This was the last page of my diary.

Thursday, December 28, 2006

What can I say? These days captured in Ur pages r more than special. I thank U 4 being loyal. And I thank God 4 another day, another week, another diary and another year. I thank God 4 He sent Oscar 2 my life 2 rescue me from giving up on love and making me realize that I can’t change people and that all I can do is 2 heal and 4give, never 4get about the fabulous blessing that love is. God I ask U 2 bless Carlos. Now I understand that if U don’t want us 2 b 2gether, there is a reason, a good reason.

What have I learnt over these past 6 months? So much I could go on writing 4 6 pages. I have - not learnt, but understood that love and fear don’t match; that U must let people and things go, sometimes, so U can appreciate them being in Ur life; that through it all, God is my shelter and my strength (even though I always knew that). I have learnt that love and truth is a good mixture, and that if U take The Truth as an offense, U’re not ready 4 life nor love. I have learnt that the ones U trust the most can hurt U the worst; that sometimes paper has more understanding than people. I’ve been shown that faith can take U through everything. I understood that even when U hit the ground U must get up and take another chance. I have learnt that if one’s afraid of pain, one should not fall in love. I have learnt that U never 4get Ur first kiss. I found out that India.Arie is an incredible woman and artist. I have experienced what freedom feels like and I’ve remembered how much ache can affect U. But in the end of every day, I must thank God, not only 4 the good things, but simply everything. Because now I c how much one learns and how much one grows up; how one smile can change Ur whole life.

Thank U God 4 my life, 4 love, 4 music, 4 my voice, my mind, 4 love, 4 everything U created.

And thank U, purple diary, 4 being my only friend. I’ll always keep U around and read Ur pages with joy.

*PEACE and SOUL*

Alejandro M. Lara

I feel all nosy now having read your diary

Sorry



























Where are the dirty bits?

theodore said:

that was beautiful thank you for sharing

Here's mine:

"Thursday 28th December 2006:

Milk
11.00am - 8.30pm"

Wow. You are wise beyond your years. At your age all I was worried about was when WHAM or DURAN DURAN were going to come to town.

xxoo
M

ok i guess that we r soulmates or something like this...

beautiful

fathermcmeekle said:

PANDURITO said:

Don't feel that way. It was something I felt like sharing with U, because somehow... when I'm on the org I feel like home. Maybe because U don't ask me "In which class is this Prince in?"

Thanks y'all.
Like I said... the org feels like home.

Mach said:

co-sign

Natisse said:

Thanks sweet