Oh, yeah.

I'm not sure I understand the question.

So I guess I'd have to say no.

OH HELL YES!!!

My outward persona is little more than a buttpuppet for the cesspool of emotions bubbling underneath.





I'm working with it though.




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i used to.
i think there's more pain in hiding behind it. in some twisted way its a crutch to continue to blame what created it when in fact you have the power to step from behind the illusion and overcome what created it in the first place. buts thats the hard part when your used to it for so long. but it can be done.

brownsugar said:

wait. i think i confused it even more

brownsugar said:

I can really relate hun

Yes. there are things in the past that left a few scars. though not all are shared with others.

Mach said:

what a beautifully put question. when i read it a welled up. so, im ayes.
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I am my persona and my persona is me, the pain that caused me to create it has taken over, the illusion is real.

statuesqque said:

u aint batman, r u?

I HAVE smashed the mirror of pain in my life.. and faced it one to one..

there are still things I look at and question.. but its not near as painful as I used to think it was..

3121 said:

I'm messed up but I just do the best I can.

Mach I think ppl dont wanna answer this.. I am guessing they are shielding themselves by their org accounts

3121 said:

Or Marilyn Manson?


but I usually feel like this also, in both good and bad ways

damn, i didnt know there were so many loosers on the org.

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REDBABY said:

CarrieMpls said:

I don't either.

I don't hide anything.

I am shy on the org.

Yes.
Yes.
YES.

I am hiding something and I think it is going to come out and it will not be pretty

Yes, definitely. several things. Some of it is because life was painful as I knew it and I didn't know that I could be the force for a positive chsnge in my life. I'm slowly breaking the illusions and for the most part it's a very good thing.

no one is ever themselves 100% we all put on a front...if we didn't we'd all be mental!i don't want my nearest and dearest seeing me in front of the telly downing vodka and stuffing bread and cheese into my mouth at a rate of knots and crying over elton john ballads...come on now we all have something to hide.

um...can we start being a little more specific?

cammille said:

but you have just revealed all now

heartbeatocean said:

please do

cammille said:

speak for yourself, that is not true.