The pain sets in at night. A longing for some joy, I shed a tear but it rings no relief. What is this pain inside me? Oh I wish I could know. What to do with it where it comes from and what I need to fix the pain, the hole in my soul. Maybe I am just tired, sometimes it is hard to breath, not due to lack of physical strength, but lack of will. It would seem this world isn’t all that it should be, but what is it to be? At last, the pain goes as quickly as it has come. Was it me or someone else? Maybe I just need sleep. I do so love to sleep.
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i just woke up from an 11 hour nap

I've felt it...

Unhappiness when your down and alone.... the moment when you don't know what to do or even if you should try.. where's my reason...what's the purpose.


Sorry hon... your not alone

I am happy to see you share your feelings with us.

When I use to have this kind of "crisis", I tell myself I'm in love with life, and thankful to feel even bad things that proove I'm alive and sensitive.

I use these waves of blue to draw, or write. Instead of undergoing those emotions that come with no reason, I try to let this vibe coming in and express myself.

Think about Prince. I am sure most of his sad songs where not coming from outside troubles but from blues, and look at what he did from it (sometimes is snows in April, condition of the heart...)

Be glad to feel.

It's unbelievable when all our primary needs are satisfied you still can feel this. It just shows you're human.

If I would live could be next to you, I will let you shade a tear and let cycles and life go thru U. Nothing is never the same, and you have to let things die, to see other things be born.

Let me know, let us know how you feel again. Use it to write a poem, surf on your mood.

i get this way too, and i fuckin' hate it. it's very depressing, you ask yourself why you are sad, why are you upset, and what are you upset at, but you keep hitting a wall. You don't know and can't find the cause of what's upsetting you. it's like having a stomach ache and can't throw up the bad food in your stomach. i struggle with it, i just cry and cry and let it out until i go to sleep and pray that when i wake up that i don't take my sadness and anger out on somebody i really do care about.

MickG said:

I feel ya!!

shanti0608 said:

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JDINTERACTIVE said:

I guess you never get down & blue sometimes??

shanti0608 said:

Yes I do. It was a very cheap and insensitive post by myself.

JDINTERACTIVE said:

With an ass like yours, I guess your allowed..
Just going by what I have heard of coarse..

shanti0608 said:

Thank you. I am sorry.

JDINTERACTIVE said:

I hope you were not apologizing for having a nice ass....

HamsterHuey said:

Is this your answer to the world's ills?

Nothinbutjoy said:

If only people would listen...

Cry and let it all out.
Know you aren't alone.
While maybe I'm not feeling it at this moment,
I, too, at times feel lonely.
Some days I can take it.
Others I can not.
I question my existence.
I question "the master plan."
I feel I will be alone forever.
I'm envious of those that have it all
And wonder do they know and cherish what they have.
I have fears of love, too.
I fear that once I have it, I may not be able to hold it.
I fear I won't appreciate it.
I try to stay optimistic about life.
And for the most part I am.
Yet, I still have to question the emotion of love.
Is it an illusion?
Is it true?
Why does my heart ache?
Then I stop and think and realize I'm not alone.
There are others out there that feel the same.
The world is big.
Maybe one day I won't be alone.
Honestly, to God, I hope.
However, I'm sure another person is feeling my emotions.
I just want to tell them they aren't alone.
Keep hope and thankfully the "master plan" will reward you.
I know I do.

HamsterHuey said:

MickG said: