a second other thoughs cames in to my mind. I thought about the babies soffering malnutrition and became sad for a short moment... then joy cames in me to hold that beutiful, little girl in my arms and feel the peace only babies and children can give. Thank you Mama, thank you Dad! Thank you Creator of Creation. I love you.
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2the9s said:

Arcamar said:[quote]Many nice and unexpected things have some people throught my life and in bad times for me. Also foreingers man and woman... can't count nor tell... thank you - Love exists.

One thing happend to me this week at the suprmarket. I went there buying some food and a woman with a baby came in my direction. A little thing. Sweat...
At the case I was waiting when both came she had only 1 article and so I did let her go first.
Then the woman was looking for the papa, but papa wasn't there. She looked at the baby and looked at me and gave me that little thing in to my arms awww! A girl all in rosa... so süss wie caramel. The girl was a newborn, maybe 2 or 3 weeks. It was shocking for me first as her mama putted she me in my arms. Short before I carried an 8liter bottle of water and the diffrence between this weght and the weght of the baby waas extreem felt. for a second other thoughs cames in to my mind. I thought about the babies soffering malnutrition and became sad for a short moment... then joy cames in me to hold that beutiful, little girl in my arms and feel the peace only babies and children can give. Thank you Mama, thank you Dad! Thank you Creator of Creation. I love you.
[This message was edited Sun Sep 22 14:50:30 PDT 2002 by Arcamar]

Most spcial for me was... should I say it? - I know you do care and do care to... the baby is an African girly, so small and innocent. It was the first time I could hold a newborn African baby in my arms, you knnow... I did always wished to give born one. or two... like this girl I did hold for the precieus time of a few seconds. A feather weight with more value as it can count the world for money.
What the world is doing with??? What are we doing??? Takecaretakecaretakecaretakecaretakecareoflivingnaturetakecaretakecaretakecareoflivingthingstakecaretakecaretakecaetakereofloveevenifwecanotseeittakecaretakecaretakecareforweheandher.

I'm reviving this thread because I can.

Today, while walking on the street, a homeless guy told me I was beautiful. Turned my otherwise shitty day into a beautiful one.

Freespirit said:

that is a very beautiful story to share with us. i know first hand what you are talking about and love the fact that you see The Gift that is yours.

lovesexy was the word i use to explain that feeling of being loved uncondisionly and for no reason.

Ricco had agreed to paint a picture of my parents as they were in the wedding picture. He will never ever know till the end of time what that meant to me

I love u Sunshine!!!

AnotherLoverHolenYoHead said:

And there is AnotherLover, whom has taken me under her wings and whisped me away from time to time, just cuz!!!

my cat who was 20 years old, was dying on a rug across the room.
He new eye was grieving, and he dragged himself across the room, though he had stopped walking and moving 4 daze, and laid his paw on my foot...
eye cried, and asked him r u leaving me Tannon?
he mewed weakly, like a kitten, and laid his head on my foot, it gave me a sense of emotional peace.
eye would keep watch with him until the dawm...
when eye awoke, that morning, refreshed, eye found that Tannon had returned 2 his rug n the night and had slipped n2 a coma.

n the middle of his dying, he only wanted 2 make sure eye was ok...that was the way he always was...never bit or scratched anyone, babies could pull his tail, or box his ears, he never hurt anything...
he lived a long and eventful life...he was no ordinary cat.
if there is a place 4 good animals n the New World eye hope he will b there.

TayknmiAzziz said:

That is truly beautiful. It reminds me of how our dog Breezy sacrificed herself for us all.

SupaFunkyOrgangrinderSexy, Cecy, Ian, FunkyStrange & Rd

They know...

TayknmiAzziz said:

Animals have a better emotional sense that
"humans"...too bad they can't talk...

For Valentine's day, my wife took me to the drum department of Mars Music and told me to pick out whatever I want.

I got some good chimes.


(BTW, my wife doesn't really care for my drumming and for her to take interest in what I like was something that even my parents didn't do when I was a kid (as far as my love for music). Then again if I were my parents, I wouldn't have bought me a drum set either unless it was set up in the barn.)