I'm feeling indifferent today.

jerseykrs said:

onenitealone said:

Thanks honey Im just having a wee break now, then Ill get back to it! Honest!

I dont think Ive ever had an exam dream, theyve never really bothered me as much as they do some people. But I still cant bloody sleep though! I was up at 6am this morning, then couldnt get back to sleep. It took me a couple of hours of dozing on and off to realise that all the thoughts I had been thinking had actually been dreams! I wasnt sure if I was sleeping or not! I hate that!

onenitealone said:

http://www.prince.org/msg/100/188860

susannah said:

Damn, love. I hope you're feeling okay. You know where I am, even if you just need to vent...

I was in a very similar situation in Uni so I do understand, hun. And when you're that far into a course, it can feel like you're damned if you do and damned if you don't.

Try not to worry and just take each day as it comes. And, if there are Student Support counsellors, maybe you should talk to one about these issues. They may be able to point you in the right direction.

onenitealone said:

Thanks babe Your support means a lot to me! I really only established it as an option last night, and I just want to pick everyones brains now. But most of the people available to me, even though they have experience of life and educaton and whatnot - are biased. Ie My Ma, lecturers, colleagues who Im close to, anyone else older than me! I hate talking to people about things like this, I always feel like they wont listen to my point of view because all they see is that I should get on with it... wanting-toleave-school-flashback!!

Anyway, ill stop rambling now! Thanks A I promise I will concentrate on my exams and at least finish 3rd year! At least Ill have that

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susannah said:

I just wrote out a huge response and the bloody Org swallowed it...

At least you've saved yourself my life story.

You're not rambling, hun. You have every right to feel exactly how you do - and I know exactly where you're coming from.

Please don't be hard on yourself, though, and try not to let the pressure get to you. You can only do so much at any one time. And you've got so far, you should feel proud of yourself. And beating yourself up will only make the issue worse.

We're here to listen, love, and your Uni should have Support staff who will be able to help. It might be worth looking into.

Take care and much love,

Ax

onenitealone said:

Thanks you Id love to hear your life story though! This may turn into orgnotes soon...

Thanks for understanding, I value your opinion Im sure there are support peeps available, I might look into it, although after exams casue Im just too busy! I dont really feel like Im beating myself up so to speak, Im just worried about a big decision which brings a big change, which is normal.

Dont really know what else to say just now But thanks

susannah said:

notoriousj said:

It had been a late night... when did we finally go to sleep... 7 a.m.?

matt said:

Atleast as late as 7am...could of been as late as 8am all I know is I still kinda feel like I got ran over by a mac truck ....yuck. Other then that its all good in the hood.

shanti0608 said:

Use these instead...no piercing!

I'm blessed. A new job is looking for me.

TMPletz said:

those are quite cute

TMPletz said:

Good idea..
Would they still look good on a women that was not 38DDD?
Where are the ladies representing a natural woman?

shanti0608 said:

Oh, they do. My wife has a pair of Nipple Huggers.

Reply to 'How is everyones day today.....'

Today is great. It's just a normal day. But it is cool. The sun is shining.

Yesterday, we had some thunderstorms roll thru. Yesterday was nice too.

TMPletz said:

Ok then, maybe I will look into a pair for myself..